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I mean it people.. [Sep. 1st, 2005|01:38 pm]
They were dressed up Killingly. . .

add? k? thanks.

otherwise i'll forget you ever existed and that's not fun. :(
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Warning # 3... [Aug. 24th, 2005|01:16 pm]
They were dressed up Killingly. . .

got it?
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Warning #2 ! [Aug. 22nd, 2005|12:59 am]
They were dressed up Killingly. . .
[mood |okayokay]

For those of you who haven't noticed/done it already...

ADD andalou NOW!!!!

It's my new LJ dammit and there's some of you who do friendsonly and I miss your goddamn journals. So get with the program already!
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Warning #1. [Aug. 15th, 2005|06:15 pm]
They were dressed up Killingly. . .
[music |carlos vives]

I have a new LJ:

Add it now if you wish.
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Que tontos, que locos somos tu y yo [Aug. 13th, 2005|11:44 pm]
They were dressed up Killingly. . .
[mood |nostalgicnostalgic]
[music |monchy y alexandra]

I'm back from Nicaragua.

If words could do justice to my trip, I would write about it. Unfortunately, they don't.

Life is unexpected though, i'll give you that much.

PS. I think it's time for a new journal finally.
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(no subject) [Jul. 22nd, 2005|11:56 pm]
They were dressed up Killingly. . .
Tomorrow, tomorrow.

You're only a day away.
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Love, Daisies, and Troubadors. [Jul. 21st, 2005|06:37 pm]
They were dressed up Killingly. . .
[mood |talk about guilty pleasures]

So, so great. For me, at least. :D





Because I love you, you idiot.

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And there he goes again. [Jul. 20th, 2005|01:19 am]
They were dressed up Killingly. . .
Tomorrow, I get to buy a camera. Hopefully and probably this one:


Will also buy a good amount of b&w as well as color film.

In addition to that, will make sure to look for more light clothing to buy for trip.

PS. Dharma & Greg was a cute show.
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Got my ticket to Nicaragua. [Jul. 13th, 2005|01:19 pm]
They were dressed up Killingly. . .
[mood |holyfuckingshit]
[music |Lonely Soul || UNKLE]

I leave Sunday, July 24th at 5:30am.

I will be back Saturday, August 13th at 11:00am.

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(no subject) [Jul. 11th, 2005|11:45 pm]
They were dressed up Killingly. . .
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Funny how things work out. [Jul. 10th, 2005|12:23 am]
They were dressed up Killingly. . .
[mood |Rory a la Season 5]
[music |When You Say Nothing At All || Alison Krauss]

I decided I would stay in tonight in order to recooperate a bit from the excessive consumption of alcohol and also so I wouldn't be too tired tomorrow morning. I really wish I had a good movie to watch. Something honest and comforting and all encompassing of every emotion i'm currently experiencing. A movie, some greasy pizza, and the company of a refreshing conversationalist. Any takers? Sometime soon would be preferrable.

Tonight, I may end up turning to one of my personal favourites, When Harry Met Sally.

Nothing like a Meg Ryan movie to make me sappy as hell. And who knows, maybe it'll even help me put things into perspective. That's really what I need most right now, and lately all i've been doing is avoiding and running and hiding. Which is fine, for a while. But I really need to find some strength and get myself together. Any little thing can sway my feelings into one million seperate directions. I remember that.. Well, I just mean that I remember.

Maybe some health and hobbies this week. It'd be nice to see some old faces, too. But I guess that's mostly up to everyone else.

I'm in love with this song right now. Because it's an addiction.Collapse )
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Hey, it can happen. [Jul. 5th, 2005|04:43 pm]
They were dressed up Killingly. . .
[mood |boredbored]


1.) Choose 10 of your favorite movies.
2.) Post screencaps from each movie.
3.) See if your friends can guess the movies.
4.) Screen your comments.
though numbered, they are not in order of preference...

(btw, be honest if you know em and dont try looking for them online caaause it defeats the purpose. also, it would be easy to do so cause i didn't save and upload cause i'm fucking lazy, so there you go.)


continue?Collapse )
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Blame Booze and Melville [Jul. 4th, 2005|02:42 am]
They were dressed up Killingly. . .

Twilight Zone marathon began at 11 tonight. Now it's 2:42am but i'm turning in early.
Will definitely continue it once i'm awake tomorrow.

And then possibly some BBQs, fireworks, and booze.

Now if only this damn cough would go away!!!

PS. If anyone would want to join me in watching an excessive amount of TZ, please let me know.
I'll think you're eternally amazing. :)
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Can I get the last laugh? [Jun. 25th, 2005|02:33 pm]
They were dressed up Killingly. . .
[mood |ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!]
[music |MODEST MOUSE (something better than float on you betcha)]

We fill our lives with pointless things to help us get by through the day, completely unaware that someday we'll die and none of it will matter?

People sure are funny.

Simply put, the world and everything and everyone in it, our lives and reality and illusions. It's all a big ol' joke. Cause in a flash our relatives and friends (if we had them) will put us down to rest and plop us under with some dirt. Throw some flowers because they just won't know how else to deal. This sure is all pretty funny.

I guess what i'm saying is that the urgency of life is difficult to keep up with. And that realizing that nothing matters makes this almost impossible. But the human spirit, that drive it keeps us pushing further along. Up a hill that's about to collapse, and it almost doesn't make any sense to try at all but we do and do and do some more.

What's the point? We should just try to be happy, because that's as close to perfection as it gets. Don't let go of what's important to you, but let go of what isn't. Not that it'll make a difference. Just makes things easier to deal with.

Density should not be added to, but taken away from. Laughter, that's probably important. Conventions should never be abided by or to or with.

Not until they pry it all from me from my cold, dead hands.
A little pop culture along with your philosophic dribble, kids!

It's all the same anyway!!

You bet i've lost it.
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OMGOMGOMOGMOMGNRiu4engiowundijwnij!1 AHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [Jun. 21st, 2005|02:12 pm]
They were dressed up Killingly. . .
[music |AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!]


everything in my fucking world is now ultimately perfect. :)
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About a girl. [Jun. 2nd, 2005|07:00 pm]
They were dressed up Killingly. . .
[mood |happyhappy]
[music |blame the tetons || modest mouse]

Day has been good. Woke up relatively energized and yoga was really amazing. We got to watch a pretty cool video after called "What The Bleep Do We Know?" or something like that. Amusing, anyway. Work just ended, waiting for the family and listening to Modest Mouse in the lab all by my lonesome. I cut my lip earlier licking a stupid envelope, so that's probably been my biggest annoyance of the day. Pretty good, right? I have a fresh episode of the Gilmores to watch when I get home, so that's also great. Get to eat soon and then hang out with Nadir for a night time sess. Tomorrow is the long work day, but not so bad because chances are it will be as slack as last week, which rules. Gotta figure out what movie to bring in :) . Things are good. Things are... happening. Yeah, really. It's about time.

Woo! Time to close up shop!
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Life is good. [May. 30th, 2005|03:21 am]
They were dressed up Killingly. . .
[mood |jubilantjubilant]

I just got the best news i've ever fucking heard. Seriousely, i'm beyond elated and ecstatic. All I know is that this has totally reaffirmed my belief in a higher being, haha.

Thank you for that. <3

Hahahaha just wow. =D

PS. Fuck yeah.
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If all goes well. . . [May. 22nd, 2005|02:23 pm]
They were dressed up Killingly. . .
[mood |lazylazy]

I will be camping here next weekend. Woop :D !
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The days are long, my friend. [May. 11th, 2005|12:26 pm]
They were dressed up Killingly. . .

Your Japanese Name Is...

Tori Ichijo

The working and the schooling isn't going to do me much good.
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i'm looking for some peanut butter. [May. 2nd, 2005|02:56 am]
They were dressed up Killingly. . .
[mood |tiredtired]

Tomorrow begins this, that, and the other.
I'm trying to work at making things work. I really am. We grow at different rates. :\ So it might take a while.

I have some pictures from last night:

Allie + me enjoying some of the finer things in life.

Obviousely, we went to soho.

Me + Joe the camera man.

Me looking like a dumbass on stage.

My favourite picture of the night.

Definitely need to start having more nights like this. Good ol' summertime. So many things to do.
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Miscellaneous. [Apr. 28th, 2005|02:04 am]
They were dressed up Killingly. . .
[mood |giddygiddy]
[music |gilmore girls <3]

Spring semester is finally over and I couldn't be happier.
The last couple of days were incredibly stressful due to finals and the severe consequences of failing. I already know I passed Dance, Sociology, and Baroque Art (probably all with B's), but Finite Math has been the real kicker. Hopefully, though. Either way, not all is lost. The sun keeps rising and setting. I keep breathing and living.

I'm going to take summer classes, though i'm still torn between Yoga and Evolution of Jazz. Damn time scheduling. And i'll be working as well.. so I guess I won't be as free as I thought I would be. Still.. classes won't be too difficult to handle, and work will probably be pretty slack so if anything I can use that time to do some more efficient things (i'll have access to printers, scanners, and copy machines now I think!).

I need to start driving around my mom's car. My folks are leaving for Nicaragua in late May and it'll be up to me to provide my own transportation. This is going to prove to be a challenge, but I think i'm up for it. Guess I had to learn sooner or later.

The other day it finally hit me that i've already complete two full years of university. Two years. And i'm afraid I don't have very much to show for it. I've slacked off for the most part (though I believe i've managed decent grades), and let myself just kind of waste away at a standstill. I have all these ideas, all this energy, this vision to do so many things. I know I have all this potential lying around somewhere underneath the thick layer of apathy, but it's been so hard to struggle out of it. I'm going to be 21 in September. I know i'm not old, nowhere near it. And my time on this planet is, hopefully, only beginning. But I think that it's about time I start trying to live the life I always meant to live, rather than the life that i've been holding on to. The last two years have been a security blanket for me. I've relied heavily upon my relationship and hedonistic tendencies to keep me content and my drive and creativity at bay, but the time has come to try to figure out what else is out there. I have a lot of things to figure out and try to decide on this summer. I'm beginning to seriousely reconsider my majoring in art history, minoring in sociology/anthropology. Part of me is toying with the idea of photojournalism again, and the more I think about it, the more i'm intrigued. Photography drew me in my senior year of highschool, and it was about the only real friend and outlet I had that entire year. I've let it go the last year or so for a variety of reasons, but the love I felt for it never faded. It's the only thing that i've ever felt came somewhat naturally to me aside from writing. This is where the journalism part comes in to play. All my life, i've known that deep down my biggest passion is writing. It's never really mattered what I was writing; whether it be a poem, a story idea, a journal entry, a critical essay, or a grocery list, nothing makes me happier than writing. Words have always been my life. Freelancing has always seemed like a viable option, but now i'm thinking something steady might also be nice. I'm not entirely decided upon anything, but i'm going to try to have a more solid decision by the fall.

This summer is about self renovation and improvement. The need to "grow up" is beginning to press on me. Not in the "let me get a 9to5 office job conference meetings briefcase high heels no grass stains anti-wrinkle cream marry the man in the most expensive buisness suit get a 401k" kind of way.. but just figure out life and try to find direction kind of way. I want to start doing things that are good for me. I need to start learning more, wasting less time, staying sharp. I need some focus and some clarity and some piece of mind.

Things are good right now and I can't seriousely complain. The relationship is still great (albeit a tad strained from the severe lack of "alone" time). I still couldn't see myself with anyone else, I still miss him just seconds after he's gone. Friendships are still a bit shakey, but i'm working on it. These next few weeks will definitely be my make-up-for-lost-time-with-friends time. Some of you can expect phonecalls requesting your company quite soon. I also need to work on the family situation. They're good people, despite everything, and I owe them this much. Still, I think things will improve once i've moved out again. I need to find an apartment near campus for sale. The new plan in my head goes: do well in school, start taking more classes and get more scholarship money, work less, get folks involved to buy me an apartment (which I will pay off back to them monthly), and maybe start gaining a little sanity. This is just an idea though.

I'm tired and i've been writing a lot. I need to re-adjust my internal clock.. sleep earlier and wake earlier. This lack of sleep can't be good for me at all.

Random List of Things I Need To Do ASAP
-trim/dye hair
-new glasses
-figure out volunteer work in nica
-figure out pseudo itinerary for trip
-get passport
-buy plane ticket
-get digital camera in working order again
-get summer loan
-yard sale

I'm nervous/excited about the future.

Look out world.
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