so i hate almost everyone.
except for like a extremely selective few friends.
everyone else are ridiculous and immature. Go swallow a knife.
im sick of immaturity...honestly, i cant take the constant backstabbing or talking about eachother or caring wat the other person is doing with their life instead of worrying about their own or singling people out to pick on and not realizing it or distancing yourself randomly from friends who used to be close to you or to just put it bluntly, being ASSholes. Seriously. GROW UP !!. And this is quite frankly directed to QUITE A FEW people. And its not only comming from personal experience but that of my REAL friends who obviously always come first <3
oh yeah, and girls, are either obnoxiously confusing or stupid.
you know wat else, im sick of this being single shit.
i dont want to find love, thats so unrealistic to me
cuz wen i did find it...it got taken away from me. And it just got so fucked up.
all i want is a sweet&&prettii girl to take pictures && have cute sleepovers with.
at this point, even that sounds unlrealistic.
My birthdays in like 2 weeks. im still unsure of wats going on.
and i know i sound so pessimistic right now but its probably gonna suck, my birthdays tend to do that. But i really dont want it to suck. I want it to be super fun and just exciting with no drama.
My dad got back from the hospital...so thats a good thing. He's still an asshole to me, but i still love him. Even if he does make me cry at night, i'll always love him and be there like an annoying little dog that just wont let you walk home alone.
My mom on the other hand is a bitch.
..............no really thats it, she's just a bitch lol.
a;sdfkjasf ughhhhh i need something good to just suddenly happen to me. Something amazing that will make all this crappyness go away.