||[Apr. 3rd, 2006|11:10 pm]
Jessica Renee Pennington
It is my birthday today. I am glad b/c I am 15 going on what it seems like 38, and I keep getting older. Well I am not glad about that part.|
I have had a lousy (sp) birthday. Well I did have a good time w/ ryan this weekend...well not exactly with him, because all was annoy me and he couldnt do anything b/c of his ankel.(sp)
Ryan and I are having some problems. You know I really do try to do everything that he wants me to do and more, but it seems like here lately he has forgotten who I am. I show him I love him everyday by taking his books back and fworth for class and making he has everything, holding the door for him, and stuff like that, (b/c of his foot) and he allows it, along with everything else. He ignores me anyother time. I am not his girl anymore. I am just me these days. And I want to be someones somebody. Why has he forgotten me?
I hate the new time change. I cant go to sleep.!
I am out for now I think. I dont know if I am going to go to school tomorrow or not, I am just so upset.
Thanks to everyone who told me happy birthday.