i finally met the wonderful Robbie Mullins i got asked for my phone number by a 17 year old and i rejected him, i have been stuck in the middle between a lot of people, i have been to court to testify, i got baptised (spell?) and saved, i have just recently came back in contact with Scott, and i feel like i am destined to die alone.
i feel horrible about the situation with Robbie and all of the girls. i do not know what to say about that. but i would greatly appreciate it if i wouldn't be put in the middle and be talked about. i have done nothing with robbie and nothing will ever happen.
but i think think it is funny how someone had to add me in there when i was and am only in the robbie situation because i am trying to help my friends out. i just feel like people can't stop gossiping. yeah i know people who read this will probably be like "well you do it too so you have no reason to be saying that" but i don't go around pulling crap out of my butt and try and ruin peoople's lives. i usually tell someone that people are talking behind their backs and then try and be their friend. that is one thing that absolutely kills me.
i don't think there ever be somone who will even like me more than a friend. every guy has something negative to say about me. it's not like their oppinion matters to me but it's like they can even find something wrong about me. it just makes me want to bust out crying and really puts my self esteem even lower than it is. i don't know what to do but just face that i will never meet a guy that will like me back.
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Hey everybody! I have been in such a great mood since the last Saturday in July. that's when i met Scott Estep from Michigan! on Wednesday, Aug. 3, 2005 he asked me out! shew i never thoght he would! now we talk to each other at least 3 or 4 times a day! we send letters back and forth too. i just got on e to day and he wrote a poem on it.
love is like candy so sweet and tender if you love the person your with love is like a rose that blooms through out the day if you love with all of your heart love will stay
and he wrote I Love U and drew pictures of hearts! man, if he aint the one then i don't know that the one will ever come cuz he can't get more perfect. i think that this is the first time that i LUV someone and mean it with all of my heart! well i'm gonna go leave me some comments!
hey everybody! shew i'm so bored. my brother is 6 weeks already. he's growing sooo fast! i luv him to death! tomorrow my oldest brother is turning 5 years old. man, i remember changing his diapers like it was yesturday. lately i've been in a GREAT mood! i've met someone. we haven't made anything official yet but he is awesome. he's 15 going on 16 and he lives in Michigan. he's moving to Clintwood before September. i'm so excited we'll be in the same school! we wi'll also live in walking distance from each other1 shew i haven't felt this great i think in like forver! i think i am actually going to be happy with this one! i'm praying at least! well i got to go cuz i have to walk home and call him at 1 so bye bye to all my friends, you know who you are. luv ya!
Hey y'all! Last night was awesome! I loved the fireworks even though they scared me a little bit. Ambyr and Kaytlin lets not throw blue icees at eac other anymore i stained my pink shirt!lol Shew well I have met a coupple new people this week; Jeff Thompson("You're childish"), Josh Blankenship(beannie), and Will,idon't know his last name,(Nepolean). Anyway, I ran around town all day on the 4th. There was a lot of people in Clintwood. I didn't know that many people could fit in our lil ol town.lol. Well I'm gonna go. Peace to all my people!-Karla,Ambyr,Danica,Stephanie F.,Kaytlin,Savannah,Josh B.,Jeffy,Jon & Will.
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Hey Everybody! I'm sittin here at the library bored as usual. But on Tuesday it was everything but boring. Savannah Mullins, Jeff Thompson, and Karla Fogarty were at the library when i came. Karla told me somethin that she thoght her and Ambyr Stanley saw. I got on the computer and icq. Jeff Elkins messaged me and asked where Savannah was at and i told him that she was with jeff Thompson outside. i also told him what Karla told me and he got really mad and called me at the library. he said he was comin over here to kick someone's ass. When Savannah found out she came up to me cussin me out and wantin to fight me. i told her no and was laughin at her cuz she was makin a fool out of herself. To make a long story short there was no fights Savannah and Jeff Elkins are still together and i'm still not gonna fight Savannah unless she hits me first. So all in all Tuesday has been the most exciting day after Graduation. i miss and luv all you all from school and i can't wait until the first day of High School.