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jealousy [24 May 2005|07:51pm]
so yeah, my little sister who is two years younger than me is the most spoiled little thing ever. When she was in 7th grade she got to go to Australia with a bunch of strangers for some stupid student ambasador thing... I got invited to go, the government nominated me too... but guess who got to go... she did not me. She always gets to go to florida and stay there with some of our family, Im the only one in my family that hasnt got to go. couple weeks ago she was about to get to go to Sand Diego for some ROTC thingy....but that didnt pull through with the school, but still! She was gonna get to go! This summer she is going to California on a road trip with her friends... I dont even get to go to california with friends, I asked last summer... when I was in 10th grade, and she is only in 9th. BUT THIS IS WHAT NOE PISSES ME OFF!

the first time I get the chance to go somewhere awesome (France) Is with my french class. I have been in frencg since 7th grade, but ... She found out about it and since all her friends are going, she is dropping Japanese that she has been taking for like 3 years and joing french 1 just to get to go on the trip next year. IM SO EFFING PISSED OFF I HATE THIS. I actually qualify since I am actually in French!.. but noooooo, once again the travel whore gets to come along.

Is my mom the only one that thinks this is stupid? Well her dad thinks im just jealous and a;kls jljdfblk;jblhjsdbl FUCK
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Nobody will read this [24 May 2005|10:54am]
I am the most fucking invisible person ever, no one ever notices me unless I am crying. I have no friends I can sit down and talk to and actually feel that they even care a tiny bit about what the fuck im saying. My mother, my mother is the only one who listens to me, but even she gets tired of me. If I just disappeared one day no one would notice that I was missing. Nobody, and if you do notice me then why not let me know it? People tell me that I am itimidating, or whatever. Im just a normal kid, besides all the normal things you get out of life. Guys dont like me, if I have a best friend they get tired of me and dump me, parents think I am a mean and bitter, and I even hate myself. Why? I don't know, maybe because everyone else does, why not myself? Last three classes I have been ignored by my teachers too,
-U.S. History, I am the only one in my class without a partner because nobody chose me, stupid to get mad about? no because it happens everytime
- English, I had a really really bad headache and I had litterally been raising my hand for 30 minutes and then I gave up and went over to her (as I was crying) she looked busy but she asked me if it was important, I said no and left. WHY THE FUCK WOULDNT IT BE IMPORTANT IF I WAS CRYING!
- We just had a meeting in Tip, she gave everyone their tasks... then she walked away, I sat there patiently... she had forgot me

Im so invisible, unless Im on stage. Why does everyone think I like acting, they have no choice but to notice me.
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BIRTHDAY PARTY [22 Apr 2005|03:05pm]
Details....

This is for those who have been INVITED to my party...its not everyone is invited... sorry, limited space, plus its my sisters birthday party too. so...


address is 16219 239th ave SE Issaquah Wa 98027

Mapquest It

We will be having a bon fire first... then all night watching Musicals, bring a musical if you want, board games *twister too* guys need to go home later on that night probably 12:00 or 1:00. yupyup! 5:00pm!!!!! BE HERE! Love ya!
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[07 Mar 2005|10:50am]
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[03 Mar 2005|10:53am]
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, out of everyone, why you? Gollie. I just want to talk, but it always seems that the person on your right is so much cooler than me.
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[12 Feb 2005|01:37pm]
so I was told that you are only supose to eat ONE very callorie filled instand breakfast a day...this morning I had four. -Instant Oatmeal, Carnation Good Start *for women :D *, some ceral bar crap, and two pop tarts.... TIZ! I am gonna blow up from callories....How did you do it? With those doughnut things! How did you survive?
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[10 Feb 2005|08:34pm]
This is an update,


I am a lame livejournaler.

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[06 Feb 2005|12:18am]
I haven't been on livejournal in a while because I've been a loser on myspace, trying to collect fake friends. That always makes me feel better.
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[23 Jan 2005|07:23pm]
yeah? well, okay... I dont know why am posting this....

birdsvswormss: i like shopping, it's one of my girlish qualities, the other being my pants


surfpunk12321: as the rednecks say....Keep on Truckin Motha Fukaz


birdsvswormss: my grandma sews really creepy stuff


Cant Say Hanger: what you up to?
reallysuperneat: ljing -(what else would Tina be doing? Besides Free Cell)

FerndaleSpike: Closing time
FerndaleSpike: every new begining
FerndaleSpike: comes from some other beginings end
FerndaleSpike: I KNOW WHO I WANT TO TAKE ME HOME
FerndaleSpike: I KNOW WHO I WANT
FerndaleSpike: TO TAKE ME HOME
FerndaleSpike: I KNOW WHO I WANT
FerndaleSpike: TO TAKE ME HOME
Cant Say Hanger: haha
FerndaleSpike: TAKE ME HOME
Cant Say Hanger: your silly
FerndaleSpike: sjigSDKLGsjdgSKLDJGSKLDJGskldjgS
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[23 Jan 2005|12:22am]
I can't breathe
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[22 Jan 2005|01:31am]

Someone once said, "So if dumb things can get you down, let dumb things pick you right back up again"

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[22 Jan 2005|01:04am]
Am I really that boring?
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yaya [15 Jan 2005|07:42pm]
Today was so much fun, thanks to everyones awesomely wonderful performances, everyone did great, well done. Am I the only one extrememly tired? well yeah, watching skits and plays all day can get pretty tiring. well, im in for the night, sweet dreams
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things [13 Jan 2005|09:19pm]
I love you mom. My body is sad. Why do you dislike me? Joey - turn in time - 9:30pm... I kept my promise
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[04 Jan 2005|05:49pm]
Cant Say Hanger is me, and Cant Say Hanger is Brittany

Cant Say Hanger: Hi
Cant Say Hanger: Hi
Cant Say Hanger: I'm bored
Cant Say Hanger: I'm bored
Cant Say Hanger: me too
Cant Say Hanger: me too
Cant Say Hanger: WTF are we doing?
Cant Say Hanger: WTF are we doing?
Cant Say Hanger: I dont know
Cant Say Hanger: I dont know
Cant Say Hanger: Im lonely
Cant Say Hanger: Im lonely
Cant Say Hanger: I got to go
Cant Say Hanger: I got to go
Cant Say Hanger: so ill talk to you later
Cant Say Hanger: so ill talk to you later
Cant Say Hanger: :D
Cant Say Hanger: :D
Cant Say Hanger: bye
Cant Say Hanger: bye
Cant Say Hanger: ...wait
Cant Say Hanger: ...wait
Cant Say Hanger: why do you keep copying me?
Cant Say Hanger: why do you keep copying me?
Cant Say Hanger: ...
Cant Say Hanger: ...
Cant Say Hanger: ?
Cant Say Hanger: ?
Cant Say Hanger: whatever bye
Cant Say Hanger: whatever bye

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[02 Jan 2005|05:06pm]
Why?
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[30 Dec 2004|07:50pm]
How am I doing?
If anyone wants to challenge me on Mrs. Pac man I can arrange that... i've been playing Mrs. Pac Man for like 3 hours
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[29 Dec 2004|03:13pm]
Im eating cereal, soeing a button on my shirt and dozing off all at the same time... went to bed at 5:00am and woke up at 2:30 pm
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[26 Dec 2004|10:04pm]
[ mood | bedazzled ]

My Night






DONT ASK.... IT'S NOTHING KINKY...BUT YES THIS WAS OUR NIGHT... WOW KRISTINA AND WAS IT AMAZING :P

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[24 Dec 2004|11:28am]
My dad got a letter, at Target, on his big truck saying "Thanks alot Ass Hole (you double parking son of a bi*ch) what great holiday spirit people have around Christmas time... have a great holiday you sons of bit*chs!!!!!!!!!!!
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