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Aug. 12th, 2009

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Okay so I FINALLY started getting my shit together!

I applied to the mount.and I filled out the paperwork to have my transcript sent over to the mount

Only took 40 minutes, but I put it off for months.

I'm feeling sort of relieved.

Feb. 2nd, 2009

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I'm SO over that.

I think it's about time I clean out my friends lists.


Dec. 18th, 2008

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Okay, today I woke up in a "ready to raise hell" sort of mood.

I don't know what's wrong with me, but it probably had something to do with a note left in the kitchen for me. It said
Sorry about the mess.
Can you do the dishes?

So, the mess she was referring to was the dishes, which were piled everywhere. I guess it sort of sucked because I've been cleaning up after everyone since I came home for vacation... I do the dished EVERY day, but today she made a note about it like she doesn't notice that I do them and has to ask me about it. I would've done them no  matter what- but writing a note (that I found on the floor, by the way- someone knocked it on the floor and didn't pick it up) made me insane.

Oh well- in other news facebook- paul and I are dating.. which people didn't know aparently, which suprises me (not because I'm vain and think everyone should know everything I'm doing) because of inventions like the stalker feed on facebook which inform everyone about everything, lol..

In regards to that, I'm super happy. I haven't been this happy in a long long long time. I know it pisses some people off, but honestly, we're happy. . . so that's all that really matters I think.

So I thought a lot last night about where I am. I have a pretty small group of great, awesome friends, but I miss the people who I used to hang out with. I miss everyone.

I miss eileen. she's back for vacation now too, though, so hopefully there will be tons of hanging out to come.
I miss Katie and I see her fairly often--- maybe a girls night is in order.. like order food and watch movies and just hang out. What do you guys think?
even though you guys make up half of the close friends group that I have, I feel like we don't hang out any more unless it's in a group- I don't like that- I miss just hanging out with my girlsss.

I miss other people who aren't my friends anymore because of stupid shit. Listen, I heard information, and if I'd known it came from the source it did, I would NEVER have believed it. I shouldn't have fallen for second-hand information. I hope this can be resolved, but we both (mostly me, i know) said some pretty hurtful stuff and so I don't know. I'd at least like to be friendly enough to hang out with all the same people in a big group- you know? We don't have to be biffles- we never really were, but I do miss your company. That's the truth.

David- I know you write on here, so you must read things too- WHERE ARE YOU!? I miss the shit out of you! I don't know how we drifted, but I'd like to start drifting back into a friendship with you. You're someone who's irreplacible in my life, and I need you back, sir.

There are so many more people - you know what- pretty much everyone who would read this- that I miss. If you read this, you should frigging hang out with me. Okay? because it's the holidays, and I miss everyone. 

Dec. 16th, 2008


It's been a looooong time since I visited livejournal. Maybe I'll start coming back and writing in here... could be a good time. I simply lack motivation.

Apr. 2nd, 2008

So, Livejournal - We meet again!

So, like my usual self, I've changed my mind - - - again.

I've decided to stay at Framingham State. I like it here now. I've made friends, and I'm going to room with Amanda in a suite next year with our friends Morgan, Liz, Mel and Kaitlyn. I'm really excited. I hope we get the suite. If not, I'm still rooming with Amanda, which will be good.

I haven't told Katie yet... I'm really worried about that. I mean, I know all she wants is for me to be happy and all of that bullshit- but seriously, I reneged on my decision to transfer to the mount... that sucks. I'm a re nigger. Ahaha, that's funny.

ANYways, yeah, so I have to find a way to tell her that without her being sad. I mean, she'll be sad, but I know she'll understand it's the best plan for me.

I'm actually really glad I decided to stay- but now I'm going to get all of those "I told you so's" from my parents/friends/family. That'll suck, but oh well. I'm doing what I need to do to be happy.

I guess I got the job at CVS, which is AWESOME! One of the managers told Katie that they were going to hire me, but no one has called me to tell me I'm hired, haha, so I don't know what's going on. I think I'll call today and ask about it.

I CANNOT believe that I passed my drug test. Like, WHAT THE FUCK? hahaha, I'm glad I did- but seriously, how on EARTH did THAT happen!? I just called and Bert ( the manager ) is calling me back later with my TRAINING SCHEDULE!!!! SWEEEEET!!!

shit. I have a job. What the fuck!? Now I have obligations and all that crap. It's easy to tell your parents that you're trying to find a job- but when you get one, it's like - "crap, I have a job now... I have to fucking work."

Jan. 16th, 2008

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So, I got a tattoo, which I lurve a lot. It's pretty sweet.

Thought I'd post it here, even though there are pics on myspace and facebook, because I simply love it so much.

Sep. 21st, 2007

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someone come visit me this weekend!!!
my roommate is leaving tomorrow morning to go home for the weekend, and Im'a have the room to myself, and I'd enjoy some company!!!!

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I got my nose pierced.

We walked from campus for 2 and a half miles to get there, lol.

Then we walked 2 and a half miles back (with a stop at ruby tuesdays for amandas birthday dinner)

I thoroughly enjoy my friends here at school.  :)

Sep. 18th, 2007

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How long has it been, livejournal?

Long, that's how long.

Let's see... what have I been up to?

College...there's a lot to say here... I've been enjoying the atmoshpere a lot, however the classes... well, not so much. My roommate is amazing, and we get along fabulously., which is exciting, because frankly, I was worried that I'd get a roommate who wouldn't enjoy any of the things that I do, and that wouldn't be cool. Amanda, however, is frigging hilarious, and she likes all the same music as I do, and smokes, and ... the list goes on and on. It's great.

My friend Jill (from down the hall) and I are going to get piercings this weekend... I have no idea what I'm getting pierced, but it's happening. I like it that way- it'll make it feel "spur of the moment-y"

My dad is going to be going to and from China constantly from now until christmas... It sort of sucks, because I won't get to see him if I go home on the weekends...

The one thing I don't like about this campus is the fact that it's on a giant hill. It gets really cold and windy here at night... and it's just not pleasant.

I miss my friends and family,  but I'm making new friends here, and that is refreshing...

I've been feeling really sick lately, I'm not sure what it is-- I think it's a mixture of everything: nerves, guilt, fear, food, homesick-ness, etc...

ANYWAYS, that's life for me right now... that's most of it anyway...

Jul. 24th, 2007

Writer's Block: Bump In The Night

What are you afraid of?

I'm afraid of getting too close.
I'm afraid of ghosts and goblins.
I'm afraid of dying alone.
I'm afraid of loving but not being loved.
I'm afraid of not living my life to the fullest.
I'm afraid of being unhappy.
I'm afraid of never finding a job that makes me happy.
I'm afraid of losing my friends.
I'm afraid of losing my family.
I'm afraid of being afraid of too much...

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