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[04 Oct 2004|03:25pm]
[ mood | worried ]

Little Ethan and I are back in Harmony. I'm waiting for my flight to NYC to herlp find Theresa. I hope she and the babies are okay.

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[29 Sep 2004|04:55pm]
[ mood | confused ]

so, tomorrow i think im bring little ethan back to harmony. ive decided to face mr wheel-, er, i mean mi papa. i need to tell him how i feel. i'll need to find someone to watch little ethan, because i dont want to give papa the pleasure of seeing him.

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[25 Sep 2004|11:09pm]
[ mood | restless ]

i'm sorry for those who have been trying to call me all day. i got tickets on the next flight back to mexico. i'm back at mi tia maria's inn with little ethan. when i found out mr. wheeler is really mi papi...i just couldn't stay in the same room as him...so i came home. i know you must all be thinking im crazy, but i need time here, where i've lived all my life...to think. and tia maria and tia lola are spoiling little ethan. and dont worry, ethan knows litte ethan is with me.
i will hopefully be back in harmony soon. i just can't handle the lies that have been told for all these years. mama is crushed and she doesnt deserve all of this. mi papa is...horrible. he's the reason mama had to send me here...he's the reason i missed all the memories with mi mama y mis hermanos and he was here in mexico all along. i cannot forgive him right now. if you wanna spend the money and call mexico...im at the inn...

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[24 Sep 2004|10:01pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]

i just found out from Mama that Mr Wheeler is mi Papa! i feel so betrayed and all i can do is cry...

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[23 Sep 2004|06:01pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

i am so alone right now. little ethan is napping before dinner. i have a mind to go over to mamas and let he feed us. her food is so much better.
so much for my happy ending, in the words of avril. she sings the truth even though i dont care for her much.
i had fun with whitney at the book cafe last night. we played with little ethan and talked. she helped me sort some things out. thanks, whit. i almost feel like shes my sister now. <3

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[22 Sep 2004|03:35pm]
[ mood | sad ]

nothing good is happening. theresa picked fox then unpicked him and now whitney picks fox and ethan is sad and going out of town. AY. this is horrible.

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MORE pictures!! [20 Sep 2004|05:58pm]
[ mood | artistic ]



miguel + maria

luis + theresa

theresa, mama + beth

luis + sheridan

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[20 Sep 2004|07:53am]
[ mood | crappy ]

well, i'm kind of down. i try to help and chad jumps all over me. damn, people in harmony are touchy. i come trying to make friends and make peace and it blows up in my face and i got chad mad at whitney. so much for that situation. I guess I'm going to see mama today. She called last night and wants to see me...so, i guess I'm doing that.

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[19 Sep 2004|07:44pm]
[ mood | complacent ]

So we moved everything in today and got settled. i love being with little ethan everyday. for lunch i took him to the book cafe to see beth and so i could see baby martin. he is so cute and such a smart baby.
i think theresa is really confused and i know that sucks. and whitney and chad, they are having problems. i am just praying for everyone. life in harmony is so crazy.

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[18 Sep 2004|11:05pm]
[ mood | drained ]

i can't believe miguel is leaving. isn't he thinking about Maria? or even Kay? She is left to raise that precious baby on her own. At least she has Tabitha to help her. And I'm always here. <3

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[18 Sep 2004|06:58pm]
[ mood | tired ]

here are some pictures in my photobucket!

and to embarrass miguelito:

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[18 Sep 2004|06:14pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

we're done painting and i just took a shower. we're back at the b&b and we're packing. this is our last night here. the movers are moving our stuff in tomorrow. here's a picture of our new house.

and look at these pics, too. http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v31/bejeweled/myfamily/mamamiguel.jpg

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[18 Sep 2004|03:59pm]
[ mood | working ]

i feel like crying. i'm going to have my own room, in a house, where i feel loved. it's different from the inn. i have my family here in harmony. last night i went over to gwens with whitney. gwen's nice, but she really didn't seem like the type of girl that would be with ethan. maybe thats why they got a divorce? no offense, guys.
i think theresa thinks that ethan is falling for me. ew. not even. im only 17 and ethan loves theresita. so we're painting and my room is red!! it's so awesome. little ethans room is light blue and the twins room is light green and we're going to make like a scene in there on the walls. there are clouds on the ceiling. it's really cute.
i am so bummed that theresa is moving on with fox. i really thought she'd get back with ethan and that i'd at least try for a chance with fox. i guess he's a hot thing here in harmony.
i taught little ethan to say Tia. he's such a cute little guy. he's almost two. he's going to have his birthday in this house and i'm so happy to be here. i guess i should get back to painting. maybe it'll take my mind off my troubles. hah, i already have troubles and i've only been here for like 3 days.
by the way, i got a photobucket. i've uploaded picture's i brought to harmony with me of little ethan, me, theresa, ethan, and everyone else i've been sent pictures of. i'll post the site later. it's being a pain.

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do the rock a way, now lean back [17 Sep 2004|09:53pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

i actually have grown to love harmony. i know it's been such a long time since i've been here and last time i was only an infant, but it's great. i went to a club earlier tonight i really liked it. i dont think i'll be clubbing as much now that i have people who are counting on me. i saw a really cute guy in a picture in theresitas room. he's tall and blonde. i think she said he's ethan's half brother. he's cute. i like america. :D
i dont think i could go live back in mexico again. now that i've been here. i love spending time with little ethan. ethan just told me that he signed the deed on the house and tomorrow we're going to go paint and stuff. he's so kind. he offered me a room and i accepted. unless mama wants me to live with her. i really hope theresita loves ethan. he is really good for her. he's mellow and she's high strung. well, i'm going to get out of other peoples business and get into my own.

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[16 Sep 2004|09:09pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

i had lunch with mama and it was great! and kay just brought maria over. OHMY! i love that baby and she does look like me. i want to see her everyday now. now i can never leave harmony now that i've seen little ethan and maria. i just went to hang out with theresita and her belly is so cute! i hope the twins are hers and ethans. i want a little niece named paloma. haha, just kidding. but paloma is a really pretty name. well, im going to bed.

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[16 Sep 2004|03:50pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

i'm at sheridan and luis' cottage right now and i'm about to leave and go to see mama then drop by kay's so i can see maria and then go to the b&b to see theresita, little ethan and meet whitney. my agenda is full.

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[15 Sep 2004|05:07pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

right now i'm on the plane to harmony. i really want to see mi mama, theresa, miguel, meet my nephew, little ethan and my niece, maria. sheridan just told me that ethan and gwen are divorced so i bet theresita is pretty happy. ay, i hope the twins are theresita's. i want more nieces and nephews.
i can't wait to get home!

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[13 Sep 2004|09:18pm]
[ mood | excited ]

so, since i'm moving back to harmony and i'll be meeting everyone and socializing, i thought i'd get a journal. i also want to be updated on how theresita is doing.

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