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this ways better for me [04 Sep 2005|07:22pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

new fucking journal, bitches.

go fucking add it.

www.livejournal.com/~_cuntfaceAdd LJ User

kaythanks.  ♥

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hold my hand [30 Aug 2005|08:39pm]
[ mood | tired ]

went to the beach with kellogg
saw charlie and the chocolate factory
got to touch sea aminals [yes aminals fucker.]
i know how to swim
i saw the ocean for the first time
i threw up in the ocean
jumping waves is fun
i got a henna tattoo, it rules

chris missed me. =]
chris got mike jones in the house [his female cat]

today was the fir4st day of school
im gonna shower again for the awesome second day.
cause today i looked like shit

then im calling chris
bye. =]

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jkhsjsklkajakl [16 Aug 2005|06:28pm]
i think if i fucked up adams journal id have enough balls to admit it.
plus...i wouldnt waste my time fucking up his when im too busy perfecting mine.

thanks.






adam & christa. to call somebody "imature" you are imautre yourself, so you can shove that up your ass. i think that you are all a waste of my precuious time anyways.. so you can sit here and humor yourselves all you like, for as long as you like.. and soon or later, you will get the point that you just make my day complete because you gave me a laugh.







im hanging out with kelley, im cool. =]
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[15 Aug 2005|11:01pm]
[ mood | creative ]

hahahhahahhahahahahhaha comments. yesssss. people are so fucking awesome. they make lame ass comments and expect me to care what they say about me. i know who likes to make those comments, and considering who they are from, it makes me care even less. awh, you guys are great, thanks for making me laugh.





i had a good day, kaythanks.


tomorrow will be good too

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do you want more [14 Aug 2005|09:30pm]
[ mood | sexy ]

chris got out of the crisis center. =] yayyyy. im really happy. i spent the last two nights at his house, it was really cool. his mom and i woke up and went yard saleing. it was awesome, i got three bags of shit. i got shoes and purses and a bunch of clothes. yes yes yesssss =] i love sandi, haha.
i realize that i smoke too much. and so does chris. he told me i smoke too much and i was like kaythanks. haha. so im smoking lights for the time being. my throats been killing me cause im doing like a pack and a half a day anymore, oh shizzi.





i got my hair cutttttttt. it rules. i look cute. =] i havent taken any pictures yet, cause i look like shit due to lack of sleep. hahaha. thats what i get for staying with chris the whole night and waking up early. fuckkk.

im on the phone with chris, bye.

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[06 Aug 2005|03:40pm]
[ mood | dead ]

i wish i had the guts to ruin a relationship or a friend. i really do. christa and adam are accusing me of saying something to a girl i barely know. i mentioned adam to this girl maybe three times. twice as he and i were dating, and once after he and i broke up. now this girl is saying that i told her i had adam come up here one day after he left christas and he and i had sex. oh yeah. it happened, mhm. why the fuck would i say that, first off. i guess christa was supposed to be my friend, but yeah it doesnt really look good from here. i kinda knew something like this would happen.
on the subject of adam, he still has my pants and im pissed. i wore those things not even five times. grr. christa has a pair of mine but its cool i figure ill get them sooner or later, they werent that special to me anyways. i need more pants, kaythanks.
i figured out who this girl was when chris and i saw adam and christa at sheetz and adam said 'crissy is on your myspace friends' it was like 'who the fuck is crissy' when i first was told about this weak little bullshit story. and then it was like okay, myspace = chrysdee. and yeah i called her the night adam and christa first accused me of this shit story and she was like 'i havent talked to christa in like 4 months, blahblahblah' i plan to talk to her again and really poke at her and see what she says. either way ill get a way ahead of this. just cause im that good.



anyways. my day is the biggest shit storm ever. chris went into the crisis center in the hospital. fuck =[ i dont really feel like talking about it. plus, its none of your business, asshole.
im gonna miss him =[[[[[[[[[

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ill have you spendin all you got [04 Aug 2005|10:38pm]
[ mood | complacent ]

have had ups and downs.
have seen the police too many times in the past four days.

my cat is awesome, she drools when she sleeps.

chris is staying the night again. hes like passed out right now. he walked the whole way over here, it was nice, haha. he might get sent away. =[ sucks.

im so bored with my journal entries and just about everything else anymore.

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ill find myself someday [30 Jul 2005|12:04am]
[ mood | blank ]

hung out with chris again today.
and his mom. haha.

tomorrow chris and i and...other people are going up to raystown for stuff... i dunno wtf were doing..

chris told me to call.
his phone is off.
moday he is going to the warped tour, and im going to hang out with his mother.
imma do her hair. what now, bitch.

...i dunno whats wrong.
but......kaybye.

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i see it, i need it [28 Jul 2005|12:07am]
[ mood | happy ]

=] the other day a cat was on my porch i gave it attention. today it came back, and my dad let it inside. =] were gonna call the paper tomorrow and see if anyone lost her. but for now she is ours. she likes my dad, and attention. and she scares my dogs. =] shes so pretty.


today i hung out with chris. i own him. ;] someone over at janets house tried to say he broke in while they were on vacation. i can prove them wrong. whadup.



kay, boring. i cant type. fake nails = sucky typing.

gonna go pay attention to ms.kitty =]

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i didnt know [24 Jul 2005|10:33pm]
[ mood | high ]

kelley and i were sitting around upstairs and chelle called. we went down to her house for a little bit and hung out. she had to leave with ashley so kelley and i started walking back to my house. we stopped about half way and sat in front of a church and started to smoke a cigarette. johnny ciccerella came around the corner and he was sitting and talking with us for a minute. johnny invited us to his house[which we were close by] so we went over. we talked for a little then he was like 'do you wanna smoke' and kelley and i both were for that, haha. so we got high and im still buzzed. =] good shit, good shit. kelley and i were tweekin out, johnny made us laugh so damn hard i felt like i was having a heart attack, hahaha. johnny didnt smoke but i guess he had earlier in the day which is cool. haha. so anyways, johnny walked us home a little bit after ten, kelley and i came home later than we said but my dad didnt give two fucks and a shit, haha.





kelley and i smell manipulation all over. ;]



still dont know what were doing tomorrow. maybe hanging out with kelley. haha. kelley told johnny that i live at her house. and she and i agreed that we need to hang out a lot more. because she and i shared so much and theres a lot in common in our brains its unreal, its amazing. hahaha.

sooooo yeah. hungry.

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[24 Jul 2005|06:18pm]
[ mood | yayyyy ]

yayyyyyy
so lastnight i spent the night at kelleys house. =] we hung out with chris vaughn for a while. then we hung out with tom. and kelley and i stayed up and talked until like 7am. chris called us at like 11 to hang out, we missed that call, haha. and he called again at two and kelley and i finally got up and stuff. we ate, then chris picked us up again.






been fighting with chris rogers. mehhhhh.














i dunno what else. i dunno what kelley and i are doing today, were trying to find something. shes staying the night =] kaybye

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love me... [20 Jul 2005|08:40pm]
[ mood | pensive ]

today i was supposed to go over to chris' house. well his mom didnt come get me so i called him and she was still at the house. i didnt stay out of my house that long today, so he just said 'well do something tomorrow'
so i called tom after a while and he came over. we watched a few movies. he turned on the biggest penis movie ever, ugh. haha [penis movie = a guy movie with guns and bombs and stuff] anyways i fell asleep again. he wants me to fall asleep to see if he can talk to me and find out shit im like oh fuck.

tomorrow im going to the wing off with chris. chris wants to stay on the phone with me. but he has a girl over and shes staying the night. now thats rude to ignore your company, duh.

i gotta go wash the dishes. kaythanksbye




i dont know what im supposed to think anymore...about anyone.




ps - i saw a prego bitch today. i wanted to bunch her...real bad. .\

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im stealing this from adam. [19 Jul 2005|11:06pm]
[ mood | lost in love ]

post your name and ill tell you exactly what i think of you. =]

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[19 Jul 2005|10:22pm]
[ mood | humored ]

certain comments make me laugh. =]







do you love me
i mean, really love me
cause if you dont
ill have to kill you






i think i know which way im going.

but i dont want your pawn shop promises.

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broken sticks and broken streets [19 Jul 2005|08:32pm]
[ mood | great ]

today my mom bought me constantine. its a pretty good movie. =]
chris showed up at my house at like 11 this morning. i was asleep so yeah he just fell asleep too. haha awh he snores. ;]
tom came over after a little bit. and then like an hour after that chris left. someone not impressed, heh. anyways...
i watched constantine and underworld with tim. i fell asleep again. haha. im such a bad host. harhar.

so yeah
tomorrow - i dunno what im doing. i might hang out with tom, i might hang out with chris. tom asked me first and chris even said we need time away from each other cause we argue like hell a lot.
thursday - im going to the wingoff with chris. tom said he was going, haha yay
friday - im getting my picture taken......booooo
saturday - i need something to do. =] haha

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[19 Jul 2005|12:17am]
Complete and total adoration,
My gift to you, my heart was yours.
In ten weeks you shaped it,
In one night you murdered it.
Torn from my chest and laid at your feet,
That first step that you took was the worst.
Since then you've walked a thousand miles in solace and short remark,
And I still have these memories,
But we'll never see what we could have been.
Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now?
Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go?
Remember. cause that's all you can do.
We'll never make another memory,
We'll never make another memory.
I wish I'd have died in your arms the last time we were together,
So I wouldn't have to wake without you today.
This time I thought things were real.
You said they were.
What happened?
You were a priority,
Was I an option?
I let you see a side of me that I don't share with anyone.
Promises are just words unless they are fulfilled.
you knew from the beginning all I had to offer you was my heart,
I'm sorry that wasn't enough.
So, we'll go our own ways,
And hopefully you'll remember the things I've told you,
Hopefully you'll understand that everything I said was in sincerity.
A broken heart is not what I wanted from this,
But I guess I've learned from it.
But aren't you supposed to learn from your mistakes?
I don't consider this a mistake,
I just wish the story didn't end this way,
Cause I'm still in love with the person who helped me write it.
Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go?
Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now?
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[18 Jul 2005|11:13pm]
[ mood | flirty ]

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tom fell asleep when i was on the phone with me.  hahaha awh.  yeah i yelled at him.  hes a good guy.  tomorrow im hanging out with him, yay.  =]

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wtf sasha [18 Jul 2005|08:13pm]
[ mood | happy ]

oookayyyy
here is to my ruin of a good damn day.
i got an email from sasha. uhhh. yeah you can figure my surprise and how unhappy i was. i was very not impressed. shes like blahblahblah cassies a cunt. but shell email me. and put me on her friends list on lj. and all this other bullshit. well, im not dumb enough to start talking to her again. if adam is i feel sorry for him, i really do. she supposes that im telling adam ''youre not allowed to talk to sasha'' well yeah bitch, re-read that.. not even close.







the good part of my day-
i hung out with andy. =] we watched may, bs's dracula, and stuck on you. we spent most of that time talking and stuff though, haha. people kept calling his phone and mine. it was like 'guhh irritation' considering i was trying to keep convorsation and stuff up. so yeah anyways, he and i fell asleep when we were watching stuck on you. hes fucking comfortable, hahaha. and hes got the softest hands ive ever touched in my life. i was like wow in amazement. fa sho, it was nice. ;] yeah i dunno what else to say.

tomorrow i think im hanging out with tom. good stuff.

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I HAVE A BROKEN CAPS LOCK KEY [16 Jul 2005|07:19am]
[ mood | awake ]

Android Vageta: K IM OUT!
xdeadlykissesx0: KAY
xdeadlykissesx0: LOVE YOU, BABY
xdeadlykissesx0: JAHAHHAA
Android Vageta: NIGHT JEWISH BITCH! AND I LOVE YOU TOO
Android Vageta: HAHAHAHHA
Android Vageta: <333333333
xdeadlykissesx0: BYE BITCH
Android Vageta: LOVE YOU TTYLKTHXNIGHTKBYEKK
xdeadlykissesx0: ..KAYBYE
xdeadlykissesx0: LOVE YOU
Android Vageta: you gonna miss me??
xdeadlykissesx0: ..YES
xdeadlykissesx0: NOW
xdeadlykissesx0: LEAVE SO I CAN START MISSING YOU
xdeadlykissesx0: HAHHA
Android Vageta: haha
Android Vageta: night
xdeadlykissesx0: ...MORNING
Android Vageta: stfukthxho
xdeadlykissesx0: HAAAHHAHAHAHA
Android Vageta: haha
Android Vageta: BYE
xdeadlykissesx0: ...BYE.
xdeadlykissesx0: GOD DAMMIT
xdeadlykissesx0: GOOD BYE
xdeadlykissesx0: HAHAHAH
Android Vageta: BYE CASSIE!!!
xdeadlykissesx0: FUCKING BYE
xdeadlykissesx0: .,XZMFHBVLK
Android Vageta: BYE BYE
Android Vageta: hey!!
Android Vageta: i said BYE!
xdeadlykissesx0: WTF DO YOU WANT
xdeadlykissesx0: BYE SCOTT
Android Vageta: BYE CASSIE!!
Android Vageta: BUH-BYE!
Android Vageta: BYE BYE BYE EBYEYBEYBEYBEYBEYBEYBEEBYEBYEBBYEBYE
Android Vageta: theres alot of BEY's in there
Android Vageta: but you get the point
xdeadlykissesx0: YEAH I DO
xdeadlykissesx0: THANKS
xdeadlykissesx0: IM GONNA BLOCK YOU, MOTHERFUCKER
Android Vageta: NO!!!
Android Vageta: YOU CANT DO THAT
Android Vageta: YOU LOVE ME TOO MUCH!!!
Android Vageta: K IM GOING
Android Vageta: NIGHT!
xdeadlykissesx0: BYE
Android Vageta: TELL ME YOU LOVE ME AND TO HAVE A GOOD NIGHT/MORNING
xdeadlykissesx0: OMFG SCOTT
xdeadlykissesx0: I LOVE YOU
xdeadlykissesx0: A LOT
xdeadlykissesx0: I HOPE YOU HAVE A REALLY GOOD NIGHT AND OR MORNING
xdeadlykissesx0: AND
xdeadlykissesx0: ID LOVE YOU A LOT MORE
xdeadlykissesx0: IF YOU FUCKING LEFT
xdeadlykissesx0: NOW
xdeadlykissesx0: HAHAHAHA
Android Vageta: ARE YOU LAUGHING AS HARD AS I AM RIGHT NOW!?!
Android Vageta: HAHAHAHA
xdeadlykissesx0: HAHAHAHAAHAHA YEAH
Android Vageta: KNIGHTCASS
xdeadlykissesx0: NIGHTKAYBYE
Android Vageta is away at 7:10:24 AM.
xdeadlykissesx0: IM GONNA GO PEE MYSELF NOW

Auto response from Android Vageta: CASS IS A JEW! <3 SLEEPY TIME NOW PEACE OUT NIGGAS AND ALL THAT

LOVE YOU KELLO!

Android Vageta: HEY
Android Vageta returned at 7:11:52 AM.
Android Vageta: DONT PISS URSELF PANSY!
xdeadlykissesx0: OMFG GO AWAY
xdeadlykissesx0: HAHAHHAHAA
Android Vageta is away at 7:12:18 AM.
xdeadlykissesx0: HAHHHAHAHAHA

Auto response from Android Vageta: CASS PISSES ON HERSELF!

Android Vageta: HAHAHAGO AWAY!!
Android Vageta returned at 7:12:49 AM.
Android Vageta: OMG
xdeadlykissesx0: GO THE FUCK AWAY SCOTT
Android Vageta: LMFAO!
Android Vageta: YOU KNOW YOU LOVE ME
xdeadlykissesx0: HOLY FUCKING SHIT
xdeadlykissesx0: WHATS WRONG WITH YOU
xdeadlykissesx0: HAHAHAHA
xdeadlykissesx0: ARE YOU GOD DAMN DONE
Android Vageta is away at 7:14:09 AM.
xdeadlykissesx0: HAHAHAHA

Auto response from Android Vageta: K BEDTIME FOR REAL! MORNING CASS AND GET SOME GODDAMN SLEEP! STOP BEING JEWISH WOMAN!!!

Android Vageta: STOP LAUGHING!!!
Android Vageta returned at 7:14:29 AM.
xdeadlykissesx0: GO AWAY ASSHOLE
xdeadlykissesx0: HAHAHAHHAA
Android Vageta: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Android Vageta: THIS IS FUN
xdeadlykissesx0: IM SO PISSED
xdeadlykissesx0: HAHAHHAA
Android Vageta: IM MORE ANNOYING IN PERSON
xdeadlykissesx0: OH GOD
xdeadlykissesx0: DONT
xdeadlykissesx0: EVER
xdeadlykissesx0: COME NEAR ME
Android Vageta: KBYE
xdeadlykissesx0: BYE
Android Vageta is away at 7:15:53 AM.
xdeadlykissesx0: AM NOT. KAYBYE

Auto response from Android Vageta: CASS = JEW.

Android Vageta returned at 7:16:28 AM.

Android Vageta is away at 7:22:42 AM.
xdeadlykissesx0: OMG THANKS FOR USING THE NAME TOM, DUCKBAG. HAHAHAHA

Auto response from Android Vageta: HOLD ON AMERICA! WE HAVE A BREAKING STORY! WE JUST RECIEVED WORD THAT...THAT...OH MY GOD IS THIS TRUE TOM?? WELL, WE JUST GOT WORD THAT CASSIE IS A...A...JEW!!! I CANT BELIEVE THIS SHIT...THERE GOES $50 RIGHT DOWN THE DRAIN...HAVE A GOOD NIGHT AMERICA...FOR FOX FIVE NEWS IM SCOTT

Android Vageta: cassie!!!
Android Vageta returned at 7:23:34 AM.
xdeadlykissesx0: WHAT
Android Vageta: stop with the IM'S!!!!
xdeadlykissesx0: HAHAHAHHHAA
Android Vageta: GOOOOOOOOOOOOOODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDNIGHT!
xdeadlykissesx0: NIGHT:-)
Android Vageta is away at 7:23:59 AM.

Android Vageta: YO
Android Vageta: IM HERE BUT IM AWAY
xdeadlykissesx0: OMFG

Auto response from Android Vageta: HOLD ON AMERICA! WE HAVE A BREAKING STORY! WE JUST RECIEVED WORD THAT...THAT...OH MY GOD IS THIS TRUE TOM?? WELL, WE JUST GOT WORD THAT CASSIE IS A...A...JEW!!! I CANT BELIEVE THIS SHIT...THERE GOES $50 RIGHT DOWN THE DRAIN...HAVE A GOOD NIGHT AMERICA...FOR FOX FIVE NEWS IM SCOTT

xdeadlykissesx0: GET AWAY
Android Vageta: LMFAO

YAY SCOTTS GONE, HAHAHA

OMFG BROKEN CAPS LOCK KEY IT SUCKS, AHHAHA.
YEAH I HUNG OUT WITH TOM RIGGLEMAN, HE ROCKS MY FACE, HAHA.
GONNA HANG OUT WITH ANDY MONDAY, NO MATTER WHAT.
I HAVE GOTTEN TO SLEEP YET. YAYYYYYY 725AM KICK MY ASS
GONNE GO DIE KAYBYE

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empty inside; im dying, im crying [13 Jul 2005|06:19pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

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kelley is staying the night tonight. tomorrow im hanging out with andy. im happy that ill have company.
lalalala...waiting for kello. kay shes here bye. :]

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