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Monday, November 14th, 2005

(2 Human Burgers♀ | ♫You are the meat i work with♫)

Subject:What an audacious little creature, that Bush.
Time:5:36 pm.
Mood: crushed.
Wow I am impressed. To think that Bush was some half-illiterate moron… I must admit, he is not as stupid as he looks. It was quite clever of him to authorize this battle, that is going on now, after the election. I mean would people be that stupid to be witnessing this battle, and still want him as a president. We are stuck now! Kerry is an asshole too. So, I don’t know. Man, hope that the next election will offer non-dicks. Till then, we will all have to wait and see. I do know that if we keep war hopping, we are going to fall and break our ass. It doesn't look good for America. Whatever goes up, must come down. We have been on the top for too long... Now we have met our destiny, and I still can't belive people continue to refuse to see that Bush is one of our flaws. =)
Ouch My heart just went bang bang.

Friday, November 12th, 2004

(♫You are the meat i work with♫)

Time:2:08 pm.
Mood: distressed.
It?s another tequila sunrise
Starin'slowly cross the sky, said goodbye
He was just a hired hand
Workin'on the dreams he planned to try
The days go by

Every night when the sun goes down
Just another lonely boy in town
And she's out runnin'round

She wasn'just another woman
And I couldn'tkeep from comin' on
It' been so long
Oh, and its a hollow feelin' when
It comes down to dealin' friends
It never ends

Take another shot of courage
Wonder why the right words never come
You just get numb
It's another tequila sunrise,this old world
Still looks the same,
Another frame,

Monday, November 8th, 2004

(3 Human Burgers♀ | ♫You are the meat i work with♫)

Time:1:56 pm.
Mood: chipper.

Yeah... I saw Nerina today.. Yes! It's awesome, she's my Cunt fairy indeed. So, i upgraded to myspace. Yes, its old, but this journal is so... dead.  If anyone wants to know what my  Myspace thing is here it is

XxC_untXF_airyxX

If anyone knows how to actually work this thing.. I would really like you for it. I don't know how to upload pictures onto my profile... Like my background for example. Well if anyone can help! Do so please.


Wednesday, November 3rd, 2004

(♫You are the meat i work with♫)

Time:8:47 am.
Another 4 years of war. yay....

Wednesday, October 27th, 2004

(1 Human Burgers♀ | ♫You are the meat i work with♫)

Time:9:44 am.
Where is the fucking rain when you have your umbrella???

Monday, October 25th, 2004

(♫You are the meat i work with♫)

Time:6:12 pm.
Mood: morose.
1. Tell me something obvious about you.
I’m not exactly a ray of sunshine.

2. Tell me something about you that many don't know.
I do in fact have a problem with hurting myself. It’s shameful.

3. What is your biggest fear?
Working at In-N-Out all my life.
4. Do you normally go the safe route or take the short cut?
Safe route
5. Name one thing you want that you can't buy with money.
Happiness.
6. What is your most treasured possession?
My bag.
7. What is the one thing you hate most about yourself that you do often?
I insult myself.
8. Tell me something sexually about you that not everyone knows.

9. Tell me something sexually about you that everyone knows.
.. I don’t know if they do… I am not a touchy feely person?

10. What is your favorite most frequently used lie?
I’m great, thanks for asking, how may I help you?

11. Name something you've done once that you can't wait to do again.
Not coming home.

12. Are you the jealous type?
Nah.

13. What is the one person, place or thing you can't say no to?

14. What is the nicest thing someone has ever done for you?
Listened to my problems.

15. If you could do something crazy right now, what would it be?
Get a huge tat on the my back/ shoulder.

16. When was the last time you cried?
About 30 mins ago.

17. When was the last time you felt so good that nothing else mattered?
I haven’t felt that. I really want to.

18. Do you feel comfortable in public with no shirt on?
No, I feel horrid with a shirt on! Imagine without it.


19. Name something embarrassing you did while being drunk.
Nothing.. I have never drank in front of anyone.

20. Who are you secretly into?
Uhm I was into Donnie, but …. Let’s just say this: If his brain was as big as his ass, he’d be perfect. I guess I am into this one sophomore. He’s not the looker, but I like shy guys.

21. If you had a wish, what would it be?
To be smart.


I failed my test, again. I didn't take this very well.

(4 Human Burgers♀ | ♫You are the meat i work with♫)

Time:9:40 am.
Mood: confused.
The world is falling... and i still can't see life from a distance.

Friday, October 22nd, 2004

(♫You are the meat i work with♫)

Subject:Do you brush your teeth? (yes) You're killing bacteria!
Time:9:30 am.
Man, this period didn’t suck today. That moron isn’t here. So, Javier (my manager, and the only Hispanic I would marry if I were to be 30 years old), was telling me how In-N-Out Burger kill their cows. He was explaining this to me: “They have these cows and the guide their heads where the food is. A window looking thing. While they are eating, they point this huge gun (harpoon looking gun). Then, they shoot it. It is big needle, pole looking thing. They shoot the cow right in the head. The cow falls hard on impact. You could just here how hard the cow falls onto its side.” I can’t stand working for that place anymore. Paul was right… I might as well eat the burger myself; I am helping them sell it. *sigh* It’d be easier if I had my license.

Thursday, October 21st, 2004

(10 Human Burgers♀ | ♫You are the meat i work with♫)

Time:8:47 am.
Mood: blank.
I don't see how fucking hard is it to keep a secret. Are people pressured to say things? Or are they just not trust worthy? I don't see why I am bothered by this. I am not going to be anymore, now i know not to say anything personal, which I have... but i can't take back. Why would i get mad for someone else? He continues to lick her ass-hole even though she told. He hates one of my friends for telling people, but licks the other's ass-cheeks? Don't make it be more serious than it really is.

I'm in second period right now. These cunts will not shut the fuck up. They giggle soo much like if they were nuns being fingered by the head nun. I straightened out my hair; oh it looks horrible. i keep waking up late. Last night i saw my old boss at In-N-Out. He is the dumbest fuck in the universe. I told him i was 16 when in reality i was 13. He fell for it and gave me a job, which paid cash. His little restaurant was not a success. So, he settled for anyone who would take like 4 bucks an hour. The problem was that sometimes i worked 6 hours and he would only give me 15 bucks. Sometimes he would say he didn't have any money to pay me. So, i wouldn't ever see that money he owed me. Man, people are so cunty. Anyway, Audrey and this other chicks were dressed up like fucking cunt fairies. I can't stand her annoying voice. Whore. Mind your own fucking business. Ha ha. The cunt next to me reads my shit.

Wednesday, October 20th, 2004

(1 Human Burgers♀ | ♫You are the meat i work with♫)

Time:11:41 am.
Mood: confused.
I am so mad right now. I am not sure what I should do. Things are getting too complicated again. Nothing seems to ever go right. I don’t want life to be perfect, but why does it have to be so vague? I don’t know what I want to be in life. My dream since I was a little girl was to be a veterinarian. I found a paper from when I was in fourth grade saying I was going to have a nice car, work in a “veteraniarn”. I don’t know anymore… I’m tired of deciding for myself. I want to be a little girl again, and sleep my troubles away.

Monday, October 18th, 2004

(7 Human Burgers♀ | ♫You are the meat i work with♫)

Time:3:36 pm.
Mood: cranky.
So.. It’s been a while. The usual day. Oh it’s sprinkling right now! Good news, why? Because it means winter is almost here. I am usually more confident during the winter. I don’t know why. I am getting really bothered by the comments that Christine, Daniel and especially James are making. I shouldn’t have told anyone about me being vegetarian. Never-the-less told them about the Vegan thing. Speaking about that. I ate skittles today. I’m not going to feel bad anymore. How am I supposed to know what the fuck Gelatin is? I know now, so.. I won’t eat it. Anyway, I got real angry when he asked Michael about the seamen thing. I am getting tired of the ridicule. If he had a good argument, instead of just “They are here so we can eat them!” I would listen. I sit down, and the first thing I hear about is a rude comment on Veganism. I really don‘t need someone disrespecting and poking fun of a strong belief of mine. I haven’t heard from In-N-Out Burger yet. I’m going to give them another day to E-mail me back, if they don’t, I will give them a call.

Thursday, October 14th, 2004

(12 Human Burgers♀ | ♫You are the meat i work with♫)

Time:9:10 pm.
Mood: productive.
  • I'm actually confused. Hopefully we will have better people running for presidency when I am old enough to vote. Okay so I saw the presidency debate. This is what I picked up on. Please, correct me if I am wrong. I’m not stating opinions, but actually written facts, or verbal facts from the debate.

Bush:

  • For tax cuts
  • Accuses Kerry of voting against tax-cuts,
  • Believes that people should be able to pick their own health car provider
  • Believes that high-technology should be introduced to health care providers.
  • Says that there will be more jobs available for Americans- Jobs have increased while he was president.
  • Believes that there should be a temporary work card for immigrants who are willing to work.
  • Believes that immigrants who have been in the US for a long time, have a record of good conduct, and have US citizen children, should be made a permanent citizen.
  • Against gay marriages, because he believes that marriage is between a man and a woman.
  • Pro-life.
  • Believes that adoption options are better than abortion.
  • Believes that abortion use should decrease.
  • Believes that there should be more “abstinent programs.”
  • Accuses Kerry of saying "It is a wrong war, at the wrong time, wrong place."- A man who sees this war as a mistake cannot lead America out os this war successfully.
  • Bush accuses Kerry of pissing country leaders off- causign the loss of some allies.

Kerry:

  • Kerry says that the tax-cut should only include people with salaries over $200,000 a year. He believes that cutting taxes for everyone, will insure that social security will be in a crisis.
  • Believes that people should have the opportunity to chose the same health-care that is offered to politicians (A.K.A important people).
  • Accuses Bush of causing Americans to lose jobs.
  • Believes that immigrants should not be aloud into the US. Should have stronger boarders. He accuses Bush of weakening the boarder, because over 4,000 immigrants cross the boarder daily.
  • Say that Bush is the only president that has been in presidency when many Americans lost their jobs.
  • Accuses Bush of closing and making it illegal for health-care providers to bargain for medicine. Meaning that consumers will pay more money for their prescriptions.
  • Is against gay marriages, but believes that homosexuals should have some of the rights that heterosexual people do. For example; visiting their partners in the hospital should be allowed.
  • Pro-choice.
  • Stated that he believes that life starts during conception.
  • Believes that women should have the right to get abortions- it is their choice.
  • Sees nothing wrong with abortion, and would not speak against it-- but for it.
  • Accuses Bush of ignoring Osama Binladen and rushing into war with Iraq, for no logical reason.
  • Accuses Bush of going to war with no allies.

During the vice presidential debate, Cheney stated that his daughter is a lesbian. He clearly states that he loves his daughter no matter what her sexual preference is. He never said that he agreed with Bush’s opinion about gay-marriages. Kerry stated that Bush is the only president, since World War II, that has been “in power” while jobs for Americans have taken a dive. It was surprising to me that Bush never lashed back at Kerry against this accusation. Truly I believe that it is a weak and misled accusation. Truth is that jobs in American have decreased because of the situation that America is in. During World War II, all the men went to war, while the women went to work. Of course jobs were lost. We are in almost the same situation now. America is focused on the war. Jobs are hard to create and to keep going, under these circumstances. I am not sure. I think I am leading toward Bush’s side. I would not like to see another four years of war though. Maybe Kerry has vague and wrong points of views, but can he be a better president? Does he have better judgment?


Thursday, October 7th, 2004

(2 Human Burgers♀ | ♫You are the meat i work with♫)

Time:2:23 pm.
Mood: groggy.
Land Misanthropy
Follow the now vanishing footsteps
The steps to nowhere
in a trail of nothing
To a life of empty promises
Where borken fairies crawl, and wish to fly
Where roses grow black nourished by tears of sorrow
Follow the faded footsteps once taken by a dreamer
The steps to nowhere
In a trail of nothing
Enter and see a thousand eyes of repent
Where a creature's joy is affliction
Just to know it cna still feel
To the place of canabilism
In which humans fed upon each other to survive
no trust
No love
Follow the steps that are now vanished behind you
The steps to somwhere
In a trail of chastisement
Welcome to Land Misanthropy

So Michael published this Anti-milk letter on the school newspaper. Too many took it up the ass. I still don't understand why so many hate someone who shows commpasion. He showed some facts, but didn't cite his sources, which was the main problem. People are actually curious about this information. Information about milk doing the body wrong... James told me a bunch of guys wanted to kick his ass. High school is so immature. Oh I don't even know. Maybe in college i will be able to join good clubs.

Wednesday, October 6th, 2004

(2 Human Burgers♀ | ♫You are the meat i work with♫)

Time:5:30 pm.
Mood: confused.
I keep my paint brush with me
Wherever I may go,
In case I need to cover up
So the real me doesn't show.
I'm so afraid to show you me,
Afraid of what you'll do - that
You might laugh or say mean things.
I'm afraid I might lose you.

I'd like to remove all my paint coats
To show you the real, true me,
But I want you to try and understand,
I need you to accept what you see.
So if you'll be patient and
close your eyes,
I'll strip off all my coats real slow.
Please understand how much it hurts
To let the real me show.

Now my coats are all stripped off.
I feel naked, bare and cold,
And if you still love me with
all that you see,
You are my friend, pure as gold.
I need to save my paint brush,
though, And hold it in my hand,
I want to keep it handy
In case someone doesn't understand.
So please protect me, my dear friend
And thanks for loving me true,
But please let me keep
my paint brush with me
Until I love me, too.

This week has been fairly boring. I went to the theatre and watched "Open ocean, or Open sea... I don't remember what the movie was called. Oh well. The movie consisted of an hour of seeing a couple in middle of the ocean. In the end they both got eaten by sharks. The last part really bothered me. They were cutting a real shark in front of the camera. It hurt to kind of watch it. What a nerd, huh? Anyway, That will be all.

Monday, October 4th, 2004

(1 Human Burgers♀ | ♫You are the meat i work with♫)

Time:10:00 pm.
Mood: drained.
x = no 0 = yes

() go out with me?
() give me your number?
() Kiss me when i'm down?
() watch a movie with me...even a really sappy one?
() let me take you out to dinner?
() drive me somewhere/anywhere?
() be my gf/bf?
() have a fling with me?
() listen to me if I called you crying even if you were out with all of your friends?
() buy me a drink if i didnt have money?
() take me home?
() would you let me sleep in your bed, and your ass on the couch?
() sing car kareoke w/ me?
() sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone?
() re-post this for me to answer your questions?
() let me give you a piggyback ride? (in the middle of the shopping mall or whatever.)
() come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere?

(Stolen from clare)

(6 Human Burgers♀ | ♫You are the meat i work with♫)

Time:9:42 am.
I just came from the driving test- I didn't pass. Apparently, i was speeding.

Saturday, October 2nd, 2004

(11 Human Burgers♀ | ♫You are the meat i work with♫)

Subject:Buck the Rodeo
Time:4:34 pm.
Mood: pleased.

So I went to the fair o protest against the rodeo. I liked it. I wanted to go today again, but I will not be able to. I met Lindsey, and a couple of the people there. I was pretty scared, I didn’t want my mom to find out about it. I met a chick named Esmeralda, (vegetarian) She was hella cute. She gave me her number and she said she wanted to hang out some time. Uh, of course! Man, were these white trash folks immature. There was one certain family, in which the Mom and the Son were cussing us out. The younger children were in the back. I felt like telling them to shut the fuck up, and show their youngsters a good example. Anyway, some retarded hag told us we were ignorant, I simply told her, “we’re not, it’s people like you that can’t see or admit that this is wrong.” It was cool when this guy, who works for the fair, respected us for it. He told us to stand up for what we believe in. We got a lot of shit, but it was worth it. I thought it was rude that Tracy, Jeff, Aquilla, and this other short dude only stayed for like 15- 20 mins. They went to the fair. How fucking rude, they even showed up late. Oh well. I called my mom, she actually came to pick us up. Lindsey asked for a ride home, I don’t have a problem with giving people rides home, but I don’t have a car. I figured my mom would be bothered, but would give her a ride home. My mom looked fucking pissed off, I saw her chewing me out once I got home. While in the car Michael kept biting his nails, which made me want to bite my nails. Note: I hate biting my nails. I took his hands out of his mouth, he was like “Why your mom doesn’t like that?” - Like she would turn around and smack him for biting his nails. I continued to do it, by the end of the ride, I had my whole hand in my mouth. It turned out that my mom didn’t find out. She was feeling sick, and had just argued with my step father. Man, that bitch doesn’t live here, and they still fight! She also got pulled over by the cops, the guy thought she was drunk. None of us in the back ha dour seatbelts on. =0.  Well, I really really reaaaally want to go tonight!! My mom is leaving though. I won’t have a ride. =D I cannot wait till I get my car! I will attend every protest I can!! I will provide everyone with a ride, if necessary. Here you all go::::

  Fuck this photobucket is taking too long.


Lindsey, she's Hella cool ( Vegan)

Don't know him.

She was cool

Esmeralda

She looks so much better in person

He kept doing that all night!

 


Thursday, September 30th, 2004

(5 Human Burgers♀ | ♫You are the meat i work with♫)

Time:8:47 am.
Mood: artistic.
Hmm ... I'm chilled right now. So, I guess there is going to be a protest in the fair tomorrow, against the rodeo. I don't work tomorrow, but I hate going to an event alone. It's not very fun to be a bit different from the rest of your friends. Maybe Daniel would like to go with me or maybe Mary. I do need a ride. I guess I won't go. I'm in class right now. All the seniors are taking their picture taken. I am not going to take it. It's a waste of time. I would have missed Chemistry, and I can't afford to do so. Plus, Arvin is my school, not this dump. My peeps had a BBQ a couple of days ago. All I ate was rice. They all kept making fun of me. Which, I did not appreciate. This girl at work asked me why I am vegan, I told her why. She actually grew very interested and said she would like to try it, but was skeptical about being successful. She said she'd try it for a week, and if she wanted to, she'd make it long-term. I told her to give things up day-by-day. Today, she can eat chicken and fish; no red meat. Tomorrow, she can’t eat chicken, next day no fish -Vegetarianism. I will ask her how it went. I didn’t shove any of my views down her throat. She asked me. I didn’t even ask her to try it… How weird. Great they arrived (the annoying bitches in my 2nd period class.) I cannot stand how the chick next to me chews her gum. It’s soooooo annoying. So, my mom started to freak out yesterday, because of then earthquake. Yes, I felt it, but why make a big deal about it? I am wearing my “Good Charlotte Sucks” shirt. Fish face kept staring at me. *Sigh* the satisfaction it brings to me. Now they are talking about their pop bands. Anyway, McGraw (sp?) always gives speeches about life. Most of them are interesting. One speech however, was against gay marriages, I think. He didn’t make himself very clear. I got my car yesterday. It’s fixed! It only cost me $230! W00t W00t! *does the robot* I guess that’s all for today. Or is it? ... Dunt Dunt Dunnnn

Tuesday, September 28th, 2004

(2 Human Burgers♀ | ♫You are the meat i work with♫)

Time:8:03 pm.
Mood: confused.
So, yesterday was a horrible day, but I learned to deal with it today. I was real tired of people not understanding and mocking my beliefs. I should know by now, how ignorant people can be. Not only that, most people chose to do something that they know is wrong. I didn’t get angry at James for not believing in the same things I do. I got real angry when he stated that it didn’t bother him at all. How can a person get into a debate, just to say in middle of it all “it doesn’t bother me.” My car didn’t pass the smog test. That’s going to cost like $500 dollars…. It’s $506 more than what I have.,… -6... Bucks. Anyway.. *sighs relaxxxxx

Monday, September 27th, 2004

(10 Human Burgers♀ | ♫You are the meat i work with♫)

Subject:Poo...
Time:4:08 pm.
Mood: restless.
It has been a horrible day. I get shit form my mother all the time about my beliefs. I don’t need it from James. I am starting to question whether he even considers me a friend. He doesn’t act like it. I’ll explain when I don’t have to go to work.

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