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IT'S TAKE TWO ON THE ATTACK SCENE. [Wednesday
November 2nd, 2005 at 10:45pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]

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thank you all so much for helping me decide♥

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[Monday
October 10th, 2005 at 7:06am]
omgggggggggg.
MYCOMPUTER'SFIXEDWHOAA!
so expect comments, updates, ect.

Oh and it's my birthday today!
sup fourteeeeen.
o-o but now I have to go get ready for school.
But I might be suspended because of my hair and it's all gay and I'll explain later, promise.

<3333333
Wow, I've missed everything.
16 cmnt

xx [Friday
August 26th, 2005 at 4:17pm]
Once on a yellow piece of paper with greenlines
he wrote a poem.
And called it "Chops"
because it was the name of his dog
And that's what its all about.
And his teacher gave him an A
and a gold star.
And his mother hung it on the kitchen door
and read it to his aunts.
That was the year Father Tracey
took all the kids to the zoo.
And he let them sing on the bus.
And his little sister was born
with tiny toenails and no hair.
And his mother and father kissed a lot.
And the girl around the corner sent him a
Valentine with a row of X's
and he had to ask his father what the X's meant.
And his father always tucked him in bed at night.
And was always there to do it.

Once on a piece of white paper with blue lines
he wrote a poem.
And called it "Autumn"
because that was the name of the season.
And that's what it was all about.
And his teacher gave him an A
and asked him to write more clearly.
And his mother never hung it on the kitchen door
because of its new paint.
And the kids told him
that Father Tracey smoked cigars
And left butts on the pews.
And sometimes they would burn holes.
That was the year his sister got glasses
with thick lenses and black frames.
And the girl around the corner laughed
when he asked her to go see Santa Clause.
And the kids told him why
his mother and father kissed a lot.
And his father never tucked him in bed at night.
And his father got mad
when he cried for him to do it.

Once on a paper torn from his notebook
he wrote a poem.
And he called it "Innocence: A Question"
because that was the question about his girl
And that's what it was all about.
And his profressor gave him an A
and a strange steady look.
And his mother never hung it on the kitchen door
because he never showed her.
That was the year that Father Tracey died.
And he forgot how the end
of the Apostle's Creed went.
And he caught his sister
making out on the back porch.
And his mother and father never kissed
or even talked.
And the girl around the corner
wore too much makeup
That made him cough when he kissed her
but he kissed her anyway
because that was the thing to do.
And at three AM he tucked himself into bed
his father snoring soundly.

That's why on the back of a brown paper bag
he tried to write another poem.
And he called it "Absolutely Nothing"
Because that's what it was really all about.
And he gave himself an A
and a slash on each damned wrist.
And he hung it on the bathroom door
because this time he didn't think
he could reach the kitchen.



the perks of being a wall flower owns your life.


[p.s. the spaces didn't come out right.]
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wow, just.. wow. [Wednesday
August 10th, 2005 at 9:21pm]

this made me sad. && i don't get sad at a lot of things.Collapse )

here.  if you haven't already.

uh huh. [Tuesday
August 2nd, 2005 at 5:38pm]
uhm. I need to get my LJ act together. pleeeeeease be patient with me for not commenting and posting, I'm trying to catch up on that now. <3333 love you all!
13 cmnt

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