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Must be nice to be so god damn perfect [17 Oct 2004|10:53pm]
[ mood | rushed ]

Can't type much seeing as I'm a little rushed all I have to say is:

Watched Butterfly Effect -Movie was fricken awesome despite the fact I hate Ashton Kutcher more on that later

Made Community- Join my community for Charlie/Shannon from lost shannonxcharlie

Took LOST quiz heehee look at how surprising the answer is ;)

Charlie
You are Charlie. Bass player for Driveshaft. With
crazy hair and hobbitish good looks, you
attract many admirers. You like to decorate
your fingers with letters on tape. Oh, and
you're a junkie. You're the one who's ready to
ask the really tough questions: is
day-turning-into-night end-of-the-world type
weather normal? And guys, where ARE we?


Which Lost Character Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

JOIN THE CHARLIE/SHANNON FANLISTING

http://charlieandshannon.further-abandonment.com/

Ok gotta go

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For you I bleed myself dry [16 Oct 2004|02:18pm]
[ mood | weird ]

Ok I suck really bad I'm so sorry I haven't posted in forever my obsession with Lost has become some sort of addiction and all I could do was make icons oops -_-. Anyway I started a new journal to put the icons I make

_shatteredicons please go there for all my graphic stuff now thanks ^_^

Okay I have some really good news........I'M MOVING! I hate the place where I live the school system sucks so bad and I hate everybody..........

I NEED FRIENDS! Yeah I really need friends on lj or I'm going to depressed forever would anybody out there want to befriend me :p ?

Jeeze I've noticed I veer off subject alot well here I go again

IT'S ALMOST HALLOWEEN!!!!!!! *jumps up and down* I can't wait so exicted. I'm being Arwen (LotR) for the second time in a row but hey she's an awesome character.

I just saw the new Chainsaw Massacre and I sware that movie is fricken messed up I almost puked a million times. I hate movies like that they aren't scary all they are is gross.

Anyway I found that book I lost actually a friend found it so very happy ^_^

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But I refuse to cry no tears will fall from these eyes...... [27 Sep 2004|07:49pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

Okay sorry I haven't written anything in awhile I've been busy lately with school and everything but I decided I should write something so........yeah.....

Anyway who watched Lost last Wednesday? I had to watch cause Dom was in there not like I'm obssessed or anything *cough*. Well I thought that Kate girl was a little weak especially with the whole curtains bit *rolls eyes* well at least Charlie made up for it by singing *melts*.

Gah I've had a faze were I can't stop listening to Merideth Brooks "Bitch" I adore that song seriously it's a great song if you haven't heard it GO LISTEN TO IT NOW! I COMMAND IT!

I keep getting off track lol let's see what else......I'm in a new roleplay called _squarenix and of course I play Rinoa. Anyway you should check it out I'm sure it's gonna be fun ^_^. Like my new comment thingy? It's from another great song by Martina Mcbride "Concrete Angel" I love that song so sad. Maybe I'll change my livejournal name to that?

OH I went to a chinese resturant the other day and had Sushi for the first time. It was actually extremely good I need to go out and eat more food lol.

I'm also on the verge of having a new favorite singer as well yep that's right her names Ayumi Hamasaki yeah she's a Japanese singer and she great I loe all her songs ^_^

But for bad news this book I was reading which I really loved became lost at school and I'm really upsert about it......it also had my lunch ticket but i can always get another one of those....

I can't think of anything else..........so I guess I'll go lol bye

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I'm sorry I can't be perfect......... [17 Sep 2004|08:11pm]
Well I missed two days of school because my legs kept going numb which really sucked. I went to the doctors and they said I might have some kind of arthritis type thing :(. Anyway I joined an ANTI-Emma Watson community because I hate that girl she ruined poor 'Mione. I also joined one to bring back Book!Hermione because preppy "does my hair look alright" lyke omg HaRRy yoU aRe LYKE So SEXy!!1one!! really bites. I started one as well so maybe somebody will join?

Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect


Isn't that song amazing? I love Simple Plan and when I first heard this song I fell in love. It reminds me of my "relationship" with my dad. Currently he's living somewhere (don't know where) hiding and trying not to pay child support. He's addicted to drugs and booze and is "insane" (or at least that's what he says so he doesn't have to pay). I haven't talked to the guy in about 5 months. Doesn't he sound delightful? Well whatever I gotta go make things.
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Look for the girl with the broken smile....... [15 Sep 2004|10:43pm]
Okay nothing much to write about so I'll just sit her and type and type and type.....

Here read the lyrics to the best song in the world

Oh oh, oh oh..
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh..
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh,

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

[Chorus:]
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

Oh oh, oh oh,
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh,

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

[Chorus]
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done


He was everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

[Chorus]
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

[x2]
Oh oh, oh oh, (in background Oh oh, oh oh)
So much for my happy ending,


Ok I'm done now there will be more tommorow I promise ^_^
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Please be there to catch me as I fall..... [14 Sep 2004|09:58pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

Before you ask I use the word Hyne sometimes and I guarentee a lot more during the enteries. Who is Hyne? The Goddess like figure in FF VIII who was the source of the Sorceress powers hence the reason they are called Hyne's descendant.


Ugh sorry I didn't update yesterday I was only on for a few minutes cause my brother insisted we play LotR monopoly. Don't get me wrong, I love LotR but I hate monopoly. Anyway school sucks as usual I feel horrible but last year I missed like 40 days of school because I kept getting sick (no I wasn't playing hookie) and now they get all on my case everytime I miss a day. I've missed two so far for a really bad toothache and the stupid Vice Principal called me into the office to talk about a contract about my absents which means everytime I'm not there I need a Doctor's Note. Do you know what a pain it is to have to go to the doctors everyday you get sick? I hate my school so much and the nurse never sends me home anyway so I know I'll get stuck there with a pounding headache and a bad stomach ache. And to top it all off my best friend said the next time I miss a day she's making me walk by myself to all my classes oh boy that makes me feel great.

Ok gotta stop talking about school.

Today Scooby Doo 2 came out and I wish I had the money to buy it but sadly I don't. Well I did but I spent it on something of very great importance....the FF VII game. My stupid crack addicted uncle borrowed it and naturally never returned it but I won't hold a grudge *huggles new video game*. I think it's time fo me to get a job because there is so many things I want right now.....

INUYASHA! Yeah that came out the 8th for the first time in America. "Affections Reaching Across Time" I believe it's called and it looks great. Though I think the show needs more of the sexiest wolf boy around KOUGA!!!!! You wouldn't believe my sick fantasies of him and.....Inuyasha....sometimes I throw Kagome in the mix and pretend it's me. Yes I support some Inuyasha slash *coughkougaxinuyashacoughkagomexsangocough* so what? I still think the regular couples are adorable too. I have one request though Kikyo should end up with Nuraku so Inuyasha and Kagome will live happily ever after. I heard that the series is ending this month in Japan how how I wish I lived there.

Ding dong the witch is dead......YOU HAVE TO SEE WITHOUT A PADDLE! I'm serious if you only see one movie this year see that. I was laughing the whole time that movie was fricken hilarious. It also helped though that Matthew Lillard was in there and some parts only in his underwear. That doesn't beat Summer Catch though hyne when he stripped I thought I was going to have a heart attack. I managed to pause it at the right moment to see his butt whoo hoo! Yeah I'm perverted. You know what else was hot in that movie? Him walking onto the screen in nothing but a thong. Priceless. God how I wish I was his wife *drools*

Ok I gotta stop typing now *runs away from the keyboard*

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If this is just a dream please don't wake me up...... [12 Sep 2004|02:09pm]
Ok so I thought it was time for my first post in this journal thing. But before you go on reading I must warn you of a few things:

1.I suck at punctuation (maybe I'll learn how to use it better in Honors English) so please don't yell at me for it or I will laugh at you and throw oranges

2.I've never been good at keeping a journal I've tried but failed miserabley each time. Maybe this time will be different?

3. My opinions change quickly about things. Just the other day I hated Garnet but then I started playing the game again and began to adore her.

4. I AM A RINOA FAN AND A SQUALL/RINOA FAN! I don't want to hear your stupid opinions on how Quistis is so much better and is the perfect woman for Squall. I don't care I hate her end of story so go ahead Trepies try to sway me and I'll burn you to a cinder.

5.I'm very choosey about friends. I would be honored to actually have a friend but please don't be annoying and preppy and type LyKe THiZ. If you'd like to be my fiend just ask :)


Ok I think that's it now that we got that out of the way I guess I can talk about other things ^_^

Since I don't have much else to talk about (well there is my new cute little hamster who I decided to name Squall I wish I had a webcam to show you :( ) I thought I should share some graphics so I'm gonna get on that right away so have patience!

P.S. I got accepted at the_art_of_ff
Yay!


EDIT--- I have the gifts I promised! I hope you like them! I'm planning to work on a Squall/Rinoa songset

Oh and I thought I should say I would happily take requests

6-FF VIII

5-FF IX

2-FO Banners

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