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thank god ! [12 Apr 2006|07:34pm]
Ok so im done with luis. i crashed my car which has me terribly upset.. but things are falling back into place. luis is just my FRIEND nothing more... maybe less. he's weird and he kept breaking things off with me, but he did me a favor..im too much of a lady for him he's used to his trick ass hoes..so never again will i touch him or be with him..UGH ! what a waste of time lol... but im really bored and i just got home and i dont know what to do lol

bye for now
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aint that funny.. [26 Mar 2006|07:38pm]
its funny how no matter what i never fucking win..i give it my all..i remain faithful..im honest..yet i get accused of fucking around and being dishonst...i love the way men think and how fucked up they are..i did nothing, all i did was ever be honest to him yet his insecurities and jealousness if taking over our relationship... he made me truly happy and made me feel what i thought i couldnt again..so is it worth fighting for or should i let it go..yet he thinks about me non stop..n i get random calls at 7 am till 5am just bc hes thinking of me..i dont know what to do anymore...
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content part 2 =) [23 Mar 2006|08:34pm]
life is good..see how long this last...this piece right here truly puts a smile on my face <33

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content :) [21 Mar 2006|11:53am]
he makes me happy :) plain and simple <33
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Fuck you <33 [14 Mar 2006|08:08pm]
i tried believing you and trusting your words...but your words were empty and your promises were broken..and well as far as she goes..she can have you.

goodbye
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ugh.. [12 Mar 2006|02:25pm]
lately life has been CRAZY. new job..new friends..new boys..new everything. even better NEW EXPERIENCES..im learning a lot ! and i just came to realize that either way guys are scum and worthless and im remaining single until i feel completely satisfied..im not settling anymore or trying to change anyone, its a waste of my life..its a waste of time.. fukitol !
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keep hoein bitch.. [21 Feb 2006|09:11am]
[ mood | tired ]

keep doin what you doing, because obviously your getting all the good guys right ? its sad you dont even buy your own drinks lol aint nothin but a gold diggin hoe ! life is funny in its own way, the truth always comes out..as for him, he can go to hell..and as for her...she needs money and a sprinkle of confidence because her insecurities make her ugly and tear her apart...oh well , not everyone can be cool. i used to love you, you were a friend...u started this bitch...u disrespected me, and well yeah at the end of the night..he was holding my hand, but the trifflin bitch can have him. im done with it !

adiOs (=

you wish you lOoked bit close to the way i do..get over it.

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and i wouldnt trade this girl in if you paid me ! =)
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have a good one !!! >=o)

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keep hoein bitch.. [21 Feb 2006|09:11am]
[ mood | tired ]

keep doin what you doing, because obviously your getting all the good guys right ? its sad you dont even buy your own drinks lol aint nothin but a gold diggin hoe ! life is funny in its own way, the truth always comes out..as for him, he can go to hell..and as for her...she needs money and a sprinkle of confidence because her insecurities make her ugly and tear her apart...oh well , not everyone can be cool. i used to love you, you were a friend...u started this bitch...u disrespected me, and well yeah at the end of the night..he was holding my hand, but the trifflin bitch can have him. im done with it !

adiOs (=

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fuck this..fuck that..fuck you ! [20 Feb 2006|04:05pm]
i realized who my real true friends are and i wouldn't trade them in for the world i love them so much. i got myself into a mess...some how i look like the bad one but i got fucked over from the getgo so i did what i wanted to do and said fuck it..well i like him..but then there is her. this is too much drama for a weekend, i give up. its not my time..i dont want him..im getting out of this mess before i get in too deep..

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valentines day ? whats that [13 Feb 2006|06:57pm]
tomorrow is valentines day..i could have a valentines..a few perhaps but nah im good single. the one person i never thought would come back around did..charlie, he has a girlfriend..but i knew it, a bitch with a barcode tatted on her neck wouldnt compare to this classy shit... we'll see.happy valentines day everyone and wrap it up !
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mic check... lol [04 Feb 2006|12:33pm]
[ mood | sick ]

its ugly out. fucking ugly ! lol... anyways a lot has happened, as of now im sick..i had a bad fever, everything it was horrible. i start my new job monday, thank god for that. my other job sucked and they gave me bullshit and i did bitch work and i hated it. thank god im out of there, now im a receptionist in downtown hollywood by the rest of my old jobs, so im excited about that. i took a few pictures the other night..not like any of you shit faces comment maybe thats because i didnt even add many friends to this thing..lol enjoy

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TADA lol i dont really like them but what the hell. i took my labret piercing out, it was gonna be too much with work taking in and out everyday and it got annoying anyways so now im down to 16 piercings lol

t

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fuckin a.. [15 Jan 2006|07:16pm]
ok so daddys in the hospital from surgery..i got another fucked up cut n color *sigh* no more im going back to my old hair dresser..cutting my hair super short and changing the color..and then ill be back. thank god for hair clips for the time being or id die lol..n e ways yeah
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ewww... [07 Jan 2006|05:44pm]
worst date last night..this guy was the cockiest most boring person..he barely listens to good music..what is going on here ? this is nonsense..i think ive really given up..i have 2 people in the back of my mind that i would give a shot with..people from the past. but for as of right now, im not looking for anyone or a relationship. im having one of those i hate everyone and everything and i feel ugly weeks !!!

blah !
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Oh i think they like me ! [05 Jan 2006|07:21pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

yupyup bitches new pics. anyways things are better. chiko is eww im over that. i met a new guy..26 ..cop..thanks to the familia <3..my dad gets surgery next week, we are all scared and worried but hopefully everything goes well..it will. anyways enjoy the pics !

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hate on it <3 i'll steal your man and your chick =)

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Aloha.. [20 Dec 2005|06:29pm]
[ mood | sick ]

so yeah saturday night chiko was there..yuhhhp i said he would n he was..he left before he saw me..i texted him..we talked. hes an ass. we are straight, hes there im here. its whatever. were not together nor ever will be. so i had fun saturday after ft lauderdale went to hardrock drank did a few other things..made out. had a girl want me bad. ha. i love it. i get both if i wanted... made out some more with a hot boy..played. came home showered went to church. yesterday i smoked and now today me n steph are sick :( but yeah i have some pics..not the best but will do...camera sucked and i look like shit

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<33

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fuking asshole ! [17 Dec 2005|05:06pm]
ok so chico tells me saturday ima be up in riverfront so come chill with me and the boys, well im already going to riverfront. i really didnt wanna go out but i wanna chill with chico..i wanna prove a point. so yeah im going. im texting him to see what time, and nothing, what the fuck is that. fucking sell out bullshit and i cant stand it, hes retarded and im sick and tired of these games, they are driving me up the fucking wall. i want to show him that im a lady, fuck the bullshit...i dont want him anymore...i want to show him all these things, so he better holla or be there ! ill find him lol
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resolution... [16 Dec 2005|01:15am]
[ mood | content ]

so yeah he is going back to his ex girlfriend..this is not the first time he did this to me, but the 2nd. and it will be the last. save that note: we are still friends and are cool. he says he likes me a lot, he wants me to chill with him on the boys saturday, he still wants to see me ? wtf; karma is gonna kick this boys ass. but whatever 2 can play this game, and thats what im going to do. i got my heart back, i got my soul, my feelings, i got that little bit of love i had for him..its all back. my guard is up, i see he is nothing but fun..toys..nothing more. i cant be serious with him, EVER.

thank god i got my closure and my conclusion..
..not a happy ending
but it'll do..

xOx
teressa

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Reality Check .. [13 Dec 2005|04:18pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]

Ok so things have been crazy. i changed my hair... i changed a lot of things. chiko is still in ft.myers, things have been up and down but i told him i know your there and im here, do what you have to do and ill be here i understand you come first then we'll be together when your back down in Miami. ok..everything was fine. we been talking and everything smiling laughing..he went to visions saturday, i met up with him. he was all over me hugging me and kissing me..my heart stopped when i saw him, i started to shake. when we kissed i got caught up and forgot i was in a club..i stopped caring about his looks...i dont care about anything. i love him. i cant control it. a lot went on saturday night, a lot of issues. he told me something he already told me, but i reacted like he never told me which i got hurt. ended up in tears..it was a mess. my friend dianna was being a bitch and putting me out there to make a long story short, her and some random guys wanted to go to space, i was gonna go home with chiko but his phone died n a big mess...i got stranded by myself behind space in downtown miami. i had an angel with me that night, i know that. my friend tito came through, this bitch heard my mouth i was durnk and went fucking psycho on her, she did nothing but sit there with her head down...i would of killed her but was too fucked up to function. i realized who my true friends were and who gives a fuck and who doesnt.. a true friend would of respected me ..understood i had to be home..understood my heart was in pain..instead she said why the fuck r u crying..youll never survive. fuck you.sunday i didnt talk to chiko he was being ignorant and ignoring me. i want him to know i love him, i want him to know how i feel but i cant tell him. i texted him and told him i need to tell u something but now isnt the right time, but u need to know..i want you to know. he called me 3 times yesterday i didnt answer or return the call. i got restricted calls this morning. 6am and 7 am i really think it was him, they just stayed on the phone. i realized im being about myself right now. time to work out, sleep early, do what i gotta do. no more attention for him, im giving him too much and im fucking myself up. i told him im here, im not giving up but im giving him space. eventually he'll see what he has..he will open up once im not here...i cant be so nice i cant show him how i feel anymore im fucking myself up. i have to be strong and deal with this the right way. i know the only way to get him back and make him learn is to not give a fuck.at least try not to. hopefully i'll keep this strength i have and get my man back.. he means a lot to me. but for now its all about me. it has to be. this was by far the worst weekend ever, but i learned a lot..and got a huge amount of strength..

teressa
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Change is good... [30 Nov 2005|07:43pm]
[ mood | cold ]

a lot has been going on and i changed a few things. i cut my hair short and flippy and im almost completely blonde, just a few more highlight sessions lol pics soon, me and chiko are done. im done, no more. i told him im too good for this shit and basically said fuck you in nice terms...i wont be with him again or give him the time of day..why because i am too good for this shit and i dont deserve it and he doesnt deserve me... im trying to smile and be strong, i have my moments of weakness...its not like we were together long but i stuck by his side while he was in fort myers..i was there unconditionally no matter what and showed him that i cared...but you know what, he said get lost and peace...so your right

"peace"

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FUCK YOU. [23 Nov 2005|09:57pm]
[ mood | angry ]

IM SO FUCKING DONE, I CANT DEAL WITH THIS ANYMORE. HE IS DOWN HERE IN MIAMI AND IM NOT GONNA SEE HIM, WHY ? BECAUSE HE DOESNT HAVE TIME FOR A GIRLFRIEND NOW AND ITS NOT FAIR TO ME WHILE HES ON FORT MYERS AND ALL THESE EXCUSES, WELL IM DONE I FEEL LIKE IM REPEATING MY RELATIONSHIP WITH CAMILO AND MOST OF YOU KNOW THAT SHIT BLEW ! AND IM NOT DOING IT, FUCK MY HEART, FUCK THE MEMORIES AND FEELINGS, IF I GOT OVER CAMILO FUCK YOU CHARLIE ILL GET OVER ANYTHING, IT MIGHT NOT BE THAT EASY BUT I WONT ALLOW HIM IN MY LIFE, IF HE WANTS TO CALL ME OR CHILL THIS WEEKEND I WONT DO IT, FUCK IT..FUCK HIM FUCK EVERYTHING. I WONT SHED ONE MORE TEAR FOR THAT FUCKER..SORRY HE CANT OPEN HIS EYES N SEE WHAT THE FUCK HE HAS, N WHEN HE DOES IT WILL BE WAY TOO LATER.

BURN MOTHER FUCKER <333

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