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hahaha wat the ef... [02 Jun 2008|04:50pm]
i havent been in this shit in a long time does anyone still even read this? we are all too busy on myspace hahaha well i was ready my old post things and what the ef i was soo sad and emo!! what the fuck was i thinking??? hahahaha its kinda funny how i used too be soooo obssesd with expressing my feelings and how all it really was is me being a little bitch and crying wah wah wah im soo sad wah wah wah im gunna b alone forever FUCK hahahahaha its kinda embarrasing......its REALLY embarrasing haha now i am embarrassed ....Photobucket

aaahhhhhh
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STOP READING MY LIVEJOURNAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [02 Jul 2006|02:35pm]
[ mood | quixotic ]

hahahaha FUCK a SKANK FUCK a SKANK FUCK a SKANK!!!!!! hahahaha bitch!!! i dont want 13 KIDS!!!STOP READING THIS RIGHT NOW!!!!
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fuck a skank again??? [30 Jun 2006|07:42pm]
[ mood | infuriated ]

hey if your reading this you havent the slightlest chance of ever being anything in life the mere thought of you succeding at anything at all sickens the vast population. failing in life is what you are good at keep up the good work JERK!!!!!



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HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA JUST KIDDING i was just talking outta my ass!!! LOVE YA BITCHES. kbye. dont forget to well you know.... BITCHES!!!!

fuck a skank????? [05 Jun 2006|12:55pm]
havent been here in a long time yeah thats all.fuck it.
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...nothing but a skank! [06 Dec 2005|08:09pm]
[ mood | hyper ]

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i don't know....just b/c. YEAHYEAHYEAHYEAHYEAH!!!

YEAYEAYEAYEAYEAYEAYEAYEAHHHHHH!!!!!!! [02 Dec 2005|12:41pm]
[ mood | hungry ]

ok so.im bored waiting for lenny and chino to come back with that PAPA JOHNS!! theyre not coming back are they???? dang man! ok.

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YEAHYEAHYEAHYEAHYEAHYEAHYEAHYEAH! [01 Dec 2005|01:56pm]
[ mood | loved ]

uuhh im back? here waiting for damn chino filipino cant start practice without the ...chino!

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[23 Sep 2005|06:30am]
[ mood | thankful ]


If i was a serial killer i would be Richard Ramirez.

The Night Stalker "a madman whose lust for killing and depravity equaled, if not surpassed, that of Jack the Ripper"



Over the course of a few months Richard Ramirez would go on to rape, sodomize and murder over 16 people in the Los Angles area. Viciously stabbing or shooting his victims, Ramirez would go as far as gouging out their eyes and stabbing their chests repeatedly to the point of complete mutilation. Basing his murders around satanic rituals,he would scrawl demonic pentagrams around the victims home's he would break into at random.



Kill count: 16

Find what serial killer you would be, Take the Serial Killer Quiz now!
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you know what [26 Aug 2005|02:12am]
[ mood | bouncy ]

You know that it would be untrue
You know that I would be a liar
If I was to say to you
Girl, we couldn't get much higher

Come on baby, light my fire
Come on baby, light my fire
Try to set the night on fire

The time to hesitate is through
No time to wallow in the mire
Try now we can only lose
And our love become a funeral pyre

Come on baby, light my fire
Come on baby, light my fire
Try to set the night on fire, yeah

The time to hesitate is through
No time to wallow in the mire
Try now we can only lose
And our love become a funeral pyre

Come on baby, light my fire
Come on baby, light my fire
Try to set the night on fire, yeah

You know that it would be untrue
You know that I would be a liar
If I was to say to you
Girl, we couldn't get much higher

Come on baby, light my fire
Come on baby, light my fire
Try to set the night on fire
Try to set the night on fire
Try to set the night on fire
Try to set the night on fire

[20 Aug 2005|05:52pm]
[ mood | energetic ]

3 days later ..........her attorney pleaded for....."the person really needs to be protected..."

this case is not about a flawed system. Immediatetly transfered....to serve her sentence..again she was pregnant her 6th child.

was not a quiet prisoner. "..she liked the spotlight...all of those chances for attention." was put in solitary confidement for 6 months.
the jury rejected the claims.
the prison denied her request to her father's funeral.

"im not really caring to show the world anything. we'll be together bc it's right."

she did this in front of her children and belived she was right. it's morally wrong. in the end noone gets anything.
august 3rd 2004 released on paroll. thoguh she is finally free authorities will keep a tab on her.....for the rest of her life.

walked down the isle. the world was once again captivated...by this saga.

Sound Familiar??? [07 Jul 2005|03:59pm]
[ mood | YOU KNOW WHAT! ]

"She wasnt like the rest of them, something about her made her stand out from the two-faced crowd. He took notice right away,no doubt in his mind that she was the one that would make him complete. She took a risk, she gave him all she had. She didnt think. she didnt know, but who does? Once you fall, its tough to climb back up. Too many times she felt alone. Too many days faded away to nothing. Yesterdays feeling were not the same as todays. Its hard to find what you really want, she did not know what she had. She let it slip by, she let herself drift off. He slowly blended with the rest of them, softly walking away. He did not know what he had. She came and went, he left and stayed. The sun came down and the night painted the sky black, she let stains flow down her cheeks and take over her unsatified carcass. He will never leave until she breaks free from his mendacity, until she learns to overcome her fears, until he knows she'll be out of harm's way. She knows what she has to do, but hides behind the sad, sorry, selfish love. You can tell right away what will happen,but she can't."

By: you know who.

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CAN WE SAY "I'M HAVING THE BEST TIME OF MY LIFE!!!!!!!!" [30 Dec 2004|07:29pm]
[ mood | HAPPY AS FUCK ]

ive had my share of good fucking times these two weeks, DRINKING, LAUGHING, FALLING, TALKING SHIT. its been fun but im fucking mad bc i missed the GIRLS DAY OUT today!!!!!!!!!!! i really wanted to go...hey sluts we better have another one , not planned bc then it never happens lets just kick it whenever im tired of planning AIGHT!!! so new years eve tomorrow, i was supposed to hang with carlos but.....i think were not talking at this moment so meh, i have to make new plans, no wait i cant make plans bc then they wont happen so w/e happens happens. uuuhhh...x-mas i got: **spongebob dope ass puzzle & stickers**
**cdplayer** **$100 w/patrick watch****the cure shirt** *A really cool blown up pic bryant viri ellice taleva frankie & me (looking allstupid)it was framed and all.**THANKS SELENE!!!NEVER IN A MILLION
YEARS WOULD I HAVE ThOUGHT OF THAT
..& more presents to come later. its not much but
its better than nothing.

i dont know just bc..............



uuuhhhh....

-bums are scary perverts, but hey they get the drinks,
-look both ways before jay walking,especially if your on something,
-dont loose your cellphone with a case at a gig,(you wont get back the case...),
-dont say your not gonna drink when you know you are, Ahem i should take my own advice,
-go to kickbacks where you dont know anyone...by the end of the night everyone is your best friend trust me especially if youve been well you know,
-BEING NICE MEANS FREE BEER (it worked for me...)
....last but not least
{{{{{{{~^#*LEAVE THE FUCKING DRAMA FOR YOUR BITCH ASS MOMMA!!!*#^~}}}}}}} .seriously shit.
oh yeah... DRINK~GET HIGH~&~FUCK
unless youre like me and you want to keep it till you get married HEHEHE

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ok im ready im ready IM READY!! [13 Dec 2004|07:13pm]
[ mood | NEVER BEEN HAPPIER THAN THIS!! ]

so Friday at the bus stop waiting took forever!! me and viri looked like bums me lying on the floor her on the bench finally the bus came. guess who was on it..CARLOS!! wtf?? crazy!so yeah got to angels. jesse angel frank kevin bryant viri carlos cool ass drinking/smoking buddies!and there was no beer! So me and tempest frank went to try to get a 40..took forever, he kept making fun of everyone we asked..lol funny shit. finally got our beer and we drank it in the alley bc we didnt want to share...well i didnt...coming back he said he was gonna open the gate so the dogs woukd chase me ...i was gonna shit pants...but then he didnt. lol.

back to angels playing guitar, got faded. went in garage viri & bryant tried to kick us out...so we threw pillows on the floor and let them have that spot..lol we got the couch. WHAT VIRI DO SOMETHING!!
i made a new friend, i was the only one who could see him. it was a dinosaur. Carlos named him EDDIE, even though he couldnt see him. after a few falls and and senseless talking carlos viri and me took the bus. stopped at taco bell. rudy franki chino, william? i think thats his name. yeah they were drunk too. veryone except viri and carlos was drunk. socke the shit out of rudy,he started it. almost socked chino, and that guy william :) franki was drunk i was drunk..he started talking ...well what he talks...oh well. left to viris house got picked up.

saturday went to work late to hang out with the HOMIE!! then rosalyn took me to work. got out at 8. umm went to alyssas house chilled went to moviesnyuou.STORY TIME so were coming back were by el co a cop stops us and asks us if weve seen to black males running we said no why "bc they are going around robbing ppl where do you two live?" we said marine and lemoli. he said if we had cell phones to call 911 if we see anything. he leaves. were like WTF!! he didnt even give us a ride! i hate pigs! were walking down the street scared shitless. a car stops infront of us and parks, we stop, the car turns off the lights then after a while the engine. it just stays there no one moves nothing. fuck that we pretend to go into some house the car wouldnt leave. so we went to the back of some house. were hiding for like ever. the car turns back around passes by the house, but were not sure if it actually left and were not aboutto go look. so we call rosayln and after like 5million hours she comes and leaves us on the corner we bone out to alyssas house. fuck.i went home, i was on the phone with carlos, then like at 2 which is now sunday i wanted to sneak out..you guys think i didnt huh? well guess what i did bitches!!! so yeah went to carlos house chilled, then came back right at 420. i member cuz 420 yeah eh eh. went to work at 3 he was there....soooooo! thats it. nothing today.

oh yeAH back in the GOOD old days.

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i cant belive its not BETTER! (no not a typo) [12 Dec 2004|05:37am]
convo when trying to get beer

me:this is a waste of my time,i wnat beer
frank:"what would u b doing if u were home? be on the internet?? DEAR LIVEJOURNAL blah blah blah .."
lol
FRI
eehhh tell ya later bbyyyeee
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YEA........too bad im still a virgin! (so is the quiz wrong?) [12 Dec 2004|04:49am]
[ mood | confused ]

Take the quiz: "What Kinda Kiss R U?"

Romantic Kiss
Lying in bed after making love and just doing whatever.

[06 Dec 2004|09:17pm]
im going home...

"i'll never ask of you, i'll ask of..." [02 Dec 2004|10:04pm]
[ mood | talk too much/dont talk enough ]

supposed to be doing my government paper but...eehh

its been difficult. i try to make things better. but all of you know the truth.I'm not the one you see. i feel so tired, so fake.but what else can i do? i cant fall apart, not now, not again.
At least not out there.Moved so fast, Caught in a lie, Proved me right...wish i wasnt.Look at me like that again and you know its on. I let it go too many times already and i've had it. You have your piece of shit for yourself now, i gave it to you with pleasure, you should be thanking me. Why did you and your friends stay quiet when i called you out on your little stares.Thats why you looked away.Dont try to make something out of nothing, especially over someone so insignificant.
wow i cant believe i just wasted my time on that...oh well whats done is done.
*yesterday* bus rides,waiting to be happy, hallmark, not enough money, we got our way, night walks, weird people,...the perverted kind, "dad on phone",good one,*today* clothes sale, home, friends, jumping on bed, coming out of closet(literally,not that homo sexual way), hiding behind doors in the dark, scary. Dancing, laughing, lost some,found,good one,night walk, screams, run, jump, sing,one friend left, got to 2nd home, cleaned, night walk,back home ,laughing,playing guitar, writing, music, friend left.

tomorrow...hopefully filled with continuous laughter for no apparent reasons

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life...its one big joke [29 Nov 2004|03:55pm]
[ mood | calm ]

eehh...funny how people loose you...and dont even bother too look for you, because they found something they think is worth more i guess...(this has to do with more than one person) there's no shame in this world anymore and thats a plus, so i drink and other shit...no shame...i lie, i hate, i feel....no shame.

so drinking yesterday good times....burned arm, forgotten words, fun though. school...is a slap in the face, a shot to the head, stab in the back, grades are good, about the only thing...but i will admit...i've never felt happier...might not sound or look like it...but i know i am. its like that thing that you know is there...but you cant quite show it....work is good...money ok...that guy, can we say OH YEAH BABY! i didnt even do anything. going to try to go to college, and get a life. sat on Sat. i guess thats all. remember WERE ALL LIARS and We all will die...not soon enough unfortunatly...

actions speak louder than words [16 Nov 2004|06:08pm]
[ mood | drained ]

Their face to face, she will let go of the trigger.He will get what he deserves. Her vision blurs at the thought of his death. She can't, she won't, she didn't. Grass-stained knees support her betrayed lonely body, and she lets the gun slide off her delicate hands. He holds her tightly as street lights begin to shine, Moon is Full,and stars brightly glow.

She stares into his empty eyes and sees the beauty that used to make her feel.

Pushing him off she reached for the gun and he frightfully made no sudden moves. She held it up and found her target...she let go. He leaps towards her lifeless body and cries with remorse. He has lost what he had already found.

the fun has just begun..... [14 Nov 2004|11:37pm]
[ mood | about to be.... ]

at alyssa's house. getting ready to go, TO THE RACES! kinda nervous,never done this before.

DRINK THE NIGHT AWAWY
well some of it...

i feel so great, so many new opportunities have shown up...w/e ok i found my wallet , fuck, i was scared shitlee. well were leaving, finally! cant wait to get my shit.

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