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The Sonnet, true story [Friday
November 2nd, 2007 at 2:11am]

The Sonnet

Deliberate Gentle Love Dreamer (DGLD)

The Sonnet

Romantic, hopeful, and composed. You are the Sonnet. Get it? Composed?

Sonnets want Love and have high ideals about it. They're conscientious people, caring & careful. You yourself have deep convictions, and you devote a lot of thought to romance and what it should be. This will frighten away most potential mates, but that's okay, because you're very choosy with your affections anyway. You'd absolutely refuse to date someone dumber than you, for instance.

Lovers who share your idealized perspective, or who are at least willing to totally throw themselves into a relationship, will be very, very happy with you. And you with them. You're already selfless and compassionate, and with the right partner, there's no doubt you can be sensual, even adventurously so.

You probably have lots of female friends, and they have a special soft spot for you. Babies do, too, at the tippy-top of their baby skulls.

Your exact female opposite:

Genghis Khunt

Genghis Khunt

Random Brutal Sex Master

Always avoid: The 5-Night Stand (DBSM), The False Messiah (DBLM), The Hornivore (RBSM), The Last Man on Earth (RBSD)

Consider: The Loverboy (RGLM)

Link: The Online Dating Persona Test @ OkCupid - free online dating.
My profile name: : heartrunsfree
00 / crushed

Thanks Audrey [Friday
June 22nd, 2007 at 3:22am]
What American accent do you have? (Best version so far)

Midland

("Midland" is not necessarily the same thing as "Midwest") The default, lowest-common-denominator American accent that newscasters try to imitate. Since it's a neutral accent, just because you have a Midland accent doesn't mean you're from the Midland.

Personality Test Results

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00 / crushed

I'm lazy and I probably have carpal tunnel [Wednesday
January 17th, 2007 at 9:16am]
[ mood | awake ]

I just typed the worlds longest post in my hiplog, or maybe it just seems really long because my sk3's screen is so tiny. Anyways, you should probably check it out immediately.

http://www.hiptop.com/hiplog/read/4/10393/

I guess I had more to say than I thought I did.

03 / crushed

I hate everything [Tuesday
January 9th, 2007 at 7:52am]
[ mood | heartbroken ]

I just need to shake today off. I spent a good part of it in tears and/or feeling all heartbroken. Stupid things happened, which were sad of their own accord, but they weren't even the reason I was crying. I suck, that's all. Its not even over anything new. Just something I'm trying to cope with and pretend I'm alright about.

The funny thing about being a human, and this was even brought up on some tv show the other day, is that no matter how fucked your life is, you will always tell people you haven't seen or talked to in a while that everything is great. Well, it isn't great. Sometimes life fucking sucks and doesn't go the way you wished so fucking hard that it would.

I don't know what to do with myself anymore. I guess you just go through the motions, pretending to be normal until one day it doesn't hurt so damn much when you wake up in the morning. Whoever invented hearts is so fucked because I have it in for them big time.

I feel like Dane Cook. I'm walking down the street, in the rain, and I come across that stupid house full of people and come to the realization that everyone was invited except for me. That's exactly what love is like for me, exactly.

00 / crushed

blah [Thursday
January 4th, 2007 at 11:25pm]
[ mood | restless ]

I have this crappy restless feeling. Right now I feel overwhelmed and stressed about all the things that I need to do, but at the same time I don't feel like doing anything. I don't know where its all stemming from, although I can say that at first I was totally zen about the whole college application situation and now I can't get it off my mind.

I need a break. I know that makes no sense since I'm currently on vacation, but its different. I hate being sick. I feel like all my muscles are taffy or something, they're just limp but at the same time everything hurts, especially my back. And I've been really cranky lately. Maybe because I feel like most of my break was a big waste of time and was spent in bed feeling like complete shit.

On top of all of that I feel like everyone is irritated at me or doesnt understand me for one reason or another, and this isn't just friends, its everyone. I just want my life to be good. I want my friends and family happy with me. I want to not have to worry about money or getting my license. I want to get into my dream school and start working on the next phase of my life.

I feel like I'm in this period of simultaneous growth and stagnation. I don't make any sense anymore because my whole life is full of contradictions. I want to have fun and see my friends, and at the same time I don't want to talk to anyone. I feel misunderstood.

02 / crushed

Christmas presents, oh baby [Tuesday
December 26th, 2006 at 11:50pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

First I'll start with what Cher gave me since they were my first gifts of the season:

Adult mad libs
Travel Guess Who
A kissing game book with hot old movie stars
A brand new copy of one of my all time favorite books ever since my old one is in pieces
A Taking Back Sunday pillowcase that matches my room <333

From the rest of the world:

Dr. Katz Seasons 1 & 2
6 giant blue Symphony bars (my dad knows the way to my heart)
Blue jewelry case / makeup holder
2 philosophy lip glosses
A quizalatta maker (as my mom would say)
2 pairs of pj pants
Salt and pepper shakers to match my set of dishes
A sexy low-cut sweater perfect for going out to the bar
A snuggly black sweater perfect for hanging out with the girls
A new Dooney and Bourke purse with a sunglass case and makeup holder
Dooney and Bourke hearts wallet
Lady in the Water
Little Miss Sunshine
Face wash set
Clinique makeup set with an eyelash curler, 4 eyeshadows, mascara, 1 eyeshadow cream, 1 lip gloss, blush and a matching makeup case
Clinique face lotion
Clinque eye cream
Clinique concealer
Benefit Dallas blush
Benefit Boiing concealer
Benefit High Beam highlighter
Lancome eyeshadow in Statuesque (a sexy metallic black)

When I went into the gas station today this girl was crying. We asked what was wrong and she said she had gotten a new purse for Christmas and forgot to put her money and credit cards into it, but didn't realize that til after she filled up her tank, so I gave her some cash. Ain't no thang. All I could think about was that it could have been me in the same situation. Besides, it's nice to still be able to rely on the kindess of strangers. She asked for my number so she could pay me back, and I refused, although on second thought I should have gotten hers because she was really cute. Ahh well, better luck next time.

I still have some gift certificates left, but the stores didn't have what I was looking for, so now all I need is some new Uggs, Greys Anatomy Seasons 1 & 2 (I went all over the world today and no one had them), more bar clothes, and I should be set for a while.

06 / crushed

Dreamy sigh [Monday
December 25th, 2006 at 2:43am]
I love Christmas.

Happy Holidays everyone <333
00 / crushed

Huge discrepancy [Thursday
December 21st, 2006 at 2:22pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

Academic Standing for Fall 2006: Dean's List

For any discrepancies with grades,
please contact the faculty member.


Semester: Fall 2006

Intro to Lit: Poetry/Drama A
Fundamentals of Photography A-
British Literature I A
Composition II B-


First let me just say a big in your mother fucking face to Nagler, the Comp II teacher who gave me a B-, but haha bitch I still made the Dean's List regardless. Secondly, she admitted defeat and that she was a bitch and said she would raise my grade due to her douchebaggy ways, and did not. So great, I had to email that devil woman again, but hopefully she will do the right thing so I can get into my dream school and we can all live happily ever after.

02 / crushed

Odd [Monday
December 18th, 2006 at 12:53pm]
I love that no matter what everyone knows I'm in love with Adam, have an obsession with nipple sucking, and that I'm most like Donnie Darko, or well I guess Cher thought I was like Igby but still.
09 / crushed

Just a heads up [Monday
December 18th, 2006 at 2:59am]
[ mood | blank ]

I've decided that I'm going to start posting some of my favorite Found items. I am totally addicted to those books and the magazine, so it seems like a good thing to do, especially since it cheers me up. I'll probably post them in my myspace blog though. Not for any actual reason, just because. Oh, and I'll probably tweak them a bit to make them more applicable to my life.

00 / crushed

Let's see who wins [Sunday
December 17th, 2006 at 6:07pm]
Leaderboard
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http://www.testriffic.com/friendtest/1115838
02 / crushed

Yuck [Sunday
December 17th, 2006 at 12:21pm]
[ mood | sad ]

Official proof of my lameness- I cried myself to sleep last night. Yeah, I suck. Whatever. Maybe I'll just use this time away from school to take a total time out from life?

00 / crushed

Le sigh [Sunday
December 17th, 2006 at 1:55am]
[ mood | sad ]

Sometimes I wonder about myself. There might not be a more painful way to live life than to go through it with your heart on your sleeve, but I don't know any other way to be. I'm kind of really emotional right now, and I've had just about enough confessions for a lifetime.

I feel really foolish. I'm so sick of having a heart, seriously.

00 / crushed

LJ is weirding me out [Saturday
December 16th, 2006 at 2:06pm]
[ mood | sore ]

Last night was ridiculous. To sum things up, I look like a crackwhore and I smell like Ben Gay. How's that for sexy? Oh what a night.

02 / crushed

Tonight [Thursday
December 14th, 2006 at 1:43pm]
[ mood | excited ]

is going to be the best night ever. All I want is for it to go off without a hitch, and I know these girls can make that happen. It's going to be amazing <3

00 / crushed

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