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People Suck. Aug. 21st, 2006 @ 02:41 pm
Subject says it all.

I'se homeless! We got booted 11 days early!

Anyway, back to pestering people to let me sleep on their couches for the next... 10 days!

For the next couple nights, keep your eyes open for peeps on park benches with goatees :P

Well, not really. I'll never sleep on a bench... I'll just harass peeps and sleep at their places :P


I haven't been online since thursday... (its now Monday)

I was losing my mind.

Hrm Aug. 11th, 2006 @ 03:10 am
Well, that sucks.

Here I was thinking we moved out on the 31st... But we have to be out on the 20th.

Well, that sucks.

Truly.

Because I can't move into my new place until Sept 1st.

HOMELESS FOR 13 DAYS.

I've got a place for all my important shit... Buuuut... Uuuuuuhhhhh FUCK. Not everything will fit at my new place until the other guy moves out.

THIS FUCKING SUCKS.

I've never been homeless before...

Jul. 27th, 2006 @ 01:22 am
Oh man.

Sometimes... You just can't plan whats gonna happen. You might think you know what'll happen then it turns out - you were TOTALLY WRONG.


I'm in awe. I'm in shock. I'm floored. I'm amazed.


I SO did not see this coming. Do not get me wrong.. This is not a complaint at all. I just didn't think it was coming. Its great to be surprised and all... But oh man. What a woman.


I'm falling ever so fast and I do not think I could stop myself even if I wanted to.

The only thing I have to do now is juggle my working schedule slightly.
Current Mood: ecstaticecstatic
Current Music: ASHLEY SIMPSON (just kidding. The fan inside my computer)

*hot damn* Jun. 16th, 2006 @ 03:26 pm
Well,


Life is interesting when you keep waking up from sleep and realising : OH MY GOD!! WHERE DID THE WALL GO?!?!

Fuck. Its called waking up on the right side of the bed.. WELL FUCK. Did I forget what that felt like. These last 4 weeks have been like a dream come true.. It has been so very long that I've been trying to lie to myself and make myself think that I was over whatever spat of depression I've been stuck in for however fucking long its been.. But it truly feels like its gone now. And I'm loving that fact.

Further more, hello self-confidence! I forgot what you felt like.. Almost. I remember you well enough to know thats what I'm feeling once more.. Life is good. The heart is all mended. I've learned to open up to the world again and I can see myself for who I am. HOT DAMN. Its nice to wake up, see yourself in the bathroom mirror as you shave/brush your teeth and cannot help but smile at the face looking back at you. Those big, dark, playful eyes of mine.. *sighs* Oh, how I missed the look of happiness in my eyes.


I'm back to the huge flirt I once was.. TOTALLY. I've been described as a wreckless flirt now.. That was a new one. Most of all, however - I missed being able to show off my charmisma... Thats still givin me a bit of trouble because I still do have to fight the urge to shield myself away instead of allowing the light to come out and play. But, its getting to the point I can't hide it regardless of how much I try. Yes, life is good.

Also, working on becoming a Chef.. Thats hot. I LOVE MY WORK UNIFORM. HOT DAMN. My chef's jacket flatters my form greatly. I'm amazed also by how much I've buffed up over the past few months just from working in the kitchen.

Anyway, I'm out. The sun is shining every so beautifully... It is a day to sing and play guitar on the front steps! But first, I need to go buy some new strings for my classical before I can do anything like that! I think I'll pick up a few beer too.. Incase I end up with an audience again! (its happened from time to time.. Actually, i've made 3 good friends from just sittin on the porch now... Life is good).

ALSO - lastly, loving the fact most of my friends now-a-days aren't potheads who just sit there.. in their basement.. Stone-dead quiet.. Watching tv... While saying "roll up.". OH MAN. PEOPLE!! GET ON WITH YOUR LIVES!

I have a bruised rib right now but I greatly want to go rock-climbing.. (thats a story for another time heh).

These past 3 days have also shown me what an insane tolerance I have for physical pain! WOO!!


Anyway, time to go throw on the shades... Walk spring garden road and do some flirting.. Maybe try to get a # or 2 or something.. Or hell, just see if somebody wants to sit down for some food and a drink or 2.. Today is a day that makes me feel like I can TAKE OVER THE WORLD!

Oh yes, one day... You shall all be bowing to me and peeling grapes for me. YES! DO NOT DENY IT! You love the idea. You think its hot. Get peeling!
Current Mood: ecstaticecstatic

Apr. 29th, 2006 @ 12:48 am
Erm...

Sudden realisation:

The law of the world is still the law of the jungle..


Kill or be killed.

26 years of thinking of others... Result: Pain.

1st day of thinking of myself.. Tell you later... Will find out shortly
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