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Wednesday, May 10th, 2006
5:21 pm
the only reason i am writing on this stupid livejournal thing is to appologize to alyssa. i didnt mean to hurt your feelings or anything im just really upset right now. i dont know anything anymore,and what i do know could ruin everyone. i didnt mean to hurt you. i love you doll but it seems that lately i dont know that much about you. i have to find out everything from everyone else. about guard, about alex, i mean everything. it upsets me and i didnt mean for it to seem like i was bashing you even though it did. im sorry im just really upset and im so confused. i dont know what to do and there is no one to talk to about it. not even you hun. im sorry and it has made me really edgy about everything. i dont know what it is, well i do, it is a lot of things that no one quite seems to understand. im sorry a million times about what i said so please forive me i just kinda blew up. youll have to excuse my behavior for a while until i can get everything over with and be done with it. i love you all, just please dont tryto ask me about what is wrong cause that seems to be making it worse. again i am sorry alyssa!

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Wednesday, February 22nd, 2006
5:57 pm
I already did this a while ago but oh well, I'm using it again..

1. What do you think of me?:
2. On a Scale from 1 - 10, how nice am I to you?:
3. Do I seem Caring?:
4. Outgoing or shy?:
5. Funny or serious?:
6. Sweet or mean?:
7. Singing, or Dancing:
8. Colourful or gray?:
9. Smart or stupid?:
10. Faithful or Faithless?:
11. Goody-goody, naughty-naughty, or in between?:
12. Weird or gifted?:
13. Which Celebrity is most like me?:
14. Do you like being friends with me?:
15. Do you ever think about me off-line?:
16. What's my Spice name?:
17. Dark or a bright person??:
18. Do you consider me one of your good friends?:
19. How would you describe me to someone else?:
20. Cheater or Loyal?:
21. Guy-Crazed or Girl-crazed or laid-back?:
22. Sk8er or Preppy?:
23. Chatty or quiet?:
24. Do you think I'm ugly,OK, cute, or HOT?:
25. What's your prediction for my future?:
26. Internet junkie or writing freak?:
27. Poetic or logical?:
28. Annoyingly hyper or cutely hyper?:
29. Do u ever think of me on-line?:
30. Will we be friends in the future?:
31. Would you ever take a bullet for me?:
32. A kind of person u would ever date?:
33. Would u stick up for me in a fight?:
34. Partier, semi-Partier, or party pooper?:
35. Lovable, likable, or I hate u?:
36. Do we have any inside jokes together (if so, what?):
37. Describe me honestly in 5 words?:

*******If the person is a different sex to you...fill these questions out below!!
1. Would you ever date me?
2. Do you think that i look fit?
3. What were your first impressions of me?
4. What is your favourite thing about me?
5. What would you change about me?
6. Would you ever kiss me?
7. How far would you go with me?
8. Do you think im good looking?

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5:51 pm
Yay! I won a prom/pageant dress on Ebay! I'm happy. It is really pretty and I can't wait to wear it!

current mood: blah

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Tuesday, February 21st, 2006
7:56 pm - taco bell
Willing to relocate....?

current mood: confused

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Thursday, February 9th, 2006
4:55 pm - ...i still cant find it in me to hate him, but i absolutely hate her with a passion!
racheal, i love you. there are you happy now???

yeah im really sick. i went home early and i went to the doctor where they tortured me. they ran three tests and found nothing and then they did a culture and i wont get it back until tomorrow so i might not be at school. i feel miserable!

current mood: sick

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Sunday, January 15th, 2006
1:36 pm
today is my birthday! i am finally 16!

current mood: excited

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Sunday, January 8th, 2006
4:18 pm
my birthday is in one week!

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Tuesday, January 3rd, 2006
9:41 pm
Forever is beyond death, it lives on after the end.

Come, all you who are not satisfied
as ruler in a lone, wallpapered room
full of mute birds, and flowers that falsely bloom,
and closets choked with dreams that long ago died!

Come, let us sweep the old streets- like a bride:
sweep out dead leaves with a relentless broom;
prepare for Spring, as though he were our groom
for whose light footstep eagerly we bide.

We'll sweep out shadows, where the rats long fed;
sweep out our shame- and in its place we'll make
a bower for love, a splendid marriage bed
fragrant with flowers aquiver for the Spring.
And when he comes, our murdered dreams shall wake;
and when he comes, all the mute birds shall sing.
- Aaron Kramer

Her body moved with the frankness that comes with solitary habits. But solitude is only a human presumption. Every quiet step is thunder to beetle life underfoot; every choice is a world made new for the chosen. All secrets are witnessed.

current mood: optimistic

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Saturday, December 24th, 2005
11:34 pm - WOW! regret is a funny thing...
i found a guy friends journal entry very interesting when i read it. you know its kinda funny how you realize what you could have had after its gone. i just wish people had the nerve to share their feelings to others faces, rather than making them find it on a journal entry. ive had my share of broken hearts. thats how i used to live, from heartache to heartache. but thats all different now. ive learned that you do move on to better things, and bigger dreams. things do get better, they always do, even if you dont see it at first, in the end everything will be alright. much love to everyone. especially my baby travis, i dont know what id do without him, hes the best thing ive ever had in my life. i couldnt ask for anything more. merry christmas.

current mood: loved

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Friday, December 23rd, 2005
12:08 pm
~Your beauty is beyond compare
With flaming locks of auburn hair
With ivory skin and eyes of emerald green
Your smile is like a breath of spring
Your voice is soft like summer rain

TOGETHER FOREVER ALWAYS
Life can be distance between us
Days even years could pass on
But the love that lies between us will
Always be worth holdin' on
Together forever always

From the dawn til the end
Of each day no matter
How far away you are we're
Together forever always

I could try to forget you but the
Memories keep lingering on
But the dreams I dream about
You keep me holdin on

Together forever always
From the dawn til the end
Of each day no matter
How far away you are we're
Together forever always

Together forever always
From the dawn til the end
Of each day no matter
How far away you are we're
Together forever always

BUT I DO LOVE YOU
I don't like to be alone at night
And I don't like to hear I'm wrong when I'm right
And I don't like to have the rain on my shoes
But I do love you
But I do love you

I don't like to see the sky painted grey
And I don't like when, nothin's goin my way
And I don't like to be the one with the blues
But I do love you
But I do love you

I love everything about the way your lovin me
The way you lay your head upon shoulder when you sleep
And I love to kiss you in the rain
I love everything you do, oh I do-o

And I don't like to turn the radio on
Just to find I missed my favorite song
And I don't like to be the last with the news
But I do love you
But I do love you

I love everything about the way your lovin me
The way you lay your head upon shoulder when you sleep
And I love to kiss you in the rain
I love everything you do, oh I do

And I don't like to be alone at night
And I don't like to hear i'm wrong when i'm right
And I don't like to have the rain on my shoes
But I do love you
But I do love you
But I do love you
But I do love you

current mood: loved

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Tuesday, November 15th, 2005
9:11 pm
raveneyes
RAVEN EYES

You have Raven
Eyes!
Positive Traits: Intellectual,
Wise, Experienced, Honest,
Trustworthy
Negative Traits: Pompous,
Condescending, Withdrawn, Pessimistic,
Depressed


Your eyes are the windows to your soul. What type of eyes do you have?
brought to you by Quizilla

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7:59 pm
well there is not too much going on here right now. im watching the cma awards right now they are pretty good. im glad all those stupid storms are gone. i hate when it storms they really get on my nerves. oh and brad, you were right no one died..lol. well i have nothing to say. talk to everyone later. love.

current mood: optimistic

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Sunday, November 13th, 2005
10:13 pm
There's something about that crisp, cold snap in the air that makes me want to go out and buy a wooly scarf.



I got all my hair cut off.

current mood: mellow

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Tuesday, November 8th, 2005
10:12 pm
1. What do you think of me?:
2. On a Scale from 1 - 10, how nice am I to you?:
3. Do I seem Caring?:
4. Outgoing or shy?:
5. Funny or serious?:
6. Sweet or mean?:
7. Singing, or Dancing:
8. Colourful or gray?:
9. Smart or stupid?:
10. Faithful or Faithless?:
11. Goody-goody, naughty-naughty, or in between?:
12. Weird or gifted?:
13. Which Celebrity is most like me?:
14. Do you like being friends with me?:
15. Do you ever think about me off-line?:
16. What's my Spice name?:
17. Dark or a bright person??:
18. Do you consider me one of your good friends?:
19. How would you describe me to someone else?:
20. Cheater or Loyal?:
21. Guy-Crazed or Girl-crazed or laid-back?:
22. Sk8er or Preppy?:
23. Chatty or quiet?:
24. Do you think I'm ugly,OK, cute, or HOT?:
25. What's your prediction for my future?:
26. Internet junkie or writing freak?:
27. Poetic or logical?:
28. Annoyingly hyper or cutely hyper?:
29. Do u ever think of me on-line?:
30. Will we be friends in the future?:
31. Would you ever take a bullet for me?:
32. A kind of person u would ever date?:
33. Would u stick up for me in a fight?:
34. Partier, semi-Partier, or party pooper?:
35. Lovable, likable, or I hate u?:
36. Do we have any inside jokes together (if so, what?):
37. Describe me honestly in 5 words?:

*******If the person is a different sex to you...fill these questions out below!!
1. Would you ever date me?
2. Do you think that i look fit?
3. What were your first impressions of me?
4. What is your favourite thing about me?
5. What would you change about me?
6. Would you ever kiss me?
7. How far would you go with me?
8. Do you think im good looking?

current mood: optimistic

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Monday, November 7th, 2005
4:50 pm
im just wondering what is on everyone's mind right now..

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Thursday, November 3rd, 2005
5:52 pm
alt_tag
You chose green eyes.
You are a very fun person to be around. You
appreciate all the little things in life, even
if it's something like a soft pillow, or a
certain tree. You can also see the good in
people too, and like them for it. You have many
dreams, and you want to fullfill them all
before you die. You are also mysterious, and
secretive, and guys/girls are attracted to you
for it.


The Eye color personality test
brought to you by Quizilla

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Monday, October 17th, 2005
9:11 pm
hey everyone. i got a car. im so happy it is an awesome car. it was wrecked and they just started fixing it today and i will get it back sometime before the week is over. ill have picture on here soon i hope. until then. later.

current mood: tired

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Wednesday, September 28th, 2005
11:35 pm
all i need is someone to talk to. is that too much to ask? apparently it is.

current mood: creative

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Tuesday, September 20th, 2005
4:16 pm
Your Seduction Style: Sweet Talker

Your seduction technique can be summed up with "charm"
You know that if you have the chance to talk to someone...
Well, you won't be talking for long! ;-)

You're great at telling potential lovers what they want to hear.
Partially, because you're a great reflective listener and good at complementing.
The other part of your formula? Focusing your conversation completely on the other person.

Your "sweet talking" ways have taken you far in romance - and in life.
You can finess your way through any difficult situation, with a smile on your face.
Speeding tickets, job interviews... bring it on! You truly live a *charmed life*


current mood: bored

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Monday, September 5th, 2005
3:18 pm
YOU CAN ASK ME SEVEN QUESTIONS::

No matter how random, revealing, rude, naughty or pointless

I promise to answer them 100% truthfully

All questions are COMPLETELY confidential

Repost this to see what others ask you

IF YOU DONT THEN YOU'RE SCARED OF WHAT PEOPLE MAY ASK YOU

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anyways.. i had a great muthafucking time in missouri! it was so fucking awesome.. i met this really hott guy! ahh.. he is so fucking amazing.. if you get what im saying (wink wink) anyways.. i got pictures and lots of stories to tell you all.. hope to see everyone soon.. i missed you all so very much.. its good to be home.. much <3 to all

current mood: naughty

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