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a new year, a new life..maybe. [03 Jan 2008|06:30pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

Wow it's been forever since i have even logged in this thing. I feel like no one will even see this or check this now since i haven't written in here at all. In apparently 48 weeks it said.

It's 2008. last year flew by. And wasn't that great. I hope everything goes into place this year and is much better. I need to figure out what to do with my life.

Lately i have really been wanting to move away. meet new people. and just start a new life. I feel like everything here is boring. If i don't move away will i always sit and wonder with regret what my life would have been like?  I think about this  CONSTANTLY! is this normal? I mean does everyone else think like this too?

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super mad [29 Jan 2007|03:50am]
[ mood | annoyed ]

It's been a while! wow I haven't been on here in forever it seems. probably because now that myspace is up no one uses live journal anymore...

Im super DUPER pissed about the O.C going off air. I think it's bullshit. honestly. it was like the most popular show and now no one wants to watch it anymore??! It's the writers fualt because they could have made this season so much better. like that damn chay kid they brought in. seriously. I know how they should have did the first episode. He shouldn't be out of idea's already.

im just sooo mad. i was rambling. Honestly i effing love that show. the first season was AMAZING

im gonna be so sad when it goes off.  only 4 more   >:0

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that time.. [07 Dec 2006|11:22pm]
[ mood | cold ]

It's that time of year again..

i hate it. 
i hate the cold.
i hate the snow.
i hate the feelings that come with it.

most of all jimmy's not here.

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thought [16 Nov 2006|04:13am]

Sometimes i feel very alone. and like some people really just don't care.

Some people tell you things and you realize that it/is a lie because they don't follow up on things

I just don't get it.

I feel like a part of me is missing?

i don't know, maybe I'm just crazy and should go to sleep.

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no one reads lj no more [12 Nov 2006|03:05am]
[ mood | chipper ]

I've been sick this weekend, and let me tell you it sucks.

yeah can't stand it.

Been drawing a picture of me and cat and it's turning out well. she kinda looks black with her features. so im working on it..

I really wanna watch moulan rouge soon. anyone wanna watch it?

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[02 Nov 2006|02:47am]
[ mood | full ]

How can love be so thoughtless so cruel..
When all that i did was for you..
I break in two over you..

                       So the new mcr cd effing rocks. I heart it a lot. very very neat.
 
O.C TONIGHT! finally. uhh it's been to long. 

             We baked a cake tonight. and got cat hooked on the O.C.

yes i rock.

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yay [31 Oct 2006|03:00am]
[ mood | happy ]

I haven't had this much fun in a long time. Tonight was awesome! thanks everyone.

cat you rock. 

and so does brad, mike, and jay.

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you love it. [25 Sep 2006|02:27am]
[ mood | tired ]

40 of the MOST Random Questions Ever

1. Where were you 3 hours ago?
Coney

2. Who are you crushing on?
umm my boyfriend lol

3. Have you ever eaten a crayon?
noooo

4. Who did you last talk to on the phone?
steveeen

5. When was the last time you went to the mall?
A WHILE sadly :(

6. Are you wearing socks right now?
yes, weird. i don't wear socks often

7. Do you have a car worth over $2,000?
YES :) proud honda owner.

8. When was the last time you drove out of town?
ummmmmm i went to ohio for a concert a month ago.

9. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
no :( i love going to the movies.

10. What are you listening to right now?
The sleeping

11. What was the last thing you had to drink?
diet coke

12. What are you wearing right now?
the clothes i wore today.

13. What do you want to be doing right now?
probably sleep. work early.

14. Last food that you ate?
blt and fries :)

15. Where were you last week at this time?
probably in my bed..sleeping or on the phone

16. Do you like someone?
my boyfriend damn you!

17. Does anyone like you?
ummmmmm don't ask me that.

18. What's the last sporting event you watched?
well i glanced at the tv at coney tonight and football was on

19. What is your favorite animal?
DOGGIES!

20. Your dream vacation?
I'm not quite sure. i want to go to hawaii though.

21. Last person's house you were in?
Steves

22. How many siblings do u have?
1 brother 1 sister

23. Have you ever been in love?
uhhhh present

24. Last disappointment?
work. never knowing when your gonna get out.

25. Any pictures around you?
hell yeah. im a photographer duh ;-)

26. What do you think about James Blunt?
HES FUCKING AMAZING!

27. What jewelry are you wearing?
my jimmy bracelet,rings and a myspace shoelace as a neckalace

28. What are your plans for today?
well lets see it's 2:30am and i work at 11?

29. Are there any sharp objects around you?
nooope

30. Ever go to camp?
6th grade camp man!

31. Were you ever an honor roll student?
sometimes yes. I was more an OUT of school student.

32.What do you wanna know about the future?
If i will have a happy ending

33. Are you wearing any perfume or cologne?
scent of smoke. yucky i know

34. Favorite Starbucks drink?
strawberries and cream frappachino! yeah me and vee's drink in cali!

35. Where is (are) your best friend(s)?
here in the shores mainly

36. What are you angry about right now?
work

37. Do you have a tan?
noo i don't think so.

39. Any new bands you've been listening to?
the Spill canvas is the newest one. and they are AWESOME!

40. Where do you wish you were right now?
CALIFORNIA!

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[11 Sep 2006|09:01pm]
[ mood | hyper ]

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[01 Sep 2006|04:27pm]
[ mood | blank ]

so i got a job at don pablos. 

my phone bill is like 90 dollars this month because i talked to my mom,dad, and stepmom a lot. and went over on minutes. so im screwed.

i got a 50 dollar check this week.

yay.

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[29 Aug 2006|05:07pm]
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[23 Aug 2006|12:37pm]
[ mood | excited ]

I GOT A CAR! I'M IN LOVE. AND I'M GONNA MARRY IT :)

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[21 Aug 2006|02:23am]
[ mood | aggravated ]

I have all these applications filled out and no way to go turn them all in tomorrow :(

this sucks. I wanna go and do it at like 11 tomorrow by myself and talk to some of the managers and keep looking so i can get the hell out of my shithole job. I can't take it there anymore. I don't even wanna show up. It just makes me so upset being there because the manager is a bitch. who treats people unfairly. 

HIRE ME. dammit. someone leave me a car for a day or two so i can go do this.

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[17 Aug 2006|02:30pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Im going job searching tomorrow. got any good ideas of places to go?

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[11 Aug 2006|02:02am]
[ mood | annoyed ]

1. My ex is...
One of my best friends lol

2. I am listening to...
Panic @ the disco

3. Maybe I should...
scrapbook soon :)

4. I love...
TAKING PICTURES and listeing to music, iced cappachino's, my family, friends, and boyfriend<3

5. My bestfriend(s)...
My mom, Jason, Brett, Veronica (hopefully things go back), emily

6. I don't understand...
Life and People

7. I lost...
The worst thing you can loose..My best friend :(   Jimmy

8. People say...
Who cares what people say


10. Love is...
the best feeling, but scary cuz you could loose that person

11. Somewhere, someone is...
LOOKING THROUGH YOUR WINDOW ;-)

12. I will always...
Remember Jimmy, and everyone that was/is a part of my life

13. Forever...
is forever and never is never

14. I never want to...
Lose another person

15. My mobile phone...
SUCKSHITTYPEICEOFSHITCRACKINTHEFRONT

16. When I wake up in the morning...
I take my puppies out :)

17. I get annoyed when...
I get annoyed about lots of things

18. Parties are...
fun because i don't go to many of them.

19. My pet is...
ACTUally my petS ARE THE SHIZZLE! i love them both so much

20. Kisses are the best when...
undescribable.

21. Today I...
was stressed about my job and money

22. Tomorrow I will...
Hang out with my friends and boyfriend :)

23. I really want...
A BETTER JOB AND.......



.......a million dollars

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[06 Aug 2006|04:21pm]
[ mood | calm ]

so ummmmm PANIC @ the discoo rocks...? yeah. i think they do :)

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[27 Jul 2006|05:00pm]
[ mood | good ]

wanna see some pictures!??


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I wanna see her live again sooooo bad!! [27 Jul 2006|02:47am]
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[23 Jul 2006|01:42am]
[ mood | scared ]

I really REALLY wanna go see Jimmy :(

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[21 Jul 2006|08:04pm]
[ mood | creative ]

Steve is sitting and playing guitar hero. and im on the computer. what a friday night lol

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