Why is it everything's all loneliness with me?
Sometimes I try too hard, &sometimes you cause
it, but it always carries on &on. "What did you
ever become?" you asked. I said, "I was told to be
smiles &bright eyed happiness, but sometimes I
can't find anything to laugh at." "I don't want to be
here," you said. It seems like I almost always have
that effect on everyone. "You aren't the first one to
think like me." &I just want to be like everyone else.
Why can't I be everything to everyone else, or
maybe just to you? Just once i would like to be
something. &I wouldn't mind if you'd like to be,
like to be with me.