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[21 Jan 2006|06:26pm]
I'm getting hideously mangled tonight.
I'm reading "Candy" by this chick Mian Mian & the translation is so godawful. Ugh. SURRIOUSLY. It's cold out, kind of. It was really beautiful this afternoon. I made $19 in 5 hours. Hah. My life sucks. It sucks being having no money. Oh well. It kind of gives this sort of- fight to survive mentality. Like, heyy, this costs a dollar but I'll steal it cause I need the money for cigarettes which are nearly impossible to steal & yeah. Now I'm not making sense & I need a shower so goodbye.

I am > god.
1 ♥s drop &hang the dj

[20 Jan 2006|06:18pm]
i knowz i never write in here. so fine. okay. i'll do it.

lately my life has consisted of this:
- dreading school
- going to school
- dreading work
- going to work
- dreading yearbook
- not even bothering to show up at yearbook
- reading. day in & day out.
- hanging off of my bull matt boudwin's face
- having ugly hair
- taking pictures of my ugly hair
- writing.
- watching the golden girls & singing the theme song manically.
- eating.
- sleeping.
- breating.
- counting (i do it a lot & it's reallllly annoying).
- making prank phone calls
- doing homework
- half-assing
- lollygagging
- etc.

i take pictures of myself whilst shitting at wawa.

my peoples.

i miss her.

oh yeahz i dyed my hair.

i was talking to someone. no. i don't have downs syndrome. anymore.

yes. i multitask.

oh yes.

my cat looks like hunter s. thomspon.

the end. thank you.
2 ♥s drop &hang the dj

[05 Jan 2006|12:39am]
(& today I missed her a lot)
hang the dj

[30 Dec 2005|01:36pm]

my time is worthless.Collapse )

hang the dj

because your candle burned too bright. [27 Dec 2005|03:12pm]
you don't deserve to be lonely
but those drugs you got won't make you feel better.
pretty soon you'll find it's the only part of your life
you're keeping together.

told her not to worry, it was just a shooting star.

used to be one of the rotten ones & i liked you for that.
1 ♥s drop &hang the dj

[26 Dec 2005|02:14pm]
"Very well, I will marry yu if you promise not to make me eat eggplant."

In other news, I'm a:
- Fatherless child
- Lush
- Complete idiot.

Thank you for your time, America.
Good night.
1 ♥s drop &hang the dj

[17 Dec 2005|08:19pm]

In the year I resolve to:

Catch a sexually transmitted disease.

Get your resolution here

hang the dj

[17 Dec 2005|08:12pm]
Dear everyone,
My life has gone to shit. I stare at walls for hours on end. I fear that I am slowly but surely going insane. I live for the weekends. I live for the feeling of sobriety slipping away. I live for the slipping away. & it's inherent. It's accepted. Everyone goes crazy, a little, sometimes. But this anger, this confusion, this fury of insanity is adament-- it tugs at all of me & ruins what I've become & worked so hard to emulate, what I've polished insistently-- the trophy on an arm, the smile feigned from ear to ear.

I am ruined.
I am ruins.
I'm pretty much hoping that I'll catch cholera these days & not have to go to school, or work, or pretty much, wake up.

I'd much rather knit & read then spend time with anyone, ever.
That's it.

Hope everyone is doing grand.

& it also sort of sucks that I look like a racoon.
3 ♥s drop &hang the dj

[09 Dec 2005|10:53am]

hahaha snow day motherfuckers. & the christmas dance was delayed! what of it?

who wants to get crunk tonight?

♥ annie
hang the dj

[04 Dec 2005|01:39pm]
So yeah.
My head smells like a perm.
I have somebody's cellphone.
A lot of hair ties, barrettes, gels, etc.
$23 that I don't know where it came from.
2 packs of menthol cigarettes (I don't smoke menthols. ever.)
& a pounder of natty...
all just chilling in my purse.

So then I thought back- way back- to last night. & yeah, now it's all making sense. I set my hair on fire smoking weed. Right. & I was stockpiling beer. & the girl who got pissed at us for making popcorn in her house for no reason-- that's whose cellphone I have. She pissed before me & figured, hey, it's my house, I can leave my shit in my own bathroom, right? No. Wrong, bitch. The minute you deny a drunken army of people the right to chow down on popcorn, you've crossed the line, bitch.

So yeah.

ps. Dan Johnsen is my life.
pps. Last night was beautiful.
2 ♥s drop &hang the dj

[03 Dec 2005|07:24pm]

Yes you caught my eye as I walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was fucking high.
& I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

1 ♥s drop &hang the dj

everything is gonna be alright. rockabye. [02 Dec 2005|10:19pm]

December 2, 2005Collapse )

3 ♥s drop &hang the dj

old school tunes. [02 Dec 2005|05:54pm]

Today is nice.  It's a Friday & I have no particular plans & my cellphone is off & I'm relaxing, completely & finally.  I've broken out some of my older CDs.  Hello, old Alkaline & Brand New.  It's nice.  I'm in a pretty great mood.  I've been writing again.  I think it's going away again.  I mean, indefinitely, it'll lurk back... eventually.  But I'm enjoying now & I'm excited, for the first time in a while.


The State of the Union:
Shit is well.

Rachel Koski, if you're reading this, I miss you, yo.

1 ♥s drop &hang the dj

[01 Dec 2005|06:39pm]
So fuckheads, I lied.
Pretty much, I went through my old journal & there is this whole omgana shit that I don't feel like deleting because it's far too depressing & I figure, hey if i feel like going back to the dark side (syke)- but no faux realz, I figure maybe I can use some of the well-articulated shit that I sometimes put in there into something that I'm writing now. So I'll peruse that shit.


Shit sucks. My guidance counselor thinks that anti-depressants are the way to go. Probably, right? Um. My entire family was eaten by black bears? & keith picked me up from school today. & my arm still hurts from doing needle drugs, i mean, giving blood. I don't get anything done anymore. YAY!

But seriously.

I've decided that all this skinny shit is retarded. Completely retarded. You live once. ONE TIME BUDDIEZ. & why the hell do all of us stupid fucking women sit around trying to imitate a corpse? I'm bringing on a fat girl revolution, bitches. Imma gain thirty pounds & make all dem men love me. Fuck dat sheeeyat. Anyhow. I'm retarded. I don't deserve words. At all.

- Forever? For really?
- Sure. Whynot.



My essay for St. Joes?:
Gimme money. thanx4dat. i shoot minorities & smoke dat chronic. i fuck bitches with ten inch dildoes. respek.

ps. can you even pluarlize dildoes? nah. no. not ever.

4 ♥s drop &hang the dj

"One for me & whatshisname, my new best friend." [28 Nov 2005|05:05pm]
I don't write here. Recently, I've made my business rather private. I have another journal- an alternate one. I will still make posts here, in fact, sooner or later I'll probably write mainly here. But right now a lot is going on & I don't necessarily feel like sharing it with the galaxy. Either message me on LUXMAGNIFICAT on AIM or leave a message here with your username if you'd like to be added to it. I won't add everyone. Everything is well-- don't think that I'm slipping back, because I'm not. I just have very personal things going on & honestly, if you'd like to hear them- leave me a message or tell me somehow & I'll try to add you to my other journal. Otherwise, I'll still be making the meaningless posts here until shit settles down.

- Annie

"I'd like to raise another round,
Help yourself to mine-
Thank you for your time."
5 ♥s drop &hang the dj

& that's why we have thanksgiving. [24 Nov 2005|02:43pm]
2 ♥s drop &hang the dj

[23 Nov 2005|02:25pm]

i don't write anymore
& i think it's for a reason.
hang the dj

[08 Nov 2005|12:25am]
it's nothing that i'd recommend
but it is one way to live;
whats so simple in the moonlight by the morning never is.
hang the dj

Every me & every you. [03 Nov 2005|04:32pm]
I've never been so overwhelmed with school work.
My college applications aren't done,
I copy other people's homework five seconds before class,
I have the best intentions to get shit done--

But when your teacher assigns you 100 pages to outline every single day... it's kind of hard.

"pucker up for heaven's sake, there's never been so much at stake."

- Annie
3 ♥s drop &hang the dj

[31 Oct 2005|01:18am]
2 ♥s drop &hang the dj

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