April 17th, 2007
heeyy. whats up?? I know i haven't been around in a long time. but im back now. so on saturday it was me and my boyfriends 5 month.. well he did the cutest thing ever.. i'll tell you about that tomorrow cause this is gunna be a real short entry cause im going out soon. okay well he got me a pink ipod shuffle, a coach miniskinny, and perfume. he spent like 200 dollars on me.. the ipod was like 80 but he got "I love you" engraved on the back so it was more like 85.. the perfume was 60 and the coach wallet was like 40. but the funny thing is.. I have two ipods now. I have the pink ipod shuffle and i've had a green ipod mini.. I think like all my friends were jealous.. but oh well. they were also jealous of what he did for me. it was soo cute. and according to my boyfriend hes just gunna relax for our 6 month.. but my bestfriend told me that he knows what hes getting me for our 6 month. im like omg.. cause he spends soo much money on me and I sort of feel bad. but he doesn't care cause I don't even ask him for anything. he just buys me things.
okay well I have to go now.. I might update later tonight.
Current Mood: hungry
March 7th, 2007
so I told my boyfriend last night and we were just talkuing about rnadom stuff from my past and then I askedhim what would you do if I was bi and he was like i wouldn't care as long as your not lying to me about beeing in love with me. and im not lying to him.. so he was like why are you and I was like yeah. and he was like okay im glad you told me but it doesn't matter cause I still love you and I know that your in love with me.. so it went perfectly which im really happy about. =]
i'll update more later.
Current Mood: cheerful
March 6th, 2007
so in the post before this I said I might be bi.. well I honestly think I am.. and i wanna tell my boyfriend but im not exactly sure how well he will take it.. i've asked him beofre what he would do if I was.. and he said that he wouldn't care as long as I still stayed with him.. and I liked guys better then girls. which I deffinately do.. but i do like my one friend sam.. shes bi also but she has a girlfriend.. and she once told me this year that if I was bi too that she would be with me instead of her girlfriend now. but oh well. but I am gunna tell joe soon cause I feel like im hiding it from him. and thats something I really can't keep from him. so im guna tell him either tonight when i see him of another day when I see him.. im really scared about how he will react. I mean I know that when I tell him he's still gunna love me like he does now.. but im just afraid about what hes gunna say. okay well i'll update tomorrow for sure.
Current Mood: content
March 2nd, 2007
|05:56 pm - heres 6 words for you.|
I think I might be bisexual.
but im not sure.. ahh I don't know. =/
Current Mood: confused
February 27th, 2007
hey. sorry I haven't updated in the past few days. Iwas busy doing an essay that was due today. so now i'll be able to update more. well lets see. I have no school tomorrow so im happy about that. I get to hang out with my boyfriend in the after noon and at night. and im hanging out with him tonight im not sure what we're gunna do but its always fun when im with him. so on saturday I went shopping and I bought a dress for my friend chrissy's sweet 16 on march 30th its a really pretty dress. i'll show you a pic of it... umm today was an easy day I had lab so I didn't have to go to gym.. I have alot of homework too even though we have no school tomorrow... my boyfriend has off tomorrow. yay!!>. on friday im going to the movies once again we're going to see wild hogs.. I don't even know what that movie is supposed to be about but oh well i'll figure it out later on. or if any of you can tell me that would be good. =]
^^^^ thats the dress. with me wearing it. tell me what you think. I love it. okay well thats it for now i'll update tomorrow. <3
Current Mood: anxious
February 24th, 2007
|08:50 am - soo wow.|
okay so i'll tell you about the movies last night after I tell you about when i got home from the movies..
okay so when I got home from the movies I went online and this kid stewy IMs me well I met him cause he was in my chemistry class. now he has a g irlfriend but he tells me all the time and asks me if I would give him a kiss or have sex with him. but i have a boyfriend and i dont like him like that. and plus I was a virgin up to a few weeeks ago anyway and i wouldn't just give it up to anybody.. well Itold my boyfriend about what stewy saidbecause i tell my boyfriend everything.. well he got mad abecause lately everyones trying to do shit with me.. and hes tired about me not doing anything to stop it.. like i wanna tell his girlfriend but I wouldn't know how to because i don't want her to think that im trying to get with him. okay off that person.. okay so this kid mikey in my lunch who I sit at a table where he sits at.. butI sit there because my friends sit there, well he was like i hate you and I was like okay I hate you too. cause i seriously do.. well then about 5 minutes past and then he was like you want to know why I hate you.. and I was like yeah why and then he said because you deserve better. so of course he meant with joe. well let me tell you he an amazing boyfriend. and I ddon't deserve better because yeah we might have our fights but... we will never break up because of one. and plus we talk about everything and we tell each other everything nothing is kept inside in this relationship and i love that. gbut t hen last night when I called joe he was basically really mad not at me but at stewy and mikey and everyone else. but just the way he was syaing this was I don't know sort of scarey and it got me really upset so i tmade me start crying. and i hsate it because he can always tell if im crying even if I don't say anything. like there will be complete silence and he'll be like "jenn stop crying" I don't get how he knows im crying but in a way I like it.. but I know he wasn't mad at me but I felt bad. because its liek i could have told everyone to stop but in a way I didn't think of it. well then on the phone i hear three loud bangs through the phone i idn't ask joe what they were.. but then like a half hour later he told me thatr he punched his wall.. i feel really bad because I did nont wanna get him this mad. and today hes going out in the morning to go biking wigth hois friend andh opefully i'll see him before he leaves for work at 130 to be there by 2. cause I really wanna talk to him in person about last night. and i don't know why cause usually I can't talk to him in person. but lately I like it better then on the phone or online. because he will understabnd how upset I am. but i'll let you know how that goes later.
now the movies last night. that was alot of fun. and the movie was really good. I do'nt htink i'll look at 23 again the same way. it was really weird.. I won't tell you about it cause in case if any of you are going to see it. well then after the movies we go into the mall until 10 even though the mall closes at 930.. yeah we were just walking around goofing off. lol but it was alot of fun. okay I think thats pretty much it.
i'll update later today after i see my boyfriend. <3
Current Mood: crappy
February 23rd, 2007
|04:21 pm - oh shit!|
heyy every one. okay so in school today we had a fire drill now its like 30 degrees outside. well I saw my boyfriend out side so he kept me warm. lol. also in chemistry we had a quiz that had nothing to do with what we qare learning we didn't even learn anything that was ont he quiz. my teacher makes no sense at all. but oh well its an easy class sometimes and its easy to cheat on tests in that class too. well yesterday around 5 my old friend called me and said that we haven't talked in a long time. which we haven't but he wants only one thing. a hookup. and plus i have a boyfriend. so whatever.. i mean i'll still hang out with him but if he tries anything then we're gunan have a problem. but I have control and i've never cheated on any of my boyfriends so im not gunna start now. tonight after joe gets out of work at 6 we're going to the movies we're gunna see 23 or something like that. he wants to see it cause jim carrey is in it.. but im only going because hes forcing me too but I don't care especially if Iget to spend time with him. okay well thats it for now i'll update later.
Current Mood: loved
February 21st, 2007
February 20th, 2007
so I just got back from my boyfriend house. had a lot of fun. we watched world trade center. and I cried =[ not because it was a sad movie but because my uncle used to work in the world trade center in like the 1990's he stopped working there in like '98 I think..but I was just think what if he was still working there on 9/11. me and him are really close. he has no children with my aunt so me and my older sister are like their kids. and we really get along with them. okay well thayts it. I know it was a short post but I just wanted to tell you about my night. i'll update tomorrow. =]
Current Mood: tired
Current Music: candyman-- christina aguilera
|03:14 pm - hello =]|
hey . im like in a really good mood right now and i have no idea why. =] lol I got to see my boyfriend today. he totally scared me this morning.. cause before school your supposed to wait in the cafeteria until the bell rings well I was talking to my friend about how she just got a puppy and a new cell phone then she said something about joe and I turned and he was like right there.. I was so close to screaming. everyone today thought i was crazy because I was wearing a skirt but see its warmer today then its been for a while so I figured why not. but I was cold so I stole my boyfriends hoodie. and it smelled like him. lol. yeah im weird. I get to see him tonight. so im really happy about that, and I still have to talk to him about what I saw on his myspace last night. but im too shy.. cause he sent a message to this girl saying that if he wasn't with me he would be with her.. and i Don't know what to think about that. so my bestfriend jessica was like you really need to talk to him about that. so I was going to last night but when he called all my anger just dissolved because just hearing his voice does that to me. but with that message.. im probably just over reacting cause I do that alot. and its only becuase I really like him. okay well i'll probably update later. im off to do homework. =/ so I can go out later with my boyfriend.
Current Mood: good