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[18 Feb 2004|10:21pm]
[ mood | curious ]

Who was I friends with?

I've got this band rolling and it feels pretty great to be making myself useful again. That is probably my excuse for being absent this past month. And.. to mention any other reason could be fatal to my mood. Anyway, that was better than a two-liner.

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[05 Dec 2003|08:47am]
[ mood | curious ]

.. JK!

I am back in business.

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[30 Nov 2003|03:37pm]
[ I won't be continuing the role as Brandon anymore. I'm sorry, especially to Tim-mun (!!!), for leaving so suddenly. I had fun while I was here, but I need to give up the role.

If any of you ever feel like contacting me, IM drop dead todd. G'bye. ]
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[30 Nov 2003|08:52am]
[ mood | good ]

There's two things about yesterday and the other day that stand out:

1) I was a ball of nerves!! Yeah. From the bar to my own apartment.. It wasn't these locations that were the causes, but just where it was all happening. I had myself completely on edge. It's like that feeling... I don't even know what it should be compared to because it was only just me, getting myself nervous enough over going out for a drink. I'd barely say enough to keep a conversation flowing. It was scary (hi jaime) because I couldn't understand why my mind was so jarred. Normally, I'm not that uncomfortable.. And not even a beer was enough to loosen me up. But the bar wasn't where I wanted to be at afterall. It's a place I'd go to with Brian or any of my friends because that's just a casual outting, and besides, we're going to be bonding over bullshit none of us will remember about. The bar doesn't seem like a place that offers the kind of intimacy I was looking for with a date. Right.. It was a date. Or it would've been. It got cut short, though. I was like, "Okay, we have to get out of here.." blah blah, throw in a reason why and an apology. We were there long enough to get a drink, but I left mine at the counter.

The next day we're at my apartment and I figure that I can make it up to him (by having sex. NO, JKJKJK. Why is it that I'm expecting something like that to come up?). I felt like an ass for bailing out. So we're watching a movie and I'm thinking about how we're free to say anything like "This is how I feel.." or "I have mono", but I can't even work up the nerve to say the first thing because I'm so nervous again.. Haha, it happened again, and I'm positive that my face screamed wuss as I tried to pay attention to Teen Wolf.

2) But he was amazing. That didn't go unnoticed during the last two days. I'd say ":x" sticks out, but amazing seems to fit. He had a lot of patience with me while I wasn't acting like myself. And... I'm lacking a lot of my brain right now, so I don't know how to explain a lot of this. All I could do before those two days was anticipate what could happen. It made Thanksgiving with my family a little difficult to bare. Any time I was being nervous around him was because I'd stress over leaving some kind of wrong impression. :\ ..God, I can't think of anything else I want to say in this entry. I'd rather save some things and tell it to him when he's around.

Apparently, I don't like to drop names. Looking at apartments today. And by the way, where has Dumpling been?

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[29 Nov 2003|09:01am]
[ mood | ? ]

Hmm.. So, last night didn't turn out like I had expected it to. Which puts me in a weird mood.

I don't have any thrilling Thanksgiving stories to share, so I guess I can just skip that holiday. It's no big deal, anyway, right? But the shit following the family dinner was pretty interesting.. I visited Vinnie either that night or the next day.. Honestly, I can't remember nor does it really matter here because the topic of rooming together is what I'm trying to get out in this paragraph. Christ, I'm horrible updater and even worse at my writing skills. Do you now understand why I never update in long paragraphs?

Anyway, anyway.. Like I was saying, I'm looking for an apartment with Vinnie. I think he's mentioned it already in an update that I've yet to comment on. Why am I so lazy? My mouse.. it cannot click on the "comment" link.. My fingers.. they cannot type out a decent comment. My head..-- GOD WTF, KILLS THIS PARAGRAPH TOO.

This is the most half-assed update I've ever conducted in my life. Apparently I might be avoiding certain issues. Important ones. The kind that make my stomach flip. Well, they can stay in the dark for now. I'm not in the mood to make some elaborate update about how much so-and-so is intimidating the fuck out of me. Add exlamation points there.

I'm really bad at this. Goodnight.

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[28 Nov 2003|05:29pm]
Could I get anymore nervous than this?

Excuse me while I make jibberish with some exclamation points. hjfgwhjgfqwgfjl!!! Oh and except a better update soon.
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Let me just pull this out of my ass [27 Nov 2003|06:35am]
[ mood | tired ]

Hi this is Beck. Okay I've never updated someone's journal for them before, so don't blame me if this sucks, blame Brandon for giving me the password.

-smokes a candy cigarette-

I wasn't around much today so I really have no idea what went one. Brandon probably passed notes to other people, and I would feel betrayed, but I don't because I know I'm his everything.

Brandon really like lime chips.

So we've only sold one Vinnie clone. I really thought they would sell better than this. You people need to start commenting and buying Vinnie clones because Brandon is really poor and I don't want him moving in with me and trying to sleep in my bed with me. You would think he could sleep on the couch, but I don't think that's safe, neither is the floor. The other reason you should buy Vinnie clones; I need new clothes. I had 5 t-shirts and Jamie stole one so yes that leaves me with 4 and I hate doing laundry.

So because Vinnie isn't selling, I've stumbled upon a new idea. It seems all the ladies want to marry Brandon because he is sweet or something. So for a limited time only, you can buy your very own limited edition signed and numbered Brandon clone, clothing optional. SORRY BRANDO COMES WITH CLOTHES, PERIOD. He is shy about nudity.

I'm going to go pass some notes now.

Brandon has a sweet ass. Bye.

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[25 Nov 2003|01:34pm]
[ mood | there are no words!! ]

So, all of a sudden I hate sex. Bye libido.

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[25 Nov 2003|12:56am]
Ohhh Cupcake. You are my sunshine, my only sunshine.

Why do I keep spelling it as shunshine? Shun.. That's another band you should check out (although I'm not quite sure if they're still together). You like mellow music, and they're pretty damn mellow. A good band.

Mmm alfredo ramen. Hi Ally.
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This subject line is dedicated to Dumpling-- Instead of making an angsty, lyrical subject. [23 Nov 2003|11:22pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]

Riiight.. Is it worth an entry? No.

^-- Ignore that line, even if I made an arrow just to point it out. Anyway, Tim you better be around tomorrow. I can't run our paradise all by myself.

Umm, I don't feel like making a paragraphic update.

Beck, you're going to dedicate all your subject lines to me from now on.

Ally, I'm glad you get the long finger joke now.

Jaime, I am adopting you.

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My bebeh don't mess around. [22 Nov 2003|11:41pm]
[ mood | calm ]

Um. Europe.. I've been saying how Europe was "OK" to everyone because I seriously don't have any other opinion of that place. I used to think I was missing out on a lot of shit when we went over there for tour, but I wasn't missing out on much afterall. Vinnie and I bonded and that was probably the only highlight of the trip. The end.

Fuck FFAF. JKJKJK maybe.

Beck is my business partner now. He went from broham to prom date to partner in like a week. What the hell, man? Apparently I love you or something.

Ally still has my Pissy. Pissy = the greatest cat ever in the universe. I'm pretty sure Pissy is all attached to Alexandria Allyson now and she probably can't remember her papi's face. :\ -Depressed-

Um. So. The trip over the Atlantic was more memorable than my time in a different country. Hah.

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[19 Nov 2003|12:35am]
[ mood | iconicon ]

Dear Jaime,

Thanks for the icons. <3 You are the best.


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[18 Nov 2003|02:47pm]
[ mood | one liner mood ]

I think I will practice skydiving off my roof today.

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This is my update. Deal. [17 Nov 2003|04:39am]
[ mood | duh ]

My mom still reminds me to change my underwear.

And I'm like "What is this, lady? I put on clean briefs e'ery day."

Then she said that I come down a long line of lazy underwear changers.

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[16 Nov 2003|10:09am]
[ mood | tired ]

As if it were that hard to comprehend.

Eggs are so easy to make.

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Sneezes [16 Nov 2003|04:29am]
[ mood | uses one icon forever mood ]

So I might be a little sarcastic in some of my remarks. Just a li'l bit.

Vinnie said something the other day and it was probably the most reassuring thing I've heard in a while. It's kind of like.. you've got friends, the people who you associate with on regular occassion. They're around for the good times. They're just people to chill with when you (or they) are not being bitches.. because honestly, they don't want to deal with your baggage. Pass the bud to you and get over it because (cue record player) you're not the only one in the world with problems.

But then there are some people who you're able to break down these barriers with because they're the kind that are willing to go the extra mile for you. They're the kind of person you realize you can be close to and spill out your guts and everything to them without wondering if you're being a fucking burden. It's really not often that I befriend a person like this. And for awhile I had a feeling that I lost him. Like.. It just felt over with when TML broke up. I didn't hear from him and whenever I tried reaching him he was always out somewhere with Daryl, sorry that I had to call him at a busy time, should've been there for a party.. yadda yadda..

God I don't feel like writing anymore. To put it in simple form: My life was like :[ without my bff4l. But it's all cream cheese now.

American Wedding is winning so far.

"I'll be giving you an enema!"


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[14 Nov 2003|10:58am]
This is me making my friends page move.
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[14 Nov 2003|12:59am]
I think I'll pull a Marla and make another update in hopes of getting accepted into this gig earlier. I feel like this is P.E., where the captains have to pick out players from a line of people and I, the weakest player, am going to be the last picked. Depressing, huh?

Really don't like being left out. No one knows who I am around here (except for a few people, hi kids). This is not unlike being at a TML show.
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[14 Nov 2003|12:47am]
I can still be cool with three icons, right? Right.
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[13 Nov 2003|12:56pm]
[ mood | huh, no. ]

Well, I'm not sure of the majority of you even know who I am. I know Vinnie's kind of popular around here, but that's because the guy is fucking scene. Anyway, I'm Brandon and I used to be apart of The Movielife until we decided to call it quits with the band. I don't know how I feel about it, still... But whatever. Vinnie got me to sign up for a journal. I've had journals before.. those little notebooks with the spirals and the writings of your crushes name followed by tiny hearts in red pen. Yeah, good times right?

So there's not much to know about me *COUGH USED TO DATE THAT ONE CHICK FROM NEW YORK RW* But maybe I'm lying. If you're actually interested in talking to me, IM brandon omf.

[ Disclaimer. ]

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