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you gotta have.. [Apr. 11th, 2010|02:21 pm]
faith. girls by the name of faith always plague me.
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so many haikus today [Apr. 10th, 2010|08:53 pm]
went to monterey on a day trip with ryan and korok. we met up with alyson there. here are some haikus from today. i'll post more poems and stuff later.

the lines in the clouds
are like the lines on my pad
pale blue and off white

flying as high as

the motherfucking blue sky

hope I don't come down

Airy smoke goin' down

feels like I'm breathing a cloud

and infinte sum

Crying of laughter

otter says we are rolling

terranova- explosion

it's twelve fifty-six

buses are rolling by smooth

we are waiting

Jazzy punk rollin'

on through my body with time

the beat is in me

Non-crazy people

don't write good stuff (anyway,

we're feral genius)

a poem:

Sitting on the streets

listenin' to some jazzy beats

taken away by that rhythm

were swaying with them.

... is that where it ends?

a response haiku:

the answer is no

no no no no no no no

it goes eternal

We are street bums

sitting by the foutainside

checker'd streets below

a response poem:


That roar in the night

(can it be construed as fright?)

1 times x is x

x plus y is y plus x

x plus zero is x





it is one one one (111)

one sixth the way to evil,

an infinite sum

the sum of half, fourth,

eighth, sixteenth, on forever

is equal to one

we are the street folk

I will block the wind for you

we shall survive on

parking enforcement

the rolling robot assholes

unFriendly Plaza

The last parking spot

we are going to the wharf

getting fish and chips

life fits in haiku

listening to the music

hyper consciousness

it is what it is

some kinda mess'd up palindrome

we're waiting for it

psychedelic mind

in a space of mental states

I'm on the vector

You are not neutral

I know you well brother

I am not crazy

I dislike meal

this is something that won't change

Play On Megadeath!

Such a bummer dude

trippin' along the sidewalk

down by the seaside

I feel like a snail


Title: Psychedelic Lover

Psychedelic kiss

how could anything be bad

don't you feel silly now?

We enjoyed looking

The fish and the other sea life

The aquarium


where will we be in 5 seconds

hopefully not in a ditch

How do I begin

legal research chemical

where am I today?

"This is so cool Alex!"

(I am glad you are driving)

[Hey can we park here?]

Can we park here please?

Were else will we go today!

I'm so glad we made it




Need to find alex

there he is drinking water

let's listen to jazz

Korok palindrome

wat is going on right now

smoke some cig grits yay

korok is crazy

hands fast like raging fire storm

let's go to the car

There's not enough time,

can we have one more cig grit?

Fellowship will last!

You know the thing about a big story? You don't have to finish it to get the gist of it. Enjoy.
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music tastes [Jun. 9th, 2009|08:51 pm]
Wordle: summer 2009 music
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(no subject) [May. 18th, 2009|11:11 am]
packing is bittersweet. i dont want to disable the turntable cause of the great memories and awesome music its spun in its 4 month tenure in Room 6a 40a.
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ice cream [May. 12th, 2009|04:59 pm]
there is either too much or not enough stuff in your ice cream. such as with my carmel cone haagen-dazs.

im using it to ward off sadness and stress from finals i have barely started studying for..
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one thing [Apr. 14th, 2009|01:45 am]
one thing i have a hard time doing is making myself scarce. i over extend myself into everything and anything.. maybe im just to hungry to know things but maybe its just cause i cant stand to be alone with myself.
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time runs on [Apr. 13th, 2009|02:07 am]
[music |ryland bouchard.]

i admire those people that in the past wrote in journals everyday, updates electronic resources everday (such as xanga, facebook, myspace, livejournal, etc..) i just cant do it. i waste HOURS AND HOURS on the computer but yet i cant do it. i cant regularly update a blog, i cant write in livejournal too much. i feel so self conscious about a journal or livejournal (i do have a real journal i rarely use now.. i used to use it quite regularly in the past.. recent past).

i think journaling regularly helps one reflect on themselves and the world around them. i was so motivated when i had a journal going and i updated my livejournal and my blog.. i was so efficient and my life wasnt as torn up and crazy as it is now.

anyway, a friend of some of my friends ran out of the dorm complex today and was possibly going to commit suicide. that was wild.. eventually she came back and so did the cops. they all kinda made the decision for the cops to take her off to whatever they do with suicidal people.. molly was really kinda unsure about it and kinda fragile and i dont think she was "happy" like she always says she is. maybe thats just my interpretation of it but it was interesting night to see how people react and what goes on.

i really dont know the girl well enough to talk about her and motivations, but its kinda sad she was thinking about it (and apparently close to jumping off a balcony) cause shes really pretty and seems really nice.. guess its those quiet nice ones we have to worry about? haha carrie could be next.. yeah right.
i want to get to know this girl better when she comes back, i think a subtle crush on her mightve prevent me before. i used to see her most days walking back into the dorms and stuff but she just seemed really quiet and semi-studious but now that ive seen her in her element and with her friends, its a different picture.
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blah [Apr. 8th, 2009|03:16 pm]
im so horrible at updating my real journal.. as well as live journal.
im also really bad at spelling
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i jsut sent this text to david [Apr. 2nd, 2009|10:38 pm]
he asked what was going on in my life, here it is in a nutshell i guess:

I'm trying to keep up in my school work, record an album, and not be so fat and busy. im failing at most of those.

pretty much thats its.

got an album i have to finish is less than a month. have a C i need to get to a A in a few weeks, and stop eating so darn much. at least im not partying and doing that kinda stuff as much this half of the semester.

im reading pj famicoms xanga for life inspiration, its quite intersting.
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ajp creeper moment a sorta [Apr. 2nd, 2009|04:43 pm]
[music |field mice]

"defend your social class
get a good job and marry a graduate as soon as possible

it's our only hope for a better future

for your kids

and nobody else

selfish mother fuckers"
-pj famicom. (from his xanga)

oh ther is someone else who has an xanga who should read that.
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