November 16th, 2007
|02:38 am - Run|
To all the girls that fall madly in love with a military man I say run. I say run because if you don't want to be waiting for the rest of your life then this life is not for you. If you want to beable to sleep when he is gone to war then leave. Leave right now while you still have the chance before you fall so madly in love with this man that you will sit at home for months on end waiting for him to walk through that door one more time and kiss you and hug and make sweet love to you. If you don't want to live the life of a military gf or wife leave right now cause once you give your heart to a military man there is no taking it back. Not that you would want. So when you give your heart to your military man you will sit there at home for months on end waiting for him. You will wait for him till the end of time until he comes home and takes him combat boots off and puts away his uniform and takes off his dogtags. You will wait for him to do all of this because you told this man that you would wait for him and wait you shall. You told him that no matter of distance or time would stop you from loving him. I wait with you. I wait for my Sailor to come home and take his boots off, hang up his uniform, and take off his dogtags. I wait for him cause I told him I would. I will wait for him till the end of time if he wants me to cause I love him more then anything in the world. So if you want this military life sit at home at wait for you military man. If you don't think you can take it get out of freaking line.
July 25th, 2006
I have not posted on here in a long time so I better do that now.
Well, lots of things have been gong on. Around April or so my boyfriend broke up with me. It was strange cause it started out with a text message then me calling him and him saying that he couldn't to long distance anymore. Well, bud you did it for 6 months. Anyway, I called it quits with him.
Last month I started selling Cutco knives, and I think I am going to be quiting that job. Selling knives is not that easy.
Also at the end of next month I am going to be moving out of my apartment.
Well, I think thats about it for now.
If you want to talk to can im me.
March 15th, 2006
So I just took my final in math. I am so glad that class is over with, I hate math and i hated my teacher. So now all i am doing is working.
My spring break is going to be so different then last year. Last year I was in Italy for spring break having the time of my life. This spring break I won't be doing much just staying home. oh well, I will be spending a couple of days with my friend Cat so that will be fun.
March 10th, 2006
I want these!
They are so cute.
December 31st, 2005
so question, is it love when you can't get a person off your mind. Is it love when you go a little crazy whenever the person is not there. Cause if this is what happens when you are in love, then I just might be in love.
this is what i know. I love how Rob can make me smile. I love how he can make me happy without really trying. I love how if I am having a bad day all I have to do is talk to him and I feel better. I love how I can fall asleep in his arms and wake-up the next morning and not care what i look like.
If this is not love or something like it I don't know what love is.
Current Mood: happy
October 21st, 2005
|05:21 pm - Broke|
So I am broke and it sucks. I have tried to get a job and this is what they said, that they found someone with more experience. Oh, the women I talked to also said that I gave a great interview. So I give a great interview, but you will not hire me. I love that. So here I am broke, but the good news is I give great interviews.
October 17th, 2005
When you get in a relationship do you ever fear that you will compromise who you are for the person you are with? One of my friends said to me the other day that I should not compromise who I am. I told her that I will not compromise myself for a guy. I am a little afraid that I told her a lie, will I compromise myself for a guy? I hope to god that I will not because I hate those girls that give up who they are for the guy they are with. Cause if you are not yourself with the guy you are with he is falling for someone that doesn't totally exist.
October 8th, 2005
|06:55 pm - Me so happy|
I am so happy right now. The reason this happiness you ask. Where shall I begin.
Well, last saturday I went out with this guy named Rob. We went to a movie and then we went to a party my ex roommate had. I had so much fun with him. We talked about acting and just life in general. Get this he likes that I want to be an actress. I have never met a guy that thought that acting was cool. Most guys think that wanting to be an actress is silly, but not rob.
This past week I have not been able to get Rob off of my mind. It maybe a little silly of me to say this since I have only been on one date with him, but I think that he could be boyfriend material for me. Its a little fast so I am going to take it slow and see what happens. If it turns into something that will be great. If it doesn't that will be ok too. Its just nice to finally meet someone that likes me for me.
Current Mood: happy
October 5th, 2005
today is the worst. About 30 minutes or so ago my mom came home from work, very odd. She then woke me up (yes I sleep late, the joy of online classes) and told me that my grandma had gone to the hospital AGAIN! this is just the worst day.
Current Mood: crappy
September 2nd, 2005
I'm sitting here watching tv and I can't help getting mad. Five days ago our country was hit with a horrific natural disaster. And it feels like nothing is being done. There are still people standing on their roofs with no food and no water, they have not had food or water for 5 days. there are dead people just in the middle of the road sitting there. Nothing is being done. I want to know why nothing is being done. Last year it took a matter of days for our president to help the victims in asia and it takes him five days to get to the city where it all happened. It sickens me sitting here clear across the country not being able to help my own country men. I could go on and on about how I feel about this tragedy.
Current Mood: angry