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lets see if i can get back in the saddle [Mar. 2nd, 2010|03:45 am]
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The last time I wrote in this was in December of 08.  I thought I was going to let it lie, but I've decided I need to start writing again before seminary.  To help me get back in the habit of writing in general, figure out professional versus personal writing boundaries better, and start to dump my shit out on the table so I can start sorting through it and making some patterns.

I'm tired.  I went to bed at 8:30 because I was dead to the world, but woke up 4 hours later wide awake.  My sleep schedule has been a sinking ship lately.  I went from getting up around 9 or 10 on my own and going for a walk ine the morning to being tired alllll the time.  I'm learning I'm not as resilient about it as I used to be a few years ago, or maybe I just have higher standards now.  Also, my appatite is all over the place.  Have got to straighten this out so I can actually be present during the day.
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thanks, liz [Dec. 8th, 2008|02:10 am]
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andrea gibson. 

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(no subject) [Dec. 1st, 2008|11:44 am]
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i have two weeks more of classes and then a week for finals, and then i'm  returning to massachusetts.  some time with my family, some time with my friends and then hopefully around the second of the new year i'll be placed in a new apartment in the amherst/north hampton area and will have some time to chill and be alive and catch up on spanish before classes. 
last lunch with lydia when she gets home; we have the house to ourselves so hopefully play some good music and have a good last few hours.
one of my friends has already offered to hang out after my night class and try to cheer me up about her leaving, i have such good friends here.  i'm so glad i came.  its nice to know i can live in and love a city so much. 
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(no subject) [Oct. 13th, 2008|12:41 pm]
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i used to love looking at colleges. now i hate it.  does anyone else find it as terrifying as i do?
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(no subject) [Sep. 26th, 2008|11:29 am]
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moved to portland sucessfully.  its weird not being in north adams in the start of fall.  lately i eat mostly vegan and talk to people on the bus a lot and i just got my second big kid job.  i work for a citizen action group called maine people's alliance.  decent.  i try to study spanish at the community college and try not to be too uppity in my history class.  i live in a room with lyd and dante and we have bunk beds and listen to records a lot and stuff.  life is good, strange and unpatterned for the most part, which is disconcerning, but good.
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til then, its training and meal counts and tomato allergies. [Jun. 24th, 2008|12:24 am]
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got to maine. got a trailer. got promoted. got overwhelmed. got a lover.  got manipulative. getting an assistant. will deal with everything when she gets here.
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(no subject) [Jun. 15th, 2008|11:01 am]
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its been one year.  will the next one be so stressful too?  maybe i'll get better at not wanting a father with practice.
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cousins [May. 20th, 2008|12:59 am]
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(no subject) [May. 16th, 2008|01:31 am]
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salmonella, sputtering, and explosions. [May. 2nd, 2008|06:11 pm]
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everything i keep buying dante to keep him comfortable and healthy keeps breaking.  usually in ways that are either unexplained or not really even my fault or understandable.  i'm on my second round of buying him all sort of light bulbs, plus the heater and filter and fixtures and the vet bills and whatever.  i really can't afford this.  money i've been scraping together since fall is just disappearing, and yet i feel like i need him.  i don't know what to do. 
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