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:) [Feb. 10th, 2011|03:27 am]
Hardkawr Rawr
[mood |nostalgicnostalgic]
[music |time of the season - the zombies]

sup dawg
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(no subject) [May. 28th, 2006|02:48 pm]
Hardkawr Rawr
[mood |tiredtired]
[music |ThouShaltNot - Inside Of You, In Spite Of You]

My ipod fucked up. Don'y buy ipods, they're bad. It just froze and I reset it and now it's dead and doesn't do anything, even when I plug it into the computer and hit it with a hammer and stuff.

Hoping it's still under warranty, otherwise I just lost alot of money. *grumbles* >.>
And if it is under warranty, I'm buying a Zen Neeon thing, which has more memory anyway...

Anyway!
Waiting for library books, it's like the first time I've ever been on a waiting list for books, usually they just have to get transferred from another library or something. It's annoying because apparently it takes 2 months (and counting) for 3 people to read a 300 page book. I read them in 2-5 days. :( and it's a young adult fiction thing too, so it's not like it's all confusing...

Hmm, now I'm struggling to think of what else to put here, not much else has been going on, that I havn't already said... if my phone had a camera on I could show you some picture of sleeping people, because I'm a decietful real life friend like that...

Oh yeah! went to a sleepover thing lastnight (god I have a horrible memory) pretty basic really, watched TV, then went to bed, and I didn't sleep much, so I was walking around the house and browsing through everything in the house, never invite me to a sleepover unless you're going to be awake all night aswell. And people looked really funny sleeping, and one person was drooling (like... really drooling) and I was amused. :(
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The Terrors of Tasmania [Apr. 30th, 2006|12:53 am]
Hardkawr Rawr
[mood |crusheddown]
[music |Dying Boy - ThouShaltNot]

Ehm, I just discovered today that in two weeks, I'm going on a school camp thing to Tasmania.
Which worries me for two reasons.
one: I don't really know people at school very well because of lack of attendance, so there's the whole paranoia of being by myself without a computer and whatnot, not being able to talk to anyone for two weeks or however long the camp thing is...
and two: I have crappy clothes with holes and stains and whatnot, and the ones that aren't like that all make me look horribly overweight. I don't like looking fat. I'm vain. Shut up.

So yeah, basically I need to drag my arse to school and try and squeeze some money out of mum for clothes or something, because I sure as hell can't afford them. >.<

Anyway,
I'm up until 1am, because of incredible back pain, and taking pills, any kind seems to make me throw up for some reason, so they really can't help me, and I've got a heat pack thing on, but it's still just really unbearable. =/ Any other ideas of how to solve it?

So, being up until 1am, is gonna screw up my sleeping habits, making it harder for me to get to school on time, and because I hate showing up late, it's gonna be harder to get there at all, which is gonna make mum unhappy, which means she's not exactly going to throw money at me to spend on clothing, so I have to go on the school thingo looking like crap, and because I'll be missing school, I won't know anyone, which will make the time there unjoyable. God that was a long sentence. I think into things too much.

Also, why does mum have to always be so snappy and mean towards me? I know I'm a useless shit that rarely does anything around the house, I probably could do it, but I just don't have any motivation or whatever, plus it's all housework I'm supposed to be doing, which will just do wonders for my back.
Argh.
And I can't show her that I'm all upset, because then she'll get all upset, call some psychiatrist thing, stick me on medication, which will make matters worse. So, yeah. Just have to wait 'til I get over it.
Plus, she just DOESN'T LISTEN.
one example
Me: I've lost my jumper
Her: I'll look for it
Me: I've already looked
Her: It must be at a friends, better call them
Me: Already looked at all friends houses aswell
Her: It has to be somewhere
Me: It's lost
Her: Not it's not
Me: It's lost, it's gone, never gonna see it again
Her: I'm sure I can find it
Me: you'll never find it, it's been lost for months
Her: you just have to look harder, I can find it
Me: No you can't
Her: yes I can, it's probably lying around in the house

And it goes on like that, for ages, She refuses to believe whatever I say, forgets the fact that I said I'd already checked the house, that it's been missing for months or whatever, she's still confident she can find it, even now weeks after that conversation.
Ahem, it just drives me crazy. :(

P.S.
Rattus has about a week to live
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(no subject) [Feb. 27th, 2006|09:11 pm]
Hardkawr Rawr
[mood |worriedworried]
[music |nothing \m/]

Havn't updated in... a century or more.

Ehm... there really hasn't been much happening, except Rattus has some mammory tumour thing. We went to the vet and we can either put her down now, even though the tumour is only small. Or have it surgically removed, but it might not be any good becasue it might be malignent or something, which means she'll die anyway. Or I can leave it until it starts to trouble her, then have her put down. But eeeep. :(

Apparently rats get sick once they reach 18 months or so, and I guess that's what's happened, and female rats usually have shorter life spans because they get mammory tumour thingies which are in their breast whatsits. :(

It's a slow growing one though, she's had it for a while, and it's still not very big at all. So, if I left it she'd probably live for another 6 months, hopefully.
And well, I really don't have the $160 to have it removed... Poor Rattus. :(

Anyway, sorry for not updating for aeons.
But, there /really/ hasn't been much happening, as said.
School's back, as it has been for a few weeks. I've actually been going too. \m/
And I think there's school holidays in 2 more weeks. Which shall be good.

Anyway, nothing more to write. ^^
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(no subject) [Nov. 21st, 2005|09:14 pm]
Hardkawr Rawr
[mood |tiredtired]
[music |The Birthday Massacre - Queen of Hearts]

Today I was supposed to be going to school, as I usually should be doing on a Monday. But when I woke up my back was stuffed, it hurt to move... at all, so I still forced myself up, got dressed, collapsed in a heap, felt nautious, got a headache, had cramps, felt in a bad mood because my mum and brother were hardcorely yelling at each other. I hate it when people yell. \m/ Long story short: I didn't go to school.
At about 4 I started feeling all feverish and sweating all over the place, despite the fact that it was actually quite a cool day, Ash came over for some reason while I was having a nap in my school dress, talked to my brother for a bit then left.
At 6, Dacry thing came over and yeah, we just watched TV and talked, 'twas not that interesting really, and he just left a while ago, at about 8.

I think I'm planning on sleeping in tommorow, to get rid of whatever it is that's making me feverish and headachey and nautious. Then if I'm fine I'll go to school in the afternoon or something.

My ear piercings aren't going that great, they're not bad and infected or anything, just, everyone elses aren't painful at all really, and mine still hurt like hell, which is annoying, and ocasionally my ears go all red and yeah.

I have no idea what else to say.
Rattus is turning /really/ brown, remember how a while ago her stomach area went a browy-red colour? well, now her fur just where her tail is connected to is that same colour, and she used to have to black/grey dots on her hips, they're both that browny colour and there's patches of reddish-ness all over her back and face. >=) I have read somewhere that black/grey rats tend to "rust" as they get older, so I guess she's just getting old. :(
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dun dun dunnn [Oct. 5th, 2005|02:42 am]
Hardkawr Rawr
[mood |awakeawake]
[music |Rob Zombie - The House of 1000 Corpses]

I went to school yesterdaym everything was fine and yeah, not much more to say, didn't get to write that essay thing though, y'know how your brain just... doesn't wanna work and you can't think of what to write and stuff? well, I had that. -.-

So I'm going to write it now, or a bit of it atleast. :)
Because for some reason I can't sleep tonight, I just finished lying in bed for about 2.5 hours, which /kinda/ counts as sleep, and now I feel really awake, which is weird, but eh, no way I can sleep, so I'll just stay up until I feel tired again then go sleep, again. :)

In the meantime I'll write the essay thing and download music, fun. ^^

This update is short. :o But atleast I didn't ramble on as much as usual. -.-'

[edit]
It just started hardcorely thundering, how fun, just the power better not go out >.>
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(no subject) [Sep. 23rd, 2005|06:12 pm]
Hardkawr Rawr
[music |Some dork talkin]

So, Yesterday I think I arrived in QLD, and on a totally unrelated topic, this keyboard sucks, it has that huge enter key and the small backspace key which is just plain cruel. :(

No photos, seeing as I'm still here, anwyay where was I? That's right, I arrived in QLD yesterday, we went for a little browse around in the shops then we were all tired from the plane flight over and went to bed. We woke up this morning some early time like 9am (that's early for me anyway >.>) and went shopping to the HUGEST shopping plaza you've ever seen and yeah, were there for about 6 hours and my feet are sore. I DID buy some things though, some denim shorts, some pink/purpely top, a pair of high thongs, so now I'm about 5'3" ish, I own you. ^^ aaand some fake hair thing, that's pink-ish that's actually made of real hair, and it looks like I actually dyed my hair because it's the perfect length and kinda wavy like my hair. ^^

I'm sick of seeing japanese people though, they're all the bloody same and there's 5 for every caucasian person, so I feel all surrouned, atleast they're somewhat short though, and some of them have really bad breath. >=) which is actually quite unpleasant to be around but I like being superior, so shush.
And nerly forgot I bought some eyeshadow stuff and it's fun to put on and I like it so deal with my lack of gawf lately.
Though on the subject of Gawf, we'll be going to Dracula's, which is Dinner and a show thing, some cabaret thing and all the peoeple in the act will be gawf, it's also some comedy thing but you'll understand more if you go here :)

Yep, farewell then. I'll show lots of photos when I get back and blah blah blah. :)
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(no subject) [Aug. 15th, 2005|02:11 am]
Hardkawr Rawr
Yes, this journal is friends only, as it has been for a year or something, and up until now I havn't been bothored to make a page like this one. Hooray for laziness. ^^

Comment to be added blah blah blah. :)
And I'll obviously be keeping everyone as it's actually been friends only ages so yeah, this entry is kinda pointless really, I'm just bored. :(
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(no subject) [Feb. 18th, 2005|02:07 am]
Hardkawr Rawr
Hey look.
I deleted my whole LJ. :)

And, I just deleted my entire msn contact list. Fear. \m/

and an hour later I regret it alot. -__-;;
*reccomends no one does it* -__-
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