|My night in, and a dream about Margot
||[Jul. 21st, 2004|06:26 pm]
When a clock is hungry, it goes back four seconds.|
Hahaha. Hahaha. Hahaha.
Wow. I have a knew favourite pun joke.
The first being Darth Vader and Second being time flies.
I am updating now, because Family Guy is on tonight and I've gone out nearly everynight, and so I do not plan on having anything to say around 11 tonight that I didn't now.
Granted, I am Not the kind of person who plans when they will update. Though it has been a while since a three day strech of not updating.
Currently, I'm talking to my favourite Annie (sorry Alex Leibman's mom) online from england, where it is currently 11:30.
You ever want to dumbfound me?
1. Daylight savings time
You ever want to kill me?
Bring up these while I'm enibriated:
1. Daylight savings time
I will die from incomprehesibility.
I went to The Salvation Army today with favourite mobile criminal, Alissa. I didn't get anything, but its nice seeing her and just having some one to be friends with. Because I have so few friends...
Uh... I am going to Festival tommorow night. Pretty much, to see Rachael (shes the onyl one I know there now really) but also to get me pumped. The Viking will be there.
Uh... I am having this crazy reoccuring dream. And as I am keeping this journal more for me than you (hah!) I will reccount it.
It takes place in front of Catrin's house. Margot and I are there, shes is wearing a dress, I am wearing some regular clothes. She looks nice, dressed up, and appearently she is driving me to Boston (I know its in Cambridge, but we were going to Boston) where Catrin is giving this huge speech for graduating at the head of her class (of Havard). Richard is going, but he decided to ride his motorcyle instead of ride with me and Margot. Its dark out, but in my mind there are flashes of Catrin giving her speech in front of a huge crowd the next day.
Appearently (in the dream), Margot is upset Richard isn't coming, because her and I have been avoiding talking and now she knows shell have to sometime during the 3 hour drive. I am still in the road, and Margot is just standing quiet and condescendingly.
Shes upset by the fact I've been so shitty and won't see anyone about it. She says I need to or else I'm in trouble.
I get upset, and tell her I know better than her. She starts walking away, and I yell at her to stop. shes only going inside to get away from me for a minute before me leave.
I start screaming my head off, yelling at her to stop. Then she is shot. She fllas to the ground dead, and I realize I shot her.
I don't know, but its fucking intense. It has happened more than once, and each time I get more back story, more about Catrins speech and Richards day in Boston (supposedly none of which has happened).
I have no idea what its about. If you are a genious and want to help me, it'd be appreiciate it. I am constantly shook when I wake up, really disturbed by it.
I will catch up on festival later. Have a nice night, and please comment, including youre favourite movie and one other movie i should see.