|omg, I don't even look like any of my user pics anymore
||[Jan. 11th, 2008|05:45 pm]
in fact, the most recent one was taken before I turned 21. quite a while before. I know I said that I was deleting this, and maybe most of you have already taken me off of your lists. I never got around to it. Occasionally I read some people's journals. I was just reading Shelby's and I'm bored, so I thought I'd update. I don't really know what to say.
Over the summer I was like "I'M A LESBIAN!" and then I got back to school and it didn't last. I don't consider myself bisexual at all anymore though. I'm not straight. I'm not gay. I'm calling myself sexual. I like sex. I like it with people I don't know very well, I like it with people I know kind of well, I like it with people I know very, very well. Actually, that last one is the best kind. I think it's a mixture of a few different kinds of trust, knowing each other's body really well, wanting it more than anything in the world. love is such a fucking cliche. i love it, i hate it, it's stupid, it makes me and other people all around the world do really stupid things and it hurts. even when it's good it hurts.
Was that vague enough for you?
Well, I'm living in Brooklyn right now. FWT, last one. Working at New Georges and in SERIOUS need of a paying job. Jesus, I am broke. $9 to my name. WOO! (How does one do this to one's self?) I <3 RICE! and PASTA! and oh my god, I need a fucking vegetable!
Alright, well, I think I'm going to create a new journal if I'm going to continue this whole lj thing. I got pretty sick of it, but it's kind of nice to be like, 'look! this is what is happening in my life! woo!' I'll let you know if I do. nice to see you all.