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Sunday, April 24th, 2005

Time:11:57 pm.
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loudxandxclear

Subject:DANCE PUPPETS DANCCEE!!
Time:10:02 pm.

So i've been drunk for the past 3 nights in Portland.
I've been having a blast.
I love it.
I dont know.


Some pictures that Bani took when we went to the river.
She should be a senior picture taker  hahahaha

And i have to go Fishing tomorrow with my dad and get up at fuckin 4:45.  god damnit.

And i'm pretty pissed off too about some things, so thanks.

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Saturday, April 23rd, 2005

Time:4:49 am.
I took out my extensions.
I dont know why, maybe its because i have some alcohol in me or maybe its because i just wanted to go back to normal.





the end.
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Time:2:50 am.
WEll lookie here.
I am at home and i feel like im going o throw up.
It is a wonderful feeling really.
And i dont like my house when i'm alone in it for the night becase its crreppy.
great i'm just freaking myself out.
I think i migh have drank too muc but at least i could get home ok.
i'm in a super bad mood and i'm not tired and its like 3 in the morning and it pisses me off.
god damnit. godamnit godddd damnit.
Of course i triiieeeddd to go to kyles but the door is Locked, i would have loved to sleep there because at least people are hommeerj;kl;;k
its too quiet and i dont want to turn teh TV on and i have no where to go.
What the fuck am i doign home i should go sleep in my car somewhere or something.
hahahaha when my cat knocks something off i dont even flinch oh look she's blocking the screen and i can't se what i'm typing wowweeeee.
oh sick.
hiccups again.

fuck. what am i gonna do.
i dont know maybe i should just keep rambling on like ramblin rod. i was on that show. haa wow look i'm talking to mysef now. this is pathetic.

Maybe i should take a night drive and smoke the rest of my cigarettes

over and out.
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Thursday, April 21st, 2005

Time:1:19 pm.
Well i'm going to take my practice GED test in about an hour.
Kyle was supposed to come with me but he hasnt called me yet today and nobody's picking up at his house.. so whatever i guess.
I get my food handlers card today too so i can go out and look for some catering jobs and things like that. There's some good jobs out and i'm goin for the kill.

I just ran 2 miles and i'm gona start doing that everyday.
I think its time to be productive, i've already lost 5 ilbs so why not go for the whole shibang.

That's about it.
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Wednesday, April 20th, 2005

Time:1:21 pm.
So last night the show was fucking AWESOME.
Broken Bones was great.
Went in the pit a little bit and went insane and my lungs almost collapsed. hahaha
Bani Marlene adn I chugged some beers before we went in because there was no re-entry.

Then we went back to twitch's... hung out with Total Chaos. It wasnt anything real special.

And i went and spent the night at kyles and was pretty damn trashed.

The end.

over all the night was Grand.
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Tuesday, April 19th, 2005

Time:3:17 pm.

BROKEN BONES TONIGGHHTTT!!!!

yesssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.

 

Anyway,  i'm really excited because its gonna be fucking awesome..  And i have free money from selling clothes with Bani.  And we're gonna try selling more today.  fuck yeah bitcchesss

Oh yeah and again... I would really appreciate if people would stay out of kyle and my relationship because its... you know,  our relationship and all.

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Monday, April 18th, 2005

Time:12:18 pm.

I havent even written about how awesome Bani's 18th birthday was.... Geebus.

Anyway,  went out to Joes Crab Shak with her family and stuff and it was fun,  but thats not where the fun Begannnnn... ::dramatic music::

Bani Marlene and I decided that we would go to a strip club...Called up Pat, he wanted to come too.  City Limits.. You know,  yes... It was actually really awesome.  New expiriences are always fun.

Then we headed over to Bani's Boyyffrriieennddsss house and partied there a little bit and things were crazy and i have pictures the end.

 

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Friday, April 15th, 2005

Time:3:49 am.
I miss my boyfriend :[

I love you hunny
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Thursday, April 14th, 2005

Time:11:29 am.

HAPPY FUCKING BIRTHDAY BANANA SHAKE!!!!

 

 

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Wednesday, April 13th, 2005

Time:12:46 am.
Well for Bani and i... Tonight was obvious day in camp stupid.

Where am i going in life right now?
With the choices i have made over the past 18 years, what have i gotten out of it?
I have so much shame in what i have done in the past and there is no way to change it and it sickens me.
Yes, of course.. there have been a lot of good things, yes of course there have been a lot of wonderful times and wonderful people.
But it all adds up to Bani and i sitting in the AMPM parking lot in my car smoking cigarettes talking about how things need to change.
Its always that, things always need to change because really, nothing is good enough right now.
I havent been living up to my own expectations and i HATE it. I absolutly HATE it. This is not how i have been raised and its disgusting.
I need to start pushing myself and pushing myself until i can reach my goals, because if i keep trying to be lazy nothing is going to work out. Nothing, i will have Nothing.
And i know that my life is going to be everything that i want it to be and if i want it to be like that i have to start now.
And i'm going to, so there are going to be some changes around here, some very big ones.
I need to be more confident in what i am capable of, and what i can do, because i know i can do all sorts of things. Hell i was putting together computer wires that my parents tried unplugging in the 8th grade.
I just do not like what i have become and i do not like how low my standards have been lately with everything.
I need to shape up and i need to get off my dumb ass and realize that life is moving very fast around this time and i need to run with it so i can get where i need to be.

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BadfishBani444: you find the truth to humans sick existances
BadfishBani444: and i put flowers sugar and candy on top to make it bearable
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And thats why we fit so well together. [in a sick way]
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Tuesday, April 12th, 2005

Time:12:09 pm.
Goodbye School.
I dropped out today.
hahahahaha
I win.
GED here i come, starting probably this week.
Then off to massage school in July.
I DONT HAVE TO BE A SECOND YEAR SENIOR OR DO SUMMER SCHOOL YOU FUCKS.
and yes, i did park in visitors. Kiss my white ass.


and now i feel better.
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Time:12:47 am.

So bani and i went to the BIZEACH the other day with her parents and it was WONDERFUL.  really it was,  i've missed the beach.  And it was such a nice day.  My hair attracts old creepy biker guys and dykes... well bani taking off her jacket attracts the group of dykes also because of her big brains.  hahahahah. .... hahaha  man.

 

oh yes and i love kyle  :]

 

Here are some pictures......

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Monday, April 11th, 2005

Time:1:29 am.

Yes i got extensions.
Thank you very much to the great Marlene

More Beach pictures coming soon.  Brought to you by the all wonderful Bani and Rachel.

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Friday, April 8th, 2005

Time:2:14 am.
So today i had the best sex ever. Yes i did. Never had sex like that before and hopefully we'll be havin more baby cakes ;] hahah i love you Kyle.

Tomorrow i will FINALLY have long hair. JEEEEBUS. I'm really excited though because uhh i havent had long hair in a while and its just exciting so shut up ok? Just shut up.

MY STUPID GOD DAMN RAISING EYEBROW HABIT IS COMING BACK AND I WANT IT TO STOP BECAUSE I CANT STOP IT AND I DONT KNOW WHY I CANT STOP IT BUT IT NEEDS TO STOP BEFORE I CUT THEM OFF. ok i'm done.

anyway, i am bored now that i am home and wish i could stay out.

Tomorrow is kyle and my day so maybe we can do something exciting, like if its not raining go to the river for a night picicicicinic. [yeah i forgot how to spell picicicicnic.]

Goodbye.

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Wednesday, April 6th, 2005

Time:2:35 am.

Tomorrow  Bani and i are taking a night trip to the beach to wander around and see what's in store for us.
Of course we'll find something exciting, we always seem to.

I have goosebumps and i'm not even cold. How strange.

Anyway, tomorrow i will have long hair.
I hope it turns out good,  i'm sure it will.

I need to start working out again.
I'm starting to feel really gross.


i don't know what tommorow brings
it is alive with such possibilities

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Tuesday, April 5th, 2005

Time:3:54 pm.
Cops are stupid.
Why?
Because they pull people over for running yellow lights.
Yes i got pulled over for running a yellow light.
But no, i didnt get a ticket, because the cop was a douche, he didnt even know i wasnt wearing my glasses or contacts and it says on my liscense that i need them to drive hahahah
How is it that i can drive drunk all the time and go 30 over the speed limit without my liscense and never get pulled over and when i run a yellow light i do. I love it.


Anyway, My hair will be long after today thanks to Marlene :]

I will post pictures later.

My farts smell like garbage again.

The end.
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Monday, April 4th, 2005

Time:12:16 pm.
So Bani and i are probably going to get to hang out with Broken Bones.
I am so excited.
Even if we dont... Them and total chaos are playing with the escaped this month at the meow meow.

Yes. Yes. Yes.

Also, i got trashed last night, and i havent been that trashed in a while.
And it felt gooooooooood.

Life stresses me out.

The end.
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Sunday, April 3rd, 2005

Time:9:33 pm.
wow.

Thanks.

Wednesday, March 30th, 2005

Subject:DANCE PUPPETS DANCCEE!!
Time:11:24 pm.
So life has been going pretty smoothly the past few days, which makes me happy.
Well except for the fact that i'm sick, much like everyone else. I just hope it doesnt get any worse.

I love Family guy.

Kyle and i have been doing really really great lately and it makes me really happy.
He's so wonderful.

I still have tons of easter candy left but for some reason can't eat it.
I need to give it away or somethingggggggg.

SPRING BREAK IS SOOOOOON.
Seattle and the beach here bani and i comeee bitcchess, watch out.

I'm bored. and my eyes keep trying to fall asleep on me which is buggin the hell outta me.


die.
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