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48rjitmen4rt3jwe. [11 Jun 2006|03:30pm]
I'm really not using this account much anymore,
I'll still update it sometimes with little things but I'm using my friends only journal now.

if you know me then add it:

www.livejournal.com/~_secondhandnews.
throw me up against the wall.

it's a bug! a misquitto! [08 Jun 2006|02:44pm]
kindergarten.
first grade.
second grade.
third grade.
fourth grade.
fifth grade.
sixth grade.
seventh grade.
eighth grade.
freshmen year.
sophomore year.
junior year.

senior year.

I'll drink to that.
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[31 May 2006|03:51pm]
je dis vive la fête.
throw me up against the wall.

critical mass. [27 May 2006|02:48pm]



photos by: Michael.
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put the fun between your legs. [22 May 2006|05:27pm]
my hands are all grubby from working on my bike. The brakes are all fuckerd so I tried to replace them with the brakes from another bike to make one amazing franken-bike but that didn't work and in turn I only made a big mess.
but it was a fun mess, all over my yard.
it felt like summer and I was in the sun gettin my hands filthy and playing with tools and things.
I got nothing accomplished but I feel as though I built that entire bike with my bare hands.
meanwhile, I'm going to take it in tonight to get the original problem and whatever problems I caused in "fixing" those problems fixed.
3 hateful words throw me up against the wall.

I was the toast of the rock n' roll scene. [03 May 2006|02:52pm]
I've never been so sick,
I'm pretty sure I'm dying.

it sucks, I guess.


at least now I get to be a cool zombie.
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decisions. [16 Apr 2006|09:11pm]
art institute in San Francisco or,
F.I.T. in New York.
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this weekend: [09 Apr 2006|01:53am]
a collection of what I learned:
- danny is hot, and super super nice.
- I really really miss hanging out with Beka, but starting now, we're going to hang out a lot more often.
- hannah is baaaaaaad.
- I am expected to know when movies are sold out of theaters I never go to.
&
- cabs are far too expensive.


fun weekend.
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coin operated boy. [07 Apr 2006|03:38pm]
I've decided to write a zine again.
this time I actually have an idea, plot and plausible outcome.

it's going to be about me but not about me. it's going to be a description of myself using two charecters who interact together. there will be illustrations (both drawings and photographs) and will be my best effort at a project in a long time.
throw me up against the wall.

it's a moon without a tide. [04 Apr 2006|04:01pm]
I finally cleaned my nasty ass room. now it's time for an emergency dance party, anyone down?
if you come; you must bring me a room-warming gift of a cute boy, new make up or a record to listen to.
I don't have to go to school tomorrow, it's pretty exciting.
I'm planning to visit San Francisco this summer to see if that's where I want to live and go to school. It finally dawned on me that this is my last real sumer break and my last full summer in Alaska. Let's make it fun, people.
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todolistnumber897935872852. [28 Mar 2006|04:46pm]
[x]pluck.
[x]shower.
[ ]do laundry.
[ ]do some homework.
[ ]start cleaning room.
[ ]create world peace.
[ ]finally pop this zit on my neck, it's obscene.
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wwttffffff. [25 Mar 2006|08:20am]
so, like..
I'm going through my myspace friends and find this:


appearantly this guy printed out a picture of me and, somehow, bled a little.







dude, wtf.
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may I never be perfect. [21 Mar 2006|10:01pm]
I want vintage and old lady clothes. I want old purses and antique jewelry and accessories. I want my make up to consist of shades of gray and black and red lips, I want my hair to be cute.

I want a sophisticated air about me, mature. not the catty person I am right now, not that I don't like me. I'm happy with who I've become over the years but I'm never opposed to change and I'd like to benefit from any change possible.

I don't considor myself immature, although some might, in my head I'm articulate. when I open my mouth I may not be able to get my words across, my voice may go up about five levels in pitch when I'm nervous.

I'm not ranting about myself, for once. I'm giving myself options of improvement and ways to make myself better appeal to me. no one else; me.

and me isn't in a stuck up, conceited way. it's in a way that is appropriate, everyone should care about themselves. everyone including me. I'm going to stop caring so much about what people look like around me, concerning myself with someone's looks. I'm concerned about mine.

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wants. [19 Mar 2006|06:51pm]
I decided to make a list of things I want real bad because I'm dying of sundaynightspringbreakboredom.

if you love me, you'll buy me all of it.

the truth about diamonds.Collapse )
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don't forget to pack a wife. [11 Mar 2006|07:45pm]
that was fun.
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he's utterly sarcastic, aesthetically confused. [09 Mar 2006|08:52pm]
Today I got paperwork on my senior year of highschool, class information and a letter telling me congratulations and that I should be excited.
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muse? fuse? cruise? [06 Mar 2006|10:06pm]
it's funny, but about five minutes ago I was in the shower and I looked down at my wet feet and felt like a teenager.
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we've [05 Mar 2006|08:51pm]
built a new world for ourselves,
it's screaming for someone to have fun in it but no one can enjoy the new world until we pass the slump we forgot to erase during construction.
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(from the purple planner) [04 Mar 2006|10:51pm]
"before I die"
[] photography.
[] fashion design.
[] cosmetology.
[] artist.
[] get a pug.
[] model.
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3.5 hours left. [28 Feb 2006|08:24pm]
Thank God.
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