I am seeing so much stupidity around me, and I find myself wanting to lash out and say how I feel about it. But I can't, and I won't. I know mistakes are apart of life, and I know that we have to experience things for ourselves. But sometimes I can't understand why we can't learn from others mistakes, why we can't look at another person see how badly they fucked up and NOT do what they did. You may be confused as to what I am saying, and maybe this is a good thing for what I am thinking and what I am talking about could get me into trouble with a few people. But yeah, some people are annoyed that I am not speaking up....voicing my opinion. I admit I know where I stand in certain peoples lives, and I know that in SOME cases my opinion means a lot but I am just a friend....I am in NO position to tell people how to lead their lives. And if anything that is what I learned most in 2004. That was one of my problems, I found my friends getting mad at me for I was meddling in things I really had no business being in. And that is how I have grown, I know my place and I know what I can and can't say.
I admit that their are certain people doing certain things I don't like, but I really can't say that it is wrong because I to have done stupid things in the past. I strongly dislike hypocrites, and that is what I made myself into last year. And I don't wanna be like that this year, so you will see a lot of GOOD changes in me this year as I see a lot of changes in you. As I am running out of things I want to say, I would like to add that I am sorry for being as harsh as I have been with some of you. And know that the things I said were out of me caring so much for you..and NEVER ment to hurt you. Sorry.
Final Thought: I have accepted and understood that things have to change, and that they can never remain the same. I am changing, growing, and in my opinion becoming a better person. Becareful my friends use good judgment and know I am always here 4 u.