Okay, today I woke up in a "ready to raise hell" sort of mood.
I don't know what's wrong with me, but it probably had something to do with a note left in the kitchen for me. It said
Sorry about the mess.
Can you do the dishes?
So, the mess she was referring to was the dishes, which were piled everywhere. I guess it sort of sucked because I've been cleaning up after everyone since I came home for vacation... I do the dished EVERY day, but today she made a note about it like she doesn't notice that I do them and has to ask me about it. I would've done them no matter what- but writing a note (that I found on the floor, by the way- someone knocked it on the floor and didn't pick it up) made me insane.
Oh well- in other news facebook- paul and I are dating.. which people didn't know aparently, which suprises me (not because I'm vain and think everyone should know everything I'm doing) because of inventions like the stalker feed on facebook which inform everyone about everything, lol..
In regards to that, I'm super happy. I haven't been this happy in a long long long time. I know it pisses some people off, but honestly, we're happy. . . so that's all that really matters I think.
So I thought a lot last night about where I am. I have a pretty small group of great, awesome friends, but I miss the people who I used to hang out with. I miss everyone.
I miss eileen. she's back for vacation now too, though, so hopefully there will be tons of hanging out to come.
I miss Katie and I see her fairly often--- maybe a girls night is in order.. like order food and watch movies and just hang out. What do you guys think?
even though you guys make up half of the close friends group that I have, I feel like we don't hang out any more unless it's in a group- I don't like that- I miss just hanging out with my girlsss.
I miss other people who aren't my friends anymore because of stupid shit. Listen, I heard information, and if I'd known it came from the source it did, I would NEVER have believed it. I shouldn't have fallen for second-hand information. I hope this can be resolved, but we both (mostly me, i know) said some pretty hurtful stuff and so I don't know. I'd at least like to be friendly enough to hang out with all the same people in a big group- you know? We don't have to be biffles- we never really were, but I do miss your company. That's the truth.
David- I know you write on here, so you must read things too- WHERE ARE YOU!? I miss the shit out of you! I don't know how we drifted, but I'd like to start drifting back into a friendship with you. You're someone who's irreplacible in my life, and I need you back, sir.
There are so many more people - you know what- pretty much everyone who would read this- that I miss. If you read this, you should frigging hang out with me. Okay? because it's the holidays, and I miss everyone.