Yes boys and girls, I'm back.
... like someone would care.
Life's been treating me like a biatch for the past week. I've noticed myself go into the depressed mode more and more often until 2 days ago I felt like... like I did a while back.
I'm not happy about anything at the moment, and I wish to be left alone if possible. Especially when I'm in college.
I feel that only my closest friends are worthy enough of my company at the moment. That sounds mean, doesn't it?
I just can't take all the hugging and 'comforting' words from people I don't know that well.
Yeah. That's all I wanted to say really. I don't know who reads this, I have addressed this to a few people who I however won't name. You'll know who you are if you read this.
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I am awake under this blanket of fear, and I must say, none of the people I see belong here, now everyone's asleep, I am
awake and I am dreaming, I believe it's time for a rude awakening
So hold on to your dreams, Because your nightmares might seem like they're your reality Hold on to your dreams, Because
your nightmares might seem like they're your reality
I believe, the only thing we have to fear is fear itself, and the man behind the curtain, I heard him say, "Dreamers have
become an endangered species", and I am aware of the rude awakening
I'm falling in my dream I finally hit the ground,I'm falling in my dream I finally hit the ground, I hit the ground,
because I, I can't keep my mind from going into dark places, because I, I can't keep my mind from going into dark places
I'm falling in my dream I finally hit the ground, I'm falling in my dream I finally hit the ground
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When you cut me in two, I never thought I'd bleed.