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change of heart [30 May 2011|09:15pm]
[ mood | blah ]

going to the place that stole my heart 2 years ago. truth is, my heart already found its way back and now its too late! for i've booked flights to go retrieve it. talk about change of heart!

now, i just wanna stay in and



forever and ever.
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Wandercost [11 Jan 2011|11:20pm]
[ mood | alright ]

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And now, to the Borobudur for the 5km path to Enlightenment.

I am broke, in debt, bankrupt etc.
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heartbreakurrr [24 Dec 2010|05:26pm]
[ mood | blah ]

heartbreaks are so overrated.

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Aiba-chan i need some of your sunshine sparklies! 誕生日おめでとう! ♥♥♥

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escape artists never die [22 Dec 2010|02:10am]
[ mood | anxious ]

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King of my heart, also bored with his reality.


Holidays is Arashi days! Need to spend less time with real-life lovers, and more time with dream-land lovers. For the material fades away but dreaming will never betray!

Sigh reality, what exactly are you for??

- Escapes to oblivion -
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desire dreams [09 Dec 2010|01:04pm]
[ mood | interested ]

When we dream of someone, we must know that the dream is then not about that someone.

I had a dream about a crush <3 so lovely right. And everything in that dream was perfect and desirable. But there are two ways of looking at it. One, is that my desire has created this dream, and having this dream validates that I'm channeling energies into the world to pull in what I desire. YES. Two, is the annoyingly rational way of interpreting dreams, thanks to the men (I repeat, MEN) of psychoanalysis from our civilized past.

I'll not go into details, but what this dream tells me (according to these, MEN) is that I'll be very happy and comfortable in a marriage, despite what my beliefs are for now and whether or not others judge me for it.

but, NOOOOO that's not what I want in reality! I don't wanna get married! Darn this sub conscience.

I guess in the end, life is bigger and badder than us, and we can only try to fight it. So when we let go of our individual ego, we allow a bigger badder universe happen to us. Once we clear our minds, the universe rushes in. That's what I'll do, I'll let it rush in.

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"What we choose to fight is so tiny!
What fights with us is so great!
If only we would let ourselves be dominated
as things do by some immense storm,
we would become strong too,
and not need names."
- - Rainer Maria Riike
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how sia [23 Nov 2010|09:02pm]
[ mood | unmotivated ]

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どうしよかな。。。
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forevermore [10 Nov 2010|04:04pm]
[ mood | happy ]

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transition into non-reality in 3... 2...

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ugh real life! what exactly are you for?!
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Oh [06 Nov 2010|11:23pm]
[ mood | consumed ]

Oh pre-travel depression, how you consume me so.
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waiting for the end [24 Oct 2010|10:06pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

This is how I feel right now

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Whenever I'm in my most passive, reflective, introverted state, I have things come looking for me.

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Bloody childhood band is still alive and in my head.
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thinking [10 Oct 2010|03:59am]
[ mood | awake ]

can't sleep, don't know why.

either something is bothering my head, or making my heart flutter.


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its been very long since i've had insomnia.
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♪ 信じることがすべて ♪ [04 Oct 2010|01:39am]
[ mood | grateful ]

I MUST BE DREAMING SOMEWHAT



For yea! I'm going!!! Sapporo dome 2010. WOW.


And from there will begin the rest of my waking life.


♪ Believing is everything!~ ♪
I feel like the 14 year old I never was.

THANK YOU ALY.
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[02 Sep 2010|09:53am]
[ mood | awake ]

♥ what's with these dreams?! ♥
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matsu party [30 Aug 2010|01:44am]
[ mood | nervous ]

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Happy birthday smexy peppy mascara-laden Matsujun.

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night time [24 Aug 2010|01:10am]
[ mood | happy ]

As usual, arashi makes me super super happy (for the night) :D

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And now, some thoughts on decoration.

Humans can't help but decorate, even limitations on the Muslim religion didn't stop them from decorating their mosques with inspired tessellations. Plants, birds and fossils evolved their own set of decorations. One would wonder how an orchid plant, without any visual organs, could produce a bodily extension that looks so colourful and cute.

The modernists were probably living in another dimension.


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Sleep properly! [19 Aug 2010|01:26am]
[ mood | awake ]

It is time to go to sleep! In hopes of waking up early and healthily tomorrow. Should i dream of India or Japan tonight?

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India it is, I am currently immersed in its enrapture. では、おやすみなさい!
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non-reality [12 Aug 2010|02:09am]
[ mood | dreaming ]

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Maybe they should stay in my non-reality, where they came from and belong.

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fandom admiration entry [09 Aug 2010|01:26pm]
[ mood | amused ]

This entry is everything you don't wanna hear about my fandom.


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次は。。。 [03 Aug 2010|09:25pm]
[ mood | interested ]

Next obsession is...

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I set up a collection blog, carouseld.wordpress.com
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Lovers in dreamland [30 Jul 2010|02:46pm]
[ mood | calm ]

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Japan happened like a dream

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new found [01 Jul 2010|05:36pm]
[ mood | blank ]

new found outfit inspiration is go!

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