So it was a little bit odd when i was rummaging through my journal etries to find my screenplay to show jake while all of my old, non-updated journal entries talked about my past. (internt nes...) anyway, Jake and I are good, oh, and if heather is reading this, i wasnt ever pregnant, nor did i think i was, i just said that cuz you were pissing me off. For all of you that dont know about that, she thought jake was like this chick we went to the mall with, shes slightly crazy. So basically she assumed jake was crazy also etc. so she told me that he wasnt good enough for me and that i should have stuck to one of my exes. well, whatever. its all good i really dont care about a lot of things anymore. i like life. kind of, i mean really how many times does it have to blow up in my face before i realize i can just blow it off? my cat almost died the other day, hes older than i am but hes still alive with three broken ribs. stupid dogs, well, stupid people for having their dogs running about instead of controlling them. it was like that one time that i accidentally ran over a dog, while its owners just stood by being morons. it wasnt like they could tell the dog to not go into the road or anything, but heaven forbid if anything happened to their precious mutt?? jake and i are good, i really love him. sometims i dont know though, cuz it seems as if he is getting bored with me or something. i really wish that i was more fun and exciting you know? so that he wouldnt even kind of get bored with me, and i wouldnt have to worry. but alas, lack of money etc. oh well. i hope that hes still happy with me. i think he is. maybe i will update more. maybe.