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[Access Denied] [24 Jan 2010|05:11pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

Access Denied.

comment to be added.

layout; default LJ Generator layout with tweaking by me... im highly skilled, jealous?

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[Sparodic] [15 Oct 2007|10:58am]
[ mood | apathetic ]

well its been a few months, im honestly not sure when i last posted, but here i am doing the typing thing again.

i dont have anything to say, i guess im just updating this to prove, contrary to some's hopes, that im not yet dead.

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[wikime] [10 Apr 2006|02:42am]
ketene did this, so i am too...

...Collapse )
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[inner power] [06 Apr 2006|12:42pm]
inner powerCollapse )
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[Who i am...] [01 Apr 2006|12:53pm]
[ mood | blank ]

i was having a conversation with a good friend of mine and i realised not many people actually know me... so in a paragraph or two; here's who i am.

arent i just fascinatingCollapse )

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[Amusing] [14 Mar 2006|11:50am]
[ mood | amused ]

funny thing is, i can see it happening too..

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[February 14] [14 Feb 2006|05:00pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]



a little known fact about February 14, i think its probably the most important thing of all, please always remember to use protection, its not worth the risk.

i was not asked to do this, nor commisioned, i did this because its something i feel strongly about; as they always say, safety first.

National Condom Day

all resources can be found at my website; dark-dreams.net

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[The Great Soup Wars; as Sharon put it so nicely] [29 Jan 2006|06:26am]
anyway im amused because i proved soup doesnt exist... check out the conversation between Sharon [angeleyez320] B [cricketv77] and myself; oh the triumph!

Soup no longer exists...Collapse )
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[Ultime Showdown] [16 Jan 2006|02:46am]
lookie what tim found; you need to listen to it and watch it cause its funny...

Ultimate Showdown
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[yay lookie] [15 Jan 2006|03:07am]
[ mood | happy ]

ehehe yay me lookie what i got XD




Banner made by divalita at rasslingicons
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[OMFGITSKANE] [13 Jan 2006|01:10am]
See No Evil

you could be my chemical? heh heh yay Kane goodness XD
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[Materialistic; 2006 Update] [02 Jan 2006|01:44pm]
now with links!Collapse )
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[omg look] [22 Dec 2005|03:56am]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

weeeee i got my kick ass new icon from __contagieux for the secret santa exchange at rasslingicons see this post;

dont steal, cause it has my name on it anyway and um yay XD

hehe the james bond reference is too cool XD

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[oooh inkish] [21 Dec 2005|07:20am]
[ mood | accomplished ]

yes i love block capitals...Collapse )

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[ganked from B!!] [13 Nov 2005|03:35pm]
omfgwtfglompsqueeeCollapse )
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[are you a smart fan?] [12 Nov 2005|03:53pm]
The Smart Fan
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[freebie!] [12 Nov 2005|12:08am]
only for the US though; sorry it doesnt ship anywhere else!

http://www.under-tec.com/index.php
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["Being 'Straylin"] [06 Nov 2005|02:25pm]
BEING STRAYLYAN

At last, a yardstick by which you can measure an "Australian" For those of you who haven't met an Australian and are not sure what one is REALLY like!

You're not Australian 'til...

1. You've mimicked Alf Stewart from the TV show Home and Away's broad, Australian accent, eg. "push off, ya flamin' drongo!"

2. You've had an argument with your mate over whether Ford or Holden makes the better car!

3. You've done the "hot sand" dance at the beach while running from the ocean back to your towel.

4. You know who Ray Martin is.

5. You start using words like "reckon" and "root" and call people "mate".

6. You stop greeting people with "hello" and go straight to the "how ya doin'?"

7. You've seriously considered running down the shop in a pair of Ugg Boots

8. You own a pair of ugg boots.

9. You've been to a day-nighter cricket match and screamed out incomprehensibly until your throat went raw.

10. You kind of know the first verse to the national anthem, but don't know what "girt" means.

11. You have a story that somehow revolves around excess consumption of alcohol and a mate named "Dave".

12. You've risked attending an outdoor music festival on the hottest day of the year.

13. You've tried to hang off a clothesline while pretending you can fly.

14. You've had a visit to the emergency room after hanging off the clothesline pretending you can fly.

15. You own a pair of thongs for everyday use, and another pair of "dress thongs" for special occasions.

16. You don't know what's in a meat pie, and you don't care.

17. You pronounce Australia as "Stralya"

18. You call soccer soccer, not football

19. You've squeezed Vegemite through vita wheat to make little Vegemite worms.

20. You suck your coffee through a Tim Tam.

21. You realise that lifeguards are the only people who can get away with wearing Speedos.

22. You pledge allegiance to Vegemite over Promite.

23. You understand the value of public holidays.

24. Your weekends are spent barracking for your favourite sports team.

25. You have a toilet dolly.

26. Your Mum or Nan made it.

27. You've played beach cricket with a tennis ball and a bat fashioned out of a fence post.

28. You firmly believe that in the end, everything will be ok, and have told a mate in tough times that "She'll be right, mate"

29. You use the phrase, "no worries" at least once a day.

30. You've been on a beach holiday and have probably stayed in a caravan.

31. You constantly shorten words to "brekkie", "arvo" and "barbie"

32. You've adopted a local bar as your own.

33. You know the oath of mateship can never be limited by geographical distance.

34. You measure a journey in beer, not kilometres or time. (That's a 3 beer trip mate).
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[The DemonBoard Drama :: Part Six] [01 Nov 2005|12:25am]
PART ONE

PART TWO

PART THREE

PART FOUR

PART FIVE

ah it has been some time now since my previous posts but im back again with the next installment! now i will admit im rather late with this post, but this is due to a number of factors, the main one i will not discuss as yet; just take my word for it.

Cold [03102005] :: after witnessing a conversation in the "DemonChat" between two members of the administration, Sierra and two members of the DemonBoard i was rather disgusted to see that Sierra [who i might add is 14 years of age and one of the sweetest people you could ever meet] was being totally ignored by all but one member in the room; this member was already chatting to her through MSN. Sierra's reaction was completely understandable; see for yourself...

Sierra says:
damn it no one is talking to me but laura
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
hehe i love that icon
Sierra says:
thats ay...im too cool for them to talk to me
Sierra says:

[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
lol its true!
Sierra says:
im guessing t must not like me anymore
Sierra says:
have no clue why though
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
they're just being ignorant
Sierra says:
....
Sierra says:
...*sighs* poor nikki
Sierra says:
all because of her this shit happend
Sierra says:

Sierra says:
oh man how could i have been so blind
Sierra says:
>_
Sierra says:
>_<
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
everyone was
Sierra says:
updated your LJ yet miss manda ^_^
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
yeah
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
its a personal thought though
Sierra says:
hahah
Sierra says:
omg omg omg
Sierra says:
HAHAHA
Sierra says:
did you see Jeannie's what duck are you thinG
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
heh yeah
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
you arent a loser
Sierra says:
um any better
Sierra says:
but its for nikki
Sierra says:
^_^
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
lol
Sierra says:
man fuck this
Sierra says:
im leaving the DB
Sierra says:
im going to go take my pictures down and stuff
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
you dont have to leave if you dont want to
Sierra says:
fuck it im leaving
Sierra says:
things are the same
Sierra says:
no humor in anybody and if there is humor its fucking dumb....lise and nikki and other ppl are starting to fucking ignore me...so fuck this shit
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
wow
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
are you ok?
Sierra says:
just getting a tab bit angry
Sierra says:
things just arnt the same anymore
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
i know, but i cant help but feel guilty in all this
Sierra says:
its lise who should feel guilty
Sierra says:
manda darling you didnt do anything...obiousvly she dosent know what good and whats bad
Sierra says:
and she made a BAD descion to get rid of you
Sierra says:
with makes me angry and thats how come im leaving
Sierra says:
and so with jeannie
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
yeah i know, i just
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
its just so wrong that its come down to this
Sierra says:
and inplus
Sierra says:
im tried of only having to fucknig talk to nikki
Sierra says:
and lise
Sierra says:
and other stupid asses on there
Sierra says:
^_^ so ya know i already have the ppl i need on here
Sierra says:
msn that is
Sierra says:
but shh...i want my account to go inactive on it own..i rather t find out on there own
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
hehe ok
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
well i admire your courange and thank you for the stand, i just dont want you to do this hoping itll make lise change her mind

~Řέηια~ has been added to the conversation.

Laura has been added to the conversation.

Sierra says:
i dont think it will
Sierra says:
no matter what anybody did...cause shes blind
Sierra says:
laura
~Řέηια~ says:
Hello everyone
Sierra says:
lisa ^_^
Laura says:
haha
Laura says:
hey
~Řέηια~ says:
how's everyone doing
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
hey
~Řέηια~ says:
Hi Manda
Sierra says:
angry
~Řέηια~ says:
why so angry
~Řέηια~ says:
if you don't mind me asking
Laura says:
one word: nikki
~Řέηια~ says:
o i c
~Řέηια~ says:
not a gd subject, huh
Sierra says:
words
Sierra says:
Nikki and Ignorces
Sierra says:
ignorence*
Sierra says:
i cant spell for my life
~Řέηια~ says:
that's Okay Sierra
~Řέηια~ says:
me either sometimes

Sacrifice [04102005] :: the following conversation happened between Sierra and Lise shortly after the previous posted.

Sierra says:
lise?
lise says:
yessssss
Sierra says:
um...i have to ask you somthing
lise says:
Ok
Sierra says:
=( as much as it hurts me to do this.....im asking if you would remove me from the board.... =(
lise says:
o
lise says:
k
Sierra says:
....sorry......
lise says:
i dont care
lise says:
im doing it right now so u cant change ure mind Ok
Sierra says:
yes lise.......

Reaction

Hypocrit [04102005] :: the following is a screen shot taken from the DemonBoard displaying its new "terms and conditions for moderating the demonboard" NOTE :: the following post is only available to the DemonBoard administration; credit of course goes to the donator ♥Collapse )

ultimately the following things have happened ::

several emails and letters have been sent to the WWE in complaint about the administration and owner of the demonboard; all of which have yet to be replied to.

members have been removed due to their requests from the board.

myself and my brother are yet to get a reason for any of this, and i know we never will.

the board lost the best moderator it could ever hope for, shown here;Collapse )

... you've now been given all the facts, undoctored, uncut, brutally honest; make up your own mind.
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[because without shameless plugs...] [31 Oct 2005|03:56am]
theres really no such thing as advertisting.

[new icon XD]
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[24 Oct 2005|10:52pm]
Dark Dream's Space

i apparently have a my space account... i had no clue o_O;;
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[dark-dreams.net is colourbar made by Sharon love!] [20 Oct 2005|01:44pm]
[ mood | hyper ]


dark-dreams.net is graphic, wont be held down anymore Luv


credit to the wonderful amazing and super talented angeleyez320; Sharon kicks ass.
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[dark-dreams.net] [19 Oct 2005|10:35am]
[ mood | accomplished ]

dark-dreams.net is now officially online XD

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[The DemonBoard Drama :: Part Five] [02 Oct 2005|12:36am]
PART ONE

PART TWO

PART THREE

PART FOUR

ahh Part Five; this could be considered the conclusion but as one of my close friends said, and i quote "or could it?" it would seem that these entries have stirred up some interesting reactions.

this is the final conversation Jonathan and myself had; this conversation took place after i had posted PART ONE, as an interesting side note; i had been waiting for a response for Jonathan for 4 days, and yet an hour after that original post was made he had been told, read and commented on it within an hour...

The Talk :: The End of an Era... [30092005]

[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
i posted that conversation because i was tired of answering the same questions over and over again; besides i didnt think there would be such an issue as there was nothing incriminating there
JMM says:
i liked what breezy said
JMM says:
nice of her
JMM says:
i'm very surprised
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
i cant be held responsible for her comments
JMM says:
yah thats fine
JMM says:
not much else to say i guess
JMM says:
take care
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
the members have a right to know what happened, and this way at least they can make up their own minds about why it happened
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
its actually kind funny at how fast you were linked to it
JMM says:
i guess so
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
i just thought id let you know that quite a few members that are unhappy about the decision have reported this incident to the wee
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
*wwe
JMM says:
ok
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
i dont really see the point in it because ultimately it comes down to hurting Batista; hes never done anything to me so ive no reason to do it myself
JMM says:
everyone has the right to their own opinions
JMM says:
fine by me
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
well i just thought id let you know
JMM says:
i agree with you though
JMM says:
thanks
JMM says:
take care
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
you too; have fun

PART FIVE :: COMPLETE

DISCLAIMER :: THIS IN NO WAY HAS ANYTHING TO DO WITH MR. DAVE BATISTA, THIS WHOLE SITUATION IS PURELY BETWEEN MYSELF, MY BROTHER, THE "DEMONBOARD" ADMINISTRATION AND THE OWNER OF DEMON-WRESTLING.COM

EDIT :: wait theres more! want to find out what happened next? read PART SIX or you'll never know. /EDIT

PART SIX
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[The DemonBoard Drama :: Part Four] [01 Oct 2005|12:16pm]
PART ONE

PART TWO

PART THREE

The Talk :: Third Time's A Charm [26092005]

JMM says:
you there manda?
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
yah i think my msn is being stupid
JMM says:
i see
JMM says:
hey i want to make sure we are of the same understanding of why you are not an admin
JMM says:
then talk about why you were taken off the board
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
well id like some reasons
JMM says:
supposedly there are rumors about this i just want to set this straight
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
because ive had none
JMM says:
well the reason of the admin part we did talk about you and i briefly
JMM says:
did we not?
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
very briefly
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
i was told by lise that you were the one that banned me...
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
through someone
JMM says:
i thought it was best after your post and the problems
JMM says:
the admin part
JMM says:
honestly i do not know you and i cant have trouble on the board
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
it might have been
JMM says:
always have to protect david's interests in that way
JMM says:
i am sorry about it but i dont have choices in those things
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
but to tell you the truth, the board and its contact is half mine due to the work and hours ive put in
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
-content
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
and my dismissal was not called for
JMM says:
the only one who owns things of david's website is david
JMM says:
everything done is donated
JMM says:
when you donate your time and effort it is appreciated but it is not yours
JMM says:
do you disagree with that statement?
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
i know, but the thing is, i dont see how its fair to just remove and ban someone that has spent just as much time as lise getting everything organised and set with the board and the chat can be just tossed aside
JMM says:
lets talk about the admin part first
JMM says:
do you understand my position on that
JMM says:
and my position about *ownership* I suppose
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
i do... but i dont know why lise's clash with me has anything to do with dave's security
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
because to be honest, this is all uncalled for, i was never given a reason and if she had a problem with me personally she should have come to me
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
not ignored my existance
JMM says:
I dont want fighting with something associated with dave
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
there was no fighting, lise took offense to something that wasnt intended to be offensive
JMM says:
thats the admin part of it ok? i'll talk to you more i just want to get that straight
JMM says:
i made a decision on that not lise
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
no but, she still took offense to it because otherwise it wouldnt have come to you
JMM says:
i am very sorry if my decision has upset or hurt you in any way
JMM says:
but you need to know it was me
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
to be honest, it really did
JMM says:
i am sorry
JMM says:
sometimes i have to do what i have to do
JMM says:
it is not personal for me at all
JMM says:
you seem like a nice person
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
of course not, its personal for lise and you cant afford to lose her, i know that
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
so no matter what you're going to do whats in lise's best interests provided it doesnt clash with daves
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
i know that
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
ive known that from day one
JMM says:
ok
JMM says:
so look
JMM says:
i tried not to bar you from the board
JMM says:
the thing is, you were still acting like an admin
JMM says:
it sort of bothered me
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
yeah because im an idiot
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
i was posting information that members wanted to see
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
because thats what i did
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
my brother was caught up in all this and was banned for no reason
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
id appreciate if he was unbanned because hes an unnecessary casulty in all this
JMM says:
manda i am going to talk to lise one more time about all this and that will be the end of it
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
i need a reason
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
becausse honestly, i dont think her personal issues with me is good enough justification
JMM says:
i will talk to you one more time about it as well
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
because ultimately thats what it comes down to
JMM says:
i wont leave you wondering
JMM says:
but i cannot have problems on the board
JMM says:
or i cannot have the board
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
i know you cant
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
but you know, when the admin lies to members about why i was banned theres something wrong
JMM says:
i will make my decision about this but i want you and anyone else to know it is my decision
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
the members are pissed
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
they are actually requesting to be removed from the board due to this decision
JMM says:
who?
JMM says:
i'll remove them if they like
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
oh dont worry lise already saw to that
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
i dont see why you are taking the blame for banning me when i know you didnt do it
JMM says:
i did
JMM says:
i spoke to lise on the phone about it
JMM says:
i'
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
unless you have lise's password it didnt happen, because on the board you dont have that power
JMM says:
i've been working all weekend - i wasnt able to contact you
JMM says:
are you calling me a liar?
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
no
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
theres no doubt in my mind it was your decision
JMM says:
i am going to talk to lise one more time about this
JMM says:
and see what i can work out if anything
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
her opinion wont change...
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
shes too stubborn for that, we both know that
JMM says:
it is my opinion as well
JMM says:
i am trying to be as civil as possible
JMM says:
but its just a board and i cant have problems there
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
i know it is, but as i said before, ultimately you're going to do whats best for dave
JMM says:
thats right
JMM says:
i have to
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
and as for issues on the board; i dont know what they are
JMM says:
and i am not trying to hurt anyone
JMM says:
but i will do what i have to
JMM says:
one sec brb
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
the only thing i can see being an issue is the stuff ive been told and ive learnt from lise because she was teaching me the admin side of it all, just in case something happened to her
JMM says:
breezy sent a pretty mean email to lise about this too
JMM says:
you let breezy know this is my decision
JMM says:
i will email her too if i have to
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
i know, she was upset, but i cant be responsible for her actions
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
apparently she emailed you too
JMM says:
havent seen it yet
JMM says:
look, you let me talk about this with lise and then i'll get back to you
JMM says:
i dont know if anything will change my mind about this though
JMM says:
i really cant have problems
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
i doubt it will, i know you cant, i just dont understand why there is a problem in the first place
JMM says:
i've explained the reason you were removed from being an admin and you understand it right?
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
to be honest, the only reason ive been given is because you cant have problems on the board
JMM says:
i've explained why i had lise remove your access to the board too right?
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
but, i dont know why there was a problem to begin with
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
which has been my stand during this whole thing
JMM says:
in the end manda, we might have to agree to disagree
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
it seems to be the way its going
JMM says:
i didnt like what you wrote to lise on the admin board
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
what else could i do?
JMM says:
and i know, we discussed it already
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
she wouldnt talk to me, she ignored my emails, so i mean where else could i go
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
and honestly, i didnt say anything that was that bad
JMM says:
what exactly do you want manda?
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
i just told her i didnt appreciate her treating me the way she did
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
honestly, i want it all back, but you and i both know that it wont happen
JMM says:
it wont
JMM says:
your brother, he's a big wrestling fan?
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
of course he is
JMM says:
i dont know him, i'm asking
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
he was a mod on the board too; but due to the recent situation he was banned
JMM says:
right
JMM says:
when lise is back online, she and i will talk about this
JMM says:
then i'll talk to you, ok?
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
ok, im not expecting any different answers
JMM says:
i'm not saying there will be
JMM says:
i dont want you to be confused with who made the decision on this though ok?
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
im not, i know that ultimately lise has to answer to you
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
but im not going to lie and say that lise's personal feelings werent involved in all this
JMM says:
i cannot speak about personal feelings
JMM says:
i dont know
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
to be honest, i want an explanation from lise why it upset her
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
because i know im not getting my status or my access back so there no point in even trying
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
regardless of what the members want
JMM says:
i have to finish my work here
JMM says:
i'll talk to you in a bit
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
ok; have fun
JMM says:
i wish it was fun
JMM says:

[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
hehe
JMM says:
stupid broken servers
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
ahhh
JMM says:
bye for now
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
ok, bye

PART FOUR :: COMPLETE

PART FIVE

PART SIX
[2 Morbid Thoughts][Dark Dreams]

[The DemonBoard Drama :: Part Three] [01 Oct 2005|01:07am]
PART ONE

PART TWO

regardless of what has been left in my comments i refuse to stop posting what happened; the members and my friends have a right to make up their own mind about the situation; this also tells me who exactly reported my post, which is exactly who i suspected from day one.

so to that person, in the words of Mindless Self Indulgence "Hey Fuck You" [right-click "Save As"]

OH BTW I FORGOT TO SAY THAT BETWEEN THE PREVIOUS POST AND THIS ONE; MY BROTHER AND I WERE IP BANNED

the following is a transcript that my brother had between a mod and himself trying to find out why he was banned from the board; remember he has nothing to do with the situation between lise and myself.

Three's A Crowd [25092005]

[Ħůи†єЯ К¹łłєЯ] says:
ok can u plzz ask lise why i was banned from the board
I'm 10% Sugar & 10% Spice But I'm 80% Bitch So You Better Be Nice!! says:
yeah i can
[Ħůи†єЯ К¹łłєЯ] says:
thxx
I'm 10% Sugar & 10% Spice But I'm 80% Bitch So You Better Be Nice!! says:
it seems u have to ask jonathan..
[Ħůи†єЯ К¹łłєЯ] says:
why he not online and he has nothing to do with it
I'm 10% Sugar & 10% Spice But I'm 80% Bitch So You Better Be Nice!! says:
its what i got told to say ask jonathan..
[Ħůи†єЯ К¹łłєЯ] says:
ok can u please copy and paste this into chat
I'm 10% Sugar & 10% Spice But I'm 80% Bitch So You Better Be Nice!! says:
yeah i can
[Ħůи†єЯ К¹łłєЯ] says:
ok
[Ħůи†єЯ К¹łłєЯ] says:
lise can u stop screwing me around cos i have done nothing at all to piss u off so can u atleast explain why u are doing this and i know it has nothing to do with jonathan
I'm 10% Sugar & 10% Spice But I'm 80% Bitch So You Better Be Nice!! says:
its an ip ban on mandas account so yours would automatically be banned
[Ħůи†єЯ К¹łłєЯ] says:
well mandas account was deleted so she couldnt exactly login anyway
[Ħůи†єЯ К¹łłєЯ] says:
and i still want to know why she is doing it
I'm 10% Sugar & 10% Spice But I'm 80% Bitch So You Better Be Nice!! says:
reason for ip ban is so that you cant use chat i believe... and as for reason i dont know what it all about
[Ħůи†єЯ К¹łłєЯ] says:
ok why would she want to bann me from chat??
I'm 10% Sugar & 10% Spice But I'm 80% Bitch So You Better Be Nice!! says:
i dont know i'm not told why these things happen
[Ħůи†єЯ К¹łłєЯ] says:
thats ok umm can u please ask lise to unblock me from msn so i can talk to her
I'm 10% Sugar & 10% Spice But I'm 80% Bitch So You Better Be Nice!! says:
i can ask her
[Ħůи†єЯ К¹łłєЯ] says:
ok thxxx
[Ħůи†єЯ К¹łłєЯ] says:
did she say anything?
I'm 10% Sugar & 10% Spice But I'm 80% Bitch So You Better Be Nice!! says:
she says she aint got you on msn
[Ħůи†єЯ К¹łłєЯ] says:
EMAIL REMOVED FOR PRIVACY
[Ħůи†єЯ К¹łłєЯ] says:
.com
[Ħůи†єЯ К¹łłєЯ] says:
*
[Ħůи†єЯ К¹łłєЯ] says:
did she say anything?
I'm 10% Sugar & 10% Spice But I'm 80% Bitch So You Better Be Nice!! says:
nope sorry
[Ħůи†єЯ К¹łłєЯ] says:
i just sent her and email to let her know what my email is
I'm 10% Sugar & 10% Spice But I'm 80% Bitch So You Better Be Nice!! says:
i hope u get the answers u want
[Ħůи†єЯ К¹łłєЯ] says:
oh umm can u please ask sharon to add me on msn
[Ħůи†єЯ К¹łłєЯ] says:
sorry for getting u to do all this stuff
I'm 10% Sugar & 10% Spice But I'm 80% Bitch So You Better Be Nice!! says:
no worries i ask her
[Ħůи†єЯ К¹łłєЯ] says:
thxxxxx
I'm 10% Sugar & 10% Spice But I'm 80% Bitch So You Better Be Nice!! says:
sharon isnt on line she just left to take her son to ftball... but when she comes bk i ask her
[Ħůи†єЯ К¹łłєЯ] says:
ok thxxxxx

as previously stated, my brother sent Lise an email with one of the overly cheesy grins along with his email address... he is still awaiting a response.

this is a transcript of a conversation between Lise and a good friend of mine, Jeannie... needless to say i was extremely shocked at the outcome of this and i cant help but feel guilty for it, i do however appreciate it more than anyone could know.

Confrontation [25092005]

JEANNIEPOP says:
Lise?
lise says:
yah
JEANNIEPOP says:
I know this will probly hurt my status in the board and how you feel about me...but I dont agree with what is going on with Manda, and what happend with B
lise says:
and your entitled to your opinion
lise says:
however decisions made internally by the board are generally made for a reason
JEANNIEPOP says:
I know that, and I understand...but I dont understand why these two mods were banned and demoted...t were two of your top mods and you friends.
JEANNIEPOP says:
I know Im just a member of the board...and have not known any of you very long...but I feel that in a way it is wrong.
JEANNIEPOP says:
are you still there lise?
lise says:
like i said internal decisions are made and arent discussed with others, so therefore you are only going to get one version of events
JEANNIEPOP says:
true....but as their friend, couldnt you have helped them, and told them why t were demoted or banned?
JEANNIEPOP says:
dont friends do that for eachother?
lise says:
Im sure they do
JEANNIEPOP says:
and t were your friends right?
JEANNIEPOP says:
you dont really like me asking you this stuff do you?
lise says:
I prefer not to discuss my personal life
JEANNIEPOP says:
thats fine, but I do know that Manda was a dear friend of yours and she is very hurt and upset..and dosnt know why any of this is happening...why didnt she at least get a reason as to why any of this is happening, she at least deserves that
lise says:
Is that what you have been told
JEANNIEPOP says:
yes...that she hasnt gotten a reason...or anything
JEANNIEPOP says:
not even a warning
lise says:
sorry but thats not true
lise says:
also not true
JEANNIEPOP says:
but the same thing happend to B
lise says:
also not true
JEANNIEPOP says:

JEANNIEPOP says:
but how could this happen to two of your mods, and have both of them say the same thing..when t barely every really talk to eachother
lise says:
I dont know
JEANNIEPOP says:
well Im not sure of anything but one thing I am sure of is that I ort Manda...so please take me off the board...if manda is not there as a mod or a member then I dont want to be one Ither.
lise says:
no problem
JEANNIEPOP says:
and Im reporting you, good bye

Jeannie then got her request filled, she was removed from the board asap.

PART THREE :: COMPLETE

PART FOUR

PART FIVE

PART SIX
[Dark Dreams]

[The DemonBoard Drama :: Part Two] [30 Sep 2005|09:19am]
OH NO! I MISSED PART ONE!!

as an interesting side note id like to just mention that AN HOUR after this post went public someone had reported it to Lise and then to Jonathan, he had made a comment within that hour... wow i must be so cool everyone loves what i have to say!

The Second Talk [23092005]

JMM says:
sorry i just woke up
JMM says:
its 8am here
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
tis all good, ahhh sorry i wasnt sure of the time difference
JMM says:
its ok
JMM says:
my computer reboots itself at 4am
JMM says:
and it starts this program
JMM says:
have to turn off the auto-start
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
ahh i see, sorry!
JMM says:
as far as the board, yestederday i was ready to shut the whole thing down
JMM says:
it really upsets me to have trouble there
JMM says:
i dont know what the solution is really
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
i dont blame you, i dont understand why this is happening
JMM says:
when people fight there
JMM says:
i've told lise before that since she's the only one I really trust, without her i wouldnt want to do the board
JMM says:
i dont know the other people there even though i should
JMM says:
just havent had the time
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
of course, its understandable, plus you've actually met lise so it makes more sense for you to trust her
JMM says:
i thought i knew breezy and she was sending my conversations via email behind my back
JMM says:
and my conversations were really of no importance
JMM says:
i liked breezy--or i thought i did
JMM says:
she seemed so nice
JMM says:
so you know, it makes it hard
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
i dont doubt that
JMM says:
u know, i thought i had good judgement of people
JMM says:
err actually i do
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
its so hard though online, people dont really come across as who they are, although id like to believe im not that dissimilar to who i really am, but things can be taken out of context so its hard to judge
JMM says:
from hearing what you told me, it seems that helping with the board was becoming a job
JMM says:
that i dont like either
JMM says:
it upsets me that i cant pay lise for all she does
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
well to be honest, it has always been a job
JMM says:
worse for others to work so hard for nothing
JMM says:
so maybe its for the best, i dunno
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
i think now because of Batista's popularity theres a lot of younger fans who lie about their ages etc just so they can join
JMM says:
i'm just a nice honest guy too. i have never misrepresented myself either
JMM says:
yah i can imagine
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
and those that think its acceptable to discuss things that arent really suitable for the pg rating
JMM says:
yah i know
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
im sure you get a lot of that
JMM says:
i've visited the other boards *well some of them* and found the subject matter to be XXX rated
JMM says:
suprisingly by people who say they are just FANS
JMM says:
so i know how hard it must be to keep the board a nice place
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
well yes and there were a few posts like that on the board
JMM says:
i actually joined and posted on a couple of those boards
JMM says:
to try to bring them back down to earth
JMM says:
helped for a little bit i guess
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
most of them dont have a clue
JMM says:
yah i said "just think of dave's daughters coming here"
JMM says:
stuff like that
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
and they are mostly 15 and 16 year old, some even 14, and honestly you have to wonder where they are getting that type of information from
JMM says:
anyway i'm truly sorry if the board has caused you any discomfort
JMM says:
or has worked you harder than it should have
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
its not the board
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
i have a lot of time, so really its given me something to do
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
i was just unhappy with the way lise was treating me after her visit here. i mean i can understand if she wasnt happy while she was here but ive heard nothing but good comments and she said she even wanted to come back
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
and that was about a month ago
JMM says:
i dont know
JMM says:
she had told me she had a good visit at the time
JMM says:
she has never said anything about you to me that was negative
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
i was actually given the admin password to accept new members when lise was working, when she left the password was changed, now im not annoyed or upset about that because i know it would be hard for her to trust anyone after the whole breezy incident
JMM says:
yah it is
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
but for her to question everything i do and just treat me like she has been makes no sense
JMM says:
its hard for me to trust anyone because anything thats on dave's site or board reflects him as well
JMM says:
to the wwe
JMM says:
they do pay attention to what we do
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
oh i know that and it puts everyone in an awkward situation
JMM says:
it does
JMM says:
and it leaves me with no choice when there are problems -- i have to take a no tolerance kind of stance
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
and most of the members dont actually realise what they say is being monitored by not only the mods and admin, but the wwe and sometimes his family and friends, so i mean there has to be a level of integrity otherwise theres no point
JMM says:
or we could lose the whole site
JMM says:
thats right
JMM says:
it never used to be so hard to manage
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
to be honest, the mods thing isnt what has upset me
JMM says:
i am getting that understanding from you
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
granted i wasnt happy because of what i did
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
and all i contributed but im mainly confused as to why
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
the board isnt hard to manage, i just had an issue with some of the other moderators not doing what theyd said they would do
JMM says:
well looking from the outside, it seems like there was a breakdown in communication somewhere
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
yeah
JMM says:
and/or understanding
JMM says:
i read what you wrote
JMM says:
and i can see why it upset lise
JMM says:
its hard to come across the right way in writing though
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
but it shouldnt have got to that far
JMM says:
from talking to you it seems your intentions were good
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
all i wanted to do is find out why i was being treated the way i was
JMM says:
did you try calling her to talk about it before?
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
and ive still had no answer; and now lise totally ignores my existance and ive been blocked and had my email address's revoked, but that doesnt even bother me, what bothers me is that i considered lise a good friend and all of a sudden she treats me so different
JMM says:
i cant talk about that stuff, i dont know the answers
JMM says:
one sec, my puppy is crying
JMM says:
he needs to go out
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
lise took three days off, i hadnt heard from her so i was worried, i called her mobile and sent her an email, i didnt get a response, i ended up calling her mother and spoke to her, and i was then questioned why i called to find out if she was ok, after shed been gone for those days...
JMM says:
i dunno
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
i just dont understand the whole thing.
JMM says:
i hear you
JMM says:
she hasnt said anything to me about any of that
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
im more upset that ive lost her as a friend than anything
JMM says:
but i will say again, she's never said anything negative about you
JMM says:
so i dont know
JMM says:
she messaged me while i was asleep but she was gone when i woke up
JMM says:
i dont get to talk to her enough
JMM says:
with all my stuff going on here
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
yeah i understand
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
plus the timezones arent always that helpful
JMM says:
yah
JMM says:
by the way do you talk to breezy still?
JMM says:
i havent seen her in ages either
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
i do yes
JMM says:
i think she has me blocked out of her im i guess
JMM says:
i wondered how she was doing
JMM says:
if she moved to seattle
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
shes doing good, shes moving next month
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
shes really nervous
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
but shes excited about the whole thing too
JMM says:
i dont dislike her, i just never understood why she copied my instant messenger to people
JMM says:
i thought that was kinda rude
JMM says:
it was very surprising, she'd always been nice to me
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
i dont have an issue with her, i feel somewhat guilty for telling lise i was the recipient of many conversations between you and her, but at the same time i felt i had to tell lise about it
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
it put me in an overly akward situation
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
and im sure that attributed to her not trusting me
JMM says:
i dunno
JMM says:
she didnt say that to me
JMM says:
although the last time i did talk to breezy she told me that lise says things about me behind my back
JMM says:
i've never heard that either
JMM says:
i think she was just hurt over the whole thing
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
well its undetstandable when she has some issues going on shes going to be annoyed at everyone
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
i guess she just needed to place the blame somewhere
JMM says:
yah i guess
JMM says:
its too bad everyone cant just be happy
JMM says:
i try every day to do just that
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
tell me about it
JMM says:
when i talk to lise i'll tell her some of what you told me if you dont mind
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
sure
JMM says:
i dont like to get in the middle of things
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
i just want to know what happened to make me so different in her eyes
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
i know and its not fair to ask you to, but i cant contact her so i dont know what else to do
JMM says:
when i have to get involved with the site and all its usually just because it represents Dave professionally
JMM says:
yah i will try to tell her what you told me
JMM says:
dunno about the personal things
JMM says:
i only know about that last post in the admin section that you sent me
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
yeah
JMM says:
hard for me to jump in and understand everything
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
yeah it is, and im in the middle of it and none of it makes sense
JMM says:
well maybe someday you guys will talk about it all
JMM says:
i dunno
JMM says:
hey is it big news that inxs has a new singer over there or does no one care
JMM says:
i watched their TV show here, it was ok but i didnt like their choice
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
haha, well to be honest Lise was saying when she was here that they upset a lot of people in the music industry
JMM says:
yah? by making a show of it?
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
and especially the guy that found michael hutchinson
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
yeah pretty much, and i guess really because they were replacing most of what inxs was
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
i didnt watch it, so i dont really know
JMM says:
well what are they supposed to do, not have a new singer some day?
JMM says:
it took them long enough
JMM says:
i hadnt even thought of the letters INXS for years and years
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
well to be honest in my opinion they should have renamed it and just 'covered' the songs
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
because then it wouldnt be so distasteful and disrespectful to so many
JMM says:
well
JMM says:
they have invested their lives making the inxs name
JMM says:
hard to abandon it
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
oh yah thats for sure, but i dont think replacing the lead singer is the best way to honour his life
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
but eh thats me
JMM says:
yah but life does go on after death no?
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
yeh it really does
JMM says:
maybe hutchinson would have liked it this way
JMM says:
maybe thats what they feel anyway...
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
maybe, its hard to know, heh its not something youd talk to someone about while they're alive i guess
JMM says:
yah
JMM says:
i mean to me it depends on their intentions and all
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
although when you think about it, its the same thing that Metallica have done twice now
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
so... i dont know what to think
JMM says:
yah well
JMM says:
if they'd done it a month after his death
JMM says:
thatd be another thing
JMM says:
to me anyway
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
yeah
JMM says:
they've been sitting around for ages
JMM says:
why not have another go at it
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
yeah true, plus it must be hard to just give it all up like that
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
it would be a complete shock to the system
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
because the lifestyles are so very different
JMM says:
yah especially if you really live for the music and to entertain people
JMM says:
that can leave a pretty big void in your life
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
i guess its the same for anyone in the entertainment business
JMM says:
i'm sure
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
probably more so for those who perform live than anything
JMM says:
i will say that from watching the TV show, the band was very nice and personable
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
yeah they always have been
JMM says:
they didnt make a mockery of themselves
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
well i guess thats the most important thing
JMM says:
yah they seemed pretty likeable
JMM says:
i might go see them, who knows
JMM says:
i used to like their music
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
yeah
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
they were pretty good
JMM says:
not to run on you, but i have to get ready for work
JMM says:
i'll talk to lise a little about what you've said to me
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
nah its ok i understand i have to have dinner lol
JMM says:
food is important
JMM says:
go get some
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
thank you, im sorry for you getting involved
JMM says:
no need to be sorry
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
i didnt intend on it getting this far
JMM says:
i just want everyone to be happy
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
same
JMM says:
i will always do whats best for the site and dave
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
theres no point if they arent
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
of course, i respect that
JMM says:
but on the personal level, thats harder
JMM says:
anyway i'll talk to you later
JMM says:
have a good night
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
ok, have a good day!

PART TWO :: COMPLETE

PART THREE

PART FOUR

PART FIVE

PART SIX
[4 Morbid Thoughts][Dark Dreams]

[The DemonBoard Drama :: Part One] [30 Sep 2005|12:38am]
The following entries will be EXACT transcripts of what happened on the DemonBoard leading up to and after myself AND my brothers demotion and then ip ban; this is the real story... its a behind the scenes look; only those directly involved will featured in the next few posts...

Lise came to visit me during August; from all account i was told she had an awesome time, and loved it, she was even planning on coming back.

The day Lise got back, the admin password was changed; i can understnad there were a few issues regarding lack of trust due to another "incident" so i didnt take it too hard.

I was then subjected to a month of :: questioning my judgements, being ignored, treated like an idiot when it came to general things that i knew etc, in fact this was noticable by several users and i had done nothing to recieve that kind of treatment to my knowledge; as far as i knew everything was just dandy.

The following happened over that month between Lise's visit my brothers and my demotion

Moderators Thread :: this thread was only viewable to the staff on the DemonBoard

[DD] :: deleted one of USER NAME REMOVED FOR PRIVACY posts,

[HK] deleted a double post in “favourite wrestlers” this makes 3 of her posts in the thread.

Lise :: ok. USER NAME REMOVED FOR PRIVACY posted in the favorite wrestler thread again because according to thread tracking manda deleted her original post, then tim came online and deleted her new post?!!!

GUYS cmon..use the mod tracking........ Ive now reinstated the original post from 10th July and apologised. Ive also deleted two posts from Manda in response to questions from USER NAME REMOVED FOR PRIVACY in other threads due to the tone of the posts.

[DD] :: lise i went through the entire thread and USER NAME REMOVED FOR PRIVACY had already posted. i had also merged a 2nd post she did updating her favourite wrestlers.

i didnt see the point in keeping a 3rd and 4th post so i told tim to delete it and i deleted the 3rd because they were EXACTLY the same.

Lise :: when i came online earlier today ALL of her posts from that thread had been deleted, i put back the first one, which was the one you did the original merge on. Ive explained to the user how to use the colored arrows to see what threads she has posted in.

[DD] :: deleted post made by USER NAME REMOVED FOR PRIVACY she replied to herself agreeing with what she said in a previous post... i wouldnt care, but the posts were straight after each other...

yah im brilliant i forgot to say which thread... "batistas age"

Lise :: umm....manda...USER NAME REMOVED FOR PRIVACY was replying to alycats post...............

[DD] :: she replied to USER NAME REMOVED FOR PRIVACY post originally, but in her second post she said exactly the same thing as her original post.

the original post she replied with was removed because it was a legitimate double post.

she had both posts saying exactly the same thing... i didnt see the point in keeping them both there.

Lise :: ok i just couldnt see two at the time

[DD] :: simply because i can

logs into demonboard :: 0435am my time.

signing out :: 0618am

Lise :: not only is this uncalled for its insulting to the rest of us.
nobody is expected to be on for any amount of time or guarantee how many times in a day or in an hour they will check the board or join the chat.

if you feel this way perhaps you should reconsider whether you want to be a moderator. there is absolutely no need for a moderator to be logged into this board for 24 hours a day/7 days a week.

[DD] :: logged on :: 0223

you said you hadnt seen me online yesterday, so i thought id post when i was online and when i wasnt.

as for it being insulting, ive not recieved an email or any form of message from anyone saying they were insulted except for you in this post, and i really dont know why youd be insulted by it especially since a few months ago you started a thread in this forum asking the moderators when theyd be online.

also, i have never said at any point that the board should be watched 24/7 ive simply stated when ive not been satisfied with the moderation of the board. when there is one mod online for 8 hours with no one else around i dont think thats such a good thing.

honestly, i dont know why you have an issue with what im doing. ive never questioned your authority and ive done nothing but support you on things even when i dont necessarily agree on them. you have questioned everything ive done on the board and this thread is proof of that. i dont know what you want from me because ive done all youve asked and still i get treated like this. for some reason you have been treating me like trash ever since you left from your visit, and its noticable to others. i dont know why and honestly im tired of it, i dont deserve it and unless you can tell me why, there is no reason for it.

if you have an issue with me, tell me about it because when you question everything i do and treat me like this its really uncalled for and i dont appreciate it. honestly, i dont know what is happening or what has happened, or what has been said for you to suddenly change the way im treated but i dont deserve it, and its not fair.

i would appreciate it in future of you dicussed this issue with me directly, ive been nothing but honest with you and i can only put up with so much, and frankly im at my limits, theres no excuse for this because ive not done anything wrong; if i have in fact done something wrong, tell me straight out.

if you dont want me as a mod, fine revoke my status but i think theres more to it than that. ive done nothing but support you and do what you've asked so its definately not a board issue. ultimately its your decision i would however appreciate an explanation as to why you are treating me with such disrespect.

The Talk [22092005] :: To my suprise i was questioned by Jonathan, the owner of the DemonBoard/Demon-Wrestling and Batista's manager type person

[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
eh who are you?
JMM says:
i am jonathan
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
ahh interesting
JMM says:
wanted to talk to you if you have some time
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
sure talk away
JMM says:
wondered if you could tell me about whats going on with the board
JMM says:
if you dont mind
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
honestly, i dont have a clue
JMM says:
i'd heard you posted some things in the admin side of it
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
yeah i did
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
would you like a copy of it?
JMM says:
said some not so nice things about lise
JMM says:
i havent seen it sure i'd like to
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
i didnt say anything rude or disrespectful
JMM says:
email it to me?
JMM says:
EMAIL ADDRESS REMOVED FOR PRIVACY SAKE
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
am i allowed to do that?
JMM says:
what do you mean allowed?
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
well last time something happened between lise and a former mod, the former mod got busted for talking to you
JMM says:
what?
JMM says:
thats not how that happened
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
ok, ill email it to you
JMM says:
breezy was copying conversations of mine and emailing it to people
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
i know, i was one of those she sent it to
JMM says:
i dunno what was up with that
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
and i notified lise because i thought it was the best thing to do
JMM says:
last time i spoke with breezy she still insisted she never emailed things i said to people
JMM says:
even though i had a copy of the email
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
gimme a sec i forgot my gmail account
JMM says:
sure
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
haha kick ass i remembered
JMM says:
ah
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
ok im going to send you everything that was said in the mods thread over the time since lise left from visiting me, because this is when i believe it started
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
im actually rather annoyed i havent been given any reasoning or been spoken to since
JMM says:
u know, the board was made as a place for fun
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
i know that
JMM says:
i hate having people upset over it
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
i actually dont understand why this has happened, because all i did was ask her why she was treating me like trash since she left from her visit, but you can see that for yourself when you get the email
JMM says:
i dont know much about the board i guess
JMM says:
when i created the old one i had more time on my hands at a 12 hr a day job
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
yeah i know
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
lise has told me and she told me she took over even when she didnt have time to do it herself
JMM says:
yah thats true
JMM says:
she made it better though too
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
which is why she got the mods involved, theres no doubt in my mind she made it better
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
i know she did, i helped her get this new board and chat set up
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
and ive helped her a lot on the site too with general information and a few rather ugly graphics
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
which is why i dont understand her sudden change of heart
JMM says:
she said that you posted against her personally on the admin side
JMM says:
so i told her i didnt want an admin like that
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
well i sent the email so you can read exactly what was said
JMM says:
or people being mean to each other
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
i know you dont
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
theres no room for it
JMM says:
nope
JMM says:
its not fun that way, u know?
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
but since she wouldnt talk to me or reply to any emails or even respond to anything i did as far as moderating goes aside from questioning everything what else was i supposed to do?
JMM says:
she said you had some complaints about other mods not doing their jobs?
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
i did
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
and i told them to her
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
which is why there was i dont know if its still there, a thread about appointing new mods
JMM says:
k lemme see what you sent me
JMM says:
i guess the board is very busy now and people need to be moderated a lot eh?
JMM says:
i didnt take it as such a busy task
JMM says:
i thought people were mostly civil
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
well there is a bunch of people signing up with false date of births
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
and others that reply with what can be considered as pornographic material
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
so yes, its a massive job and when there was 3 or 4 of us doing 80% of the workload, i didnt see it was fair for 3 others to be doing nothing
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
which is why i asked lise about the modding situation
JMM says:
well it is a volunteer type job tho
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
yeah i know that
JMM says:
but yes i can see that no one should be working so hard at something thats not supposed to be a big job
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
but the thing is there is 3 or 4 of us that put in an insane amount of hours and the others dont do anything, and honestly, whats the point in keeping them as mods if they arent doing what they are appointed to be doing?
JMM says:
true, the only reason i can think of is that they are good people who you trust
JMM says:
people who if they did happen to log in and see something bad, would take care of it
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
they do for the most part, i just didnt think leaving the board un monitored for 8 hours at a time was such a good thing
JMM says:
i dont disagree completely with you
JMM says:
its just hard when its volunteers helping
JMM says:
hard for me to be critical that is
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
yeah i know, but the way its been set up with mods timezones, the board should only go unmonitored for a max of 3 hours at a time
JMM says:
i appreciate what people do
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
it just annoyed me because 3 or 4 of us were handling everything
JMM says:
did lise say we didnt need more mods?
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
well she opened a thread about appointing new mods
JMM says:
not like we couldnt keep the ones we had and still add more...if we trusted everyone we had that is
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
people to send in nominations etc
JMM says:
i see
JMM says:
it upsets me that the board causes such trouble
JMM says:
was never my intention
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
it upsets me too because honestly, its the last thing that anyone needs
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
and lise doesnt need anymore on top of what she already has
JMM says:
no
JMM says:
well i dont get it
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
eh join the club
JMM says:
i have to go to work now
JMM says:
i'd like to talk to you more later if thats ok with you
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
sure, not a problem
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
im sure ill be around
JMM says:
give me time to think about this stuff and try to understand it more
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
ive got nothing but time
JMM says:
k cya later
[Dark Dreams] :: 蔵夢 [Kura yume] says:
have a good day

PART ONE :: COMPLETE

TAKE ME TO PART TWO ALREADY!

PART THREE

PART FOUR

PART FIVE

PART SIX
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[SorryEverybody.com] [16 Sep 2005|02:03am]
i love this... its such a cool idea.

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