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(no subject) [Aug. 21st, 2005|11:23 am]
Hayden Christensen
Things look better at camp now. I miss Jude terribly, but I have some new friends now. I have a new very nice roommate, Darin. I also met Jason's boyfriend Elijah. He's really cute and nice, he helped me a lot. I hope I get to hang out with Elijah and Jason more in the future. I also met this new teacher, Raine. He is really funny and cool! I had a really nice time hanging out with him.
And then there's Alex. Alex is amazing! His blind, but so very brave. He's here alone without anyone to help, except the campers and teachers. I liked him immediately. He's cute and sweet and so very very nice. Who knows what might happen between us.
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(no subject) [Apr. 29th, 2005|09:01 am]
Hayden Christensen
Not much happening at camp.
We had our first proper class, fight class. I was there with Dan and it was good. Dan's great! I can talk to him about anything and everything. I told him about Jude, not everything about Jude. Just that I like him and I wish he likes me too.
I did't tell how I miss him and his touches, his lips and his voice. I know I'm soon back behind his cabin door wanting more.
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(no subject) [Apr. 7th, 2005|11:32 pm]
Hayden Christensen
I'm totally hooked on Jude now.
He has some sort of pull, I can't stay away from him.
I've never felt anything like this before. I'm trying to play hard to get, but end up giving up and I'm back under his spell. He's the one who's playing and I don't know yet what's the purpose of this "game". I'm hoping to get to know him better, maybe get him to open up more. It's hard when he's only "opening" my pants. But I won't give up, I like him so much!
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Camp moments [Feb. 27th, 2005|11:44 pm]
Hayden Christensen
It's still so overwhelming!
After the party I haven't see Emma or Dan. But I did meet Dill, a girl who looked so much like Jaye. She sounded like Jaye and I was sure she was his sister. She was really mysterious and bold, just like Jaye.
The longer I spent time with her the more confused I got. I'm beginning to be more sure that I like boys more than girls. Well more than like actually. I'm really attracted to guys, I get these feelings and urges when I see a gorgeous guy.
I've had dreams about guys, no faces, but touches and voices, things done to me, things I do to them and then in the morning I wake up with...a huge erection. Luckily this hasn't happen at Camp, at least not yet.
I had a really nice time with Dill, just like I had with Jaye. I think I hurt her feelings though when I kind of mentioned that I like her as a friend. She rushed out, hit her head and then I realized it. I figured it finally that Dill and Jaye are the one and the same. I felt like an idiot not knowing and noticing that! Well, I've lived like a hermit, sheltered from everything.
I'm so glad I'm here, in a real world with interesting and beautiful people. Who knows I might even meet the man of my dreams, if I'm brave enough to let myself do that.
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After couple of days and a party [Feb. 15th, 2005|08:29 pm]
Hayden Christensen
On my first day at Camp Slash I met a couple of really nice guys, Jared and Dan, and one very sweet girl, Emma.
Jared showed me where my cabin was and we also had a really nice talk. He seemed to be very understanding and caring. He also looked really good, handsome and cute at the same time.
Dan's one of my cabin mates. I've only met him, there's also Dom and Randy. Dan's probably a bit younger than me, but he seems to be very mature. He showed me around the camp and then we went eat together.
That's when we met Emma. She's a beautiful girl and we hand lots of fun talking and joking together. Emma told me about the party and Dan and I both promised her a dance there.
The next day I went for a walk in the woods with Jaye. Jaye's a flamboyant and a kind of bold guy. I'm not sure if he was flirting with me, it sure felt like it. I was surprised, puzzled and confused. I didn't know what to do or what to say, he did made me feel a bit uncomfortable, not a lot and not all the time. He's a really nice guy, but I don't know how to act when a guy flirts with me. I've only flirted with girls. Although lately I've begun to be more interested in guys than girls and frankly it bothers me a bit. And it really doesn't help that all the guys here are extremely hot and good looking.
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Saturday afternoon [Feb. 6th, 2005|01:54 pm]
Hayden Christensen
I'm arriving to Camp and it's even more beautiful than I imagined. The picture on the net really don't give any credit to it.
The closer I get the more nervous I become. I've never been around so many young kids here probably is. I wonder how they react, I hope they make me feel welcome.
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