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[ Tuesday,
January 9th, 2007 ]
Honestly? I couldn't tell you if I was relieved or at a loss. But what I will tell you is that, I feel more relieved than at a loss. It's been taken out of my hands (although "it's" isnt really the right pronoun), and into yours.  
Anyway, my real problems stem from other situations than this highschoolistic drama. But this week is Drunk Week, so I'm going to let loose, have a few drinks, and a few goooood nights (if of course, you know what I mean). :)

Later pawn, You don't phase me. Punta.

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It's been a long day [ Monday,
September 4th, 2006 ]
[ mood | depressed ]

One of my best friends left for Cali today for college.
I've never cried so much in one day. 
I miss her like hell and its only been like 5 hours. 
I'm heartbroken.
We got lost in syracuse and stuck in traffic for like two hours cuase some damn truck driver tipped his damn truck over. wtf?
My dad got mad at me because I was two hours late. 
I have the worst headache/migraine or my entire life right now.  I feel as if I'm on fire.
I think I've gained 5 pounds.  
I'm absolutely fucking terrified to go to college. 
I had weekend plans that were fucking awesome that were cancelled. 
Do you miss me at all?
It's been a long day.

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WHOA...haha [ Monday,
July 17th, 2006 ]
[ mood | crappy ]

So I had possibly the worst day of my life on Sunday (the 16th of july). The people that cared about me called me and talked to me about it. And also had the wierdest week. like wtf mate?  ANYWAY, I adore this song. And I everytime I hear it, it makes me want to get up and dance. :)

I don’t care, I just wanna be yours
I know I told you I’d
Never love you the way that I did again
After all that you did to me
But I got to say

I don’t care, I just wanna be yours
And I am tryin’ everything in my power
To never ever say
Please come back to me
But I got to say

You promised me
We’d always be
You’d never let me go
You took the ring and all the things
that came with being my girl

A tragedy as I walked through that door
He had your feet up over the seat
All I heard was screaming

It was like a movie
Too real to me
That just can’t be my bride to be... No!
I was shocked as could be
never thinkin’ one day
I’d take this blow blow blow
I was startin’ to feel like
I should kill everything that was moving....Whoa!
I’ve never been in hell like this
Somebody wake me up

Chorus
I don’t care, I just wanna be yours
I know I told you I’d
Never love you the way that I did again
After all that you did to me
But I got to say

I don’t care, I just wanna to be yours and
I am tryin’ everything in my power
To never ever say
Please come back to me
But I got to say

The crazy part was that he
just kept going
’cause she was the only one
that had noticed me
Staring into the eyes
That I will one day call my babe
How could I’ve fallen so in love
With someone I’d known for years
And not even know that
She’d be the one
To reveal my worst fears

It was like a movie
Too real to me
That just can’t be my bride to be... No!
I was shocked as could be
never thinkin’ one day
I’d take this blow blow blow
I was startin’ to feel like
I should kill everything that was moving....Whoa!
I’ve never been in hell like this
Somebody wake me up

Chorus
I don’t care, I just wanna be yours
I know I told you I’d
Never love you the way that I did again
After all that you did to me
But I got to say

I don’t care, I just wanna be yours and
I am trying everything in my power
To never ever say
Please come back to me
But I got to say

Amerie
I didn't mean to do
All those things to you
Tell me what to do to make it up to you
I’ll do everything, anything that you want me to.

I didn't mean to do, oh
All those things to you
Tell me what to do, oh, to make it up to you
I’ll do everything, anything that you want me to

Fat Joe
Should I leave, should I go, should I break apart
My mama said you would break my heart
I can’t believe you were sleazing, you’re a slut, a ho
now you wanna have a change of heart – Damn!

Who'd have thought
That you would deceive me
Love of my life
And my queen like Evie
And you didn’t even tell me you leavin'
I had to hear about it on Escandalo TV

Now who's this man creeping in the back door
While I’ll hit him with the fo fo fo
I know you keep saying that you lovin’ me so
But why the hell are you crushin' him for

...god damn now
I don’t care that's what Ricky says and
If I catch him in this crib he'd be dead
I don’t play that mami
Now back to the 'jects you go
I left your Reebok's by the front door..... kick rocks

Chorus
I don’t care, I just wanna be yours
I know I told you I’d
Never love you the way that I did again
After all that you did to me
But I got to say

I don’t care, I just wanna be yours and
I am tryin’ everything in my power
To never ever say
Please come back to me
But I got to say

Amerie
Sorry baby
didn’t mean to hurt you 


And I'm shaking my Booty to it riiiiight now. It has a sweeeeet dancing beatttt. ;)

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For Guys, From Girls [ Friday,
July 7th, 2006 ]
[ mood | bored ]

This was sent to me by one of my guy friends. I think every guy should def read this. And i've bolded the ones that I thought were important personally.





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In the worst way [ Monday,
May 29th, 2006 ]
[ mood | tired ]

You are everything I want,
Cause you are everything I'm not.

I want to break you down so gently,
In the worst way.

Wow so Prom weekend was gay, like prom dinner was SO much fun, i love all of my girls. But actual prom was fun for like about an hour, then it just got wicked stupid. Sunday was fun though, i went to this dinner, and it was like a big huge greek fest. It was my fam, the calendars and the kalamaris's. Yeah greekfest, but i love my greekness. The rest of the week was fine, i hung out with friends like every night, but i love it, I love my friends. Thursday I went to the salon to get sams hair done with her, and that was fun. Seeing sam's head covered in aluminum foil = priceless. Then I hung out with Khanh and Mimi at fairgrounds...hahah that was fun too. FridaY i went to see xmen 3! yay! i loved that, and i saw jimmy for the first in like foreva! It's always good seeing old friends though. And xmen was pretty good, i was pissed about the end and about rogue. Stupid girl. Saturday...what did i do saturday? OH i hung out with andrew for the day, and then at night i went over to stacies house and hung out with her and sam and talked about a fire, that was one of the best times ive had so far. Today...i went to friendlys for ice cream with Nashwa and Mimi...mmm that ice cream is damn good, and Nashwa I will you all the best for your next mth in college. I'll miss youuu. So i THOUGHT i was going to Queens for college, but I might go to Carleton, so tomoz im supposed to go to ottawa to check out the school to see if i like it better, and i might go there to carleton (which is in ottawa, on, canada). Yeah and i feel like a dork saying this, but this wednesday, the show "the hills" will be on...the spin off from laguna beach. Yeah im a loser, but i'll def be watching it....hahaha Hey im a cool loser...if that makes sense...

And this is for those who will understand it:
 I'm so glad it's over...we didn't belong. 

Maybe a greater thing will happen,
Maybe all will see...
Maybe our love will catch like fire, 
As it burns through me. 
((amazing song))

+Bye Loves+

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It's just alittle fucked up [ Thursday,
May 4th, 2006 ]
[ mood | anxious ]

It's def fucked up, not just a little anymore.

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Thats a real friend... [ Sunday,
April 9th, 2006 ]
[ mood | mellow ]

ExoTriaArxidia09: im keeping her in my prayers
Screaming Mimi23: me too!
ExoTriaArxidia09: thank yo u
>>>Thats frienship.

I'd rather have her, than all the riches in the world plus a bag of chips. :)

And I need a prom date,
Any suggestions?

Night Lovers++

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Gayyy [ Sunday,
April 2nd, 2006 ]
[ mood | confused ]

So I have no plans for prom
No dress
And no date,
I do have one prospect...
But I have no idea whether he will
Say Y or N.
Or maybe (which would be worse)
This week has been fairly good.
Just all this emotional stress.
:/
Je m'ennuie de toi...:/
Est-ce que tu t'ennuye de moi?

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On Saint Patricks Day... [ Saturday,
March 18th, 2006 ]
[ mood | confused ]

Dance=Fights, Gangs, Scaryness
Boys=Players?, Confusion!!??
Friends=Love, Confusing Advice, Love =) (Love you guyyyyssss)

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A free verse poem [ Monday,
March 6th, 2006 ]
[ mood | confused ]

Those whispers and gossips,
they're supposed to be a lie!
Just something made up to cause drama.
Strictly, High school drama. 
Maybe the truth was hidden underneath them...
"Read between the lines",
I should've listened to the rumours.
Now they're saying:
"I told you so"

I cross my fingers now
And I
...I
I hope I'm wrong.

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I'm so Greek its dirty! [ Saturday,
February 25th, 2006 ]
[ mood | chipper ]



You Know You're Greek When....


You have a cousin called Jim.

You say "sick" every thirty seconds

There are no such things as a girl - there's only "chicks"

You wear or at least own a gold chunky bracelet.

Garlic is considered a main meal.

Olive oil is like a drug - you can't survive without it.

You don't know half your relatives.

You have a wedding at least twice a year.

An uncle's wife's third cousin relates you to a friend.

You or at least most of your uncles own a spit.

You wear sunglasses at night and consider it normal.

There is no five o'clock shadow - it's a five o'clock beard.

You consider soccer the eighth wonder of the world.

Your cheeks receive their weekly work out every time you visit an aunt.

You have a shrine dedicated to Diego Maradona

Your last name ends with: s, opolous, os, as, or is

Your last name consists of the entire alphabet.

You have a relation called Maria, Mario or Michael, Con, George or Bill.

You tell your parents you're seeing someone and they start sending out wedding invitations.

You're home an hour late and you're already listed as a missing person.

You're Dad has those old Greek tapes in the car, and plays them on family drives. Especially in the vicinity of attractive members of the opposite sex.

You break a leg, and your grandmother thinks your life is over.

You tell your parents you're having a party. They buy out the whole supermarket.

It doesn't matter if people can't hear what you're talking about - you talk so much with your hands that people know what you're on about anyway.

You go to a wedding, and take a fancy to one of the guests. Later you discover that the guest is somehow related to you.

You go to a wedding, and are introduced to cousins that you never knew existed.

As far as you're concerned, there's only one sporting goods company - Adidas

You tell your mother you're not hungry and she thinks you have an eating disorder.

You can distinguish between kefalotiri and kefalograviera

You're an adult and are forced to be with your family at 12 midnight on New Year's eve

Upon meeting another Greek, one of your first questions is, "What church do you go to?"

Your grandmother / mother / aunt has a miracle cure for everything.

If you're a girl, your mother still tries to put those pony tail holders with the BIG plastic balls on the end on your hair.

If you're a guy, your mother still tries to make you wear that super frilly dress shirt with that huge bow tie, because it looked so cute when you were 7.

You can name any or all of the gods on Mount Olympus

Your mother or father still feels the need to tell you, "katse kala" in public

You have ever been hit with a pandofla

You can dance kalamatiano, tsiamiko, zebetiko without music

You go to church picnics pretending you're there for reasons other than to check up / gossip about other Greeks

You or a family member has been photographed with a donkey

You are familiar with the phrase, "Sto leo yia to kalo sou"

You have one or more of those porcelain figurines in your house

You have ever broken one of those porcelain figurines and your mother still hasn't forgiven you for it

Your parents make up the name of a street / store / TV show because they couldn't remember it or they couldn't pronounce it

You still get scared when you hear the name "Baboola"

Upon meeting another Greek you try to find out what village they're from

You or a family member wears their Sunday best to go to the laundromat or grocery shopping

You were spanked by your friend's parents because your parents gave them permission to

You go to a wedding or a baptism and complain about the food, but are the first one to ask for a "to go" plate

You know someone who always feels the need to point out how much something they bought costs

You have a bottle of OUZO in your house right now

You have ever been threatened to be eaten by the mavro / baboola / yero / pontiki when you were little

Someone in your family owns any type of restaurant

Your family inheritance includes olive trees

Your entire house is a needlepoint warehouse

You're proud to be Greek - and you pass these jokes on to all your Greek friends!





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When it rains...it POURS dammit. [ Thursday,
February 23rd, 2006 ]
[ mood | depressed ]

I know I decided I would be better off not having a boyfriend this late in my senior year...cause then you know you move away, and you dont see eachother. And im not one of those people that goes "long distant relationships never work" and I havent had one. I've had one, it broke my heart, and made me sadder each day. Cause being away from someone you love hurts like hell. Trust me.

Distance is not for the fearful, it's for the bold...It's for those who are willing to spend a lot of time alone in exchange for a little time with the one they want...It's for those knowing a good thing when they see it...Even if they don't see it, nearly enough...

But it's really depressing  going online, and seeing everyones info that says "omg i love you with all my life" and other shit like that. I miss the comfort and security, and the holding me when im sad, the cuddling, the butterfly kisses. Just the little things. Like when im FREEZING and I have noone to come and warm me...I know this is pathetic, TELL ME ABOUT IT. I just miss having someone to call mine own...? Geeznus. I need to go to college and forget about everything and everyone already. :/

Bye Lovers+

Sometimes pressing the fastforward button and just getting through life sounds like the best idea I'll ever have. But I can't find the damn remote!

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[ Wednesday,
February 15th, 2006 ]
[ mood | irritated ]

I hate feeling unpretty.
I hate having a 95 avg 2nd semester, and my parents still saying "not good enough".
I hate wanting approval.
I hate when I TEXT SOMEONE, and they dont text me back. ((if you dont want me to text you, I WONT!))
I hate calling someone that doesn't pick up their cell phone. ((why do you have it?? and why did you give me the number?!?))
I hate feeling unloved by the people that mean most. ((best friends included))
I hate studying, I wish it would come easier.
I hate jealousy, and being jealous.
I hate wanting to be in a certain different place all the time.
I hate missing someone so much, that it ruins my mood or my day.
I hate that I don't think they miss me back. 
I hate thinking that I'm right.
I hate when you say "i love you" to someone, and all they say is "you too" or "right back at you". ((does it kill to say "i love you too"?))
I hate doubting everyone who tells me they care about me. ((especially boys..best friends included.))
I hate feeling alone.
I hate being hated for no reason.
I hate gossip and rumours.
I hate loving people that I think don't love me back the same.
I hate being hated, and hating others, it brings EVERYONE down.
I hate so many more things.
I hate feeling this way.
And I'm sorry you have to read this.

EDIT: Even though, almost NONE of these were meant for her (she ALWAYS texts me back, answers her cell, says "i love you too" and really cares about me, and misses me) But I love my best friend no matter what.
Screaming Mimi23: ok here goes.
Screaming Mimi23: i love how pretty you are
Screaming Mimi23: i love the fact that you have a 95 ave.
Screaming Mimi23: i love that you approve of me no matter what i do. and i approve of you in return
Screaming Mimi23: i love checking my texts and seeing you left me a message
Screaming Mimi23: i love when my phone rings i pick up and hear your voice
Screaming Mimi23: i love feeling loved by you cos u mean alot to me and loving you in return
Screaming Mimi23: yea, i hate studying too. im not gonna touch that one.
Screaming Mimi23: i love how you're never jealous of me, or of anyone not worth it. and if you are, you dont let it get in the way
Screaming Mimi23: i love how i want to be in a certain diff place and so do you, and when we're together we dont feel that way anymore
Screaming Mimi23: i love how when i miss you and i talk to you, it's like you're here w. me and the feeling goes away (( specially since u switched bio. bitch ))
Screaming Mimi23: i love how you think i dont miss you, or that nobody misses you, but in reality you have no idea
Screaming Mimi23: i love when you say i love you to me and when i say it back
Screaming Mimi23: i love telling you i care about u, and you saying it back
Screaming Mimi23: i love it when we're alone ;-)
Screaming Mimi23: i love how i love you for many reasons
Screaming Mimi23: i love how gossip and rumours dont matter much to us
Screaming Mimi23: i love how u think nobody loves you
Screaming Mimi23: WHEN I DO!
Screaming Mimi23: i love how i love you, and you love me back!
Screaming Mimi23: i love so many more things
Screaming Mimi23: and i love feeling this way
Screaming Mimi23: no more hate
Screaming Mimi23: now you have many things to say i love to
Screaming Mimi23: :-D

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Saddest Story [ Tuesday,
January 10th, 2006 ]
[ mood | distressed ]

10th GRADE
BOY:
As I sat there in English class,I stared at the girl next to me.
She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair,
and wished she was mine.But she didnt notice me like that, I
knew it.
After class she
walked up to me and asked
me for the notes she had missed the day
before and
handed them to
her. She said "thanks"
and gave me a kiss on
the cheek. I wanna
tell her, I
want her to
know that I don`t
wanna be just friends, I love her but I`m
just too shy,
and I don`t know
why. .

11th Grade
The phone rang. On
the other end
it was
her. She was
in tears,
mumbling on
and on
about how her love had broke her heart.
She asked
me to come over
because she didn't want to be alone, so I
did. As I sat
next to her on
the sofa, I stared at
her soft eyes, wishing
she was mine.
after 2
hours,
a Drew Barrymore movie,
& 3 bags of
chips, she decided to go
to sleep. She
looked
at me,
said "thanks" and
gave me a kiss on the
cheek. I wanna tell her,
I want her to
know
that i don`t
wanna be just
friends, I love her but
im just too shy, and I don't know why...

Senior Year
The day before prom she walked to my
locker. "My date is Sick"
she said; he`s not gonna
go. Well I didn't
have a date and
in 7th grade we
made a promise that if
neither of us had dates we would go
together
just as "best
friends". So
we did.

Prom niqht
After everything was over I was standing
at her
front
door step. i stared
at her, She smiled at
want her
to be mine,
but she
doesn`t
think of me like that
and I know it.
Then she said "I had the
best time,
thanks!" and gave me a kiss
on the cheek. I wanna
tell her,
I want her to know that I don`t
want to be just
friends, I love her
but I`m just too shy,
and I
don`t know why...

Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month.
before I could blink, it
was graduation day. I watched as her
perfect
body
floated like an angel
up on stage to get her
diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she
didn't notice
me like that, and I knew
it. Before everyone
went home, she came to me in her smock
and
hat, and
cried as I hugged her.
Then she lifted
her
head from my shoulder and said, "you`re
my
best friend,
thanks!" and gave
me a kiss on the cheek.
I wanna tell her, I want her to know that
I
don`t wanna
be just friends, I
love her but I`m just
too shy, and I don`t know why...

A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That
girl is getting married
now. I watched her say "i do" and drive
off
to her new
life, married to another man.
I wanted her
to be mine, but she didn`t see me like
that
and I knew
it. But before she
drove away, she came to
me and said "you came!". She said "thanks!"
and kissed me
on the cheek. I
wanna tell her, I want
her to
know that I dont wanna be just
friends, I love
her but I`m just too
shy, and I don`t
know why...

Funeral
Years
passed, I looked
down at the coffin
of a girl who used to
be my "best friend". At the service they
read a diary
entry she had wrote in
her high school years.
This is what it
read: I stare at him wishing
he was
mine, but he doesn`t notice
me like that, and I
know it. I wanna tell him, I want him to
know
that I
don`t wanna be just friends,
I love him but I`m
just too shy, and I don`t know why. I wish
he
would tell
me he loved me . . I wish I
did too,  I
thought to myself, and I cried...

Just for the record, I didn't write this...I found it online and I thought...Well I don't know...But it reminds me of some things...

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Myspace [ Sunday,
January 1st, 2006 ]
Yes, I got a myspace.
So add me bitches! :)

http://www.myspace.com/46275279

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Ode to you [ Friday,
December 30th, 2005 ]
[ mood | sad ]

So this is how it goes
Well I, I would have never known
And if it ends today
I'll still say that you shine brighter than anyone

Now I think we're taking this too far
Don't you know that it's not this hard?
Well it's not this hard
But if you take what's your's and I take mine
Must we go there?
Please not this time. No, not this time.

Well this is not your fault
But if I'm without you
Then I will feel so small
And if you have to go
Always know that you shine brighter than anyone does.

Now I think we're taking this too far
Don't you know that it's not this hard?
Well it's not this hard
But if you take what's your's and I take mine
Must we go there?
Please not this time. No, not this time.

If you run away now,
Will you come back around?
And of you ran away,
I'd still wave goodbye
Watching you shine bright.

Now I think we're taking this too far
Don't you know that it's not this hard?
Well it's not this hard
But if you take what's your's and I take mine
Must we go there?
Please not this time. No, not this time.

I'll wave goodbye
Watching you shine bright

 

I really did love you more than the rain loved to fall. But that was then.

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Tough Guys [ Sunday,
December 18th, 2005 ]
[ mood | bouncy ]

Has anyone noticed how sensitive guys are these days? It's like where did all the tough guys go? I mean noone's really WANTS a tough guy, but noone really WANTS a sensitive guy. Just one that's well balanced. I mean my friend Brian flipped out on me the other day, because he was telling me about how he bought his gf a build a bear bear and how they put two hearts in it...you know as a symbol of their love. These two have been going out for about 3 mths. So naturally I joked around and called him sappy and stuff like that, I was kind of surprised that he did that, but hey its cute, and as long as she likes it right? Well I THOUGHT everything was fine, becuase later in the conversation he talked to me about this ski resort and how he was going there and all that jazz. As he's leaving, he starts flipping out about how I shouldnt critize him and how he buys his gf that bear, and how if I got it I'd love it. Well let me tell you something, If my boyfriend were to give me a bear and say he put "two hearts" in it for our love, Id flip out. I'd ask him "WHAT ARE YOU CRAZY?" I don't like sappy stuff anymore. Yes when I was 15 with my year and two mth long relationship I'm sure I'd SWOON over the goddamn thing. But alot of things have changed since then. And 2nd of all, I was KIDDING, I wasn't saying those things to be MEAN or to CRITICIZE him, why would i have? I ADORE brian, hes one of my best friends, and what he does with his gf is FINE with me. As long as he doesnt do it for me. But I can poke a little bit of fun at him can't I? And Brian, if your reading this, sorry, but I had to vent. It was bugging me to no end.

Okay I'm done venting. So this weekend has been fuuuun. Friday= Snow Day, which meant lounging around for me! yay! On Saturday, I attended Nashwa's and Omaima's Mom's Christmas party...mmm they had the BEST FOOD. Samosas with Humus...YUMMY *Drools* and of course we watched Prince of Egypt...YES. The Misercola Twins were there as well, and even though I can NEVER tell them apart, they were loads of fun to hang out with! Today (Sunday) I went to the mall with Taylor, picked out Maxine's and Nashwa's presents, then just hung around the mall looking at bunches of other things. It was fun, I love smelling things at bath and body works! Then I filled out some packages and cards to send to bunches of ppl! :) yay! I love Christmas. and then I guess for three days we are going to Montreal, and I think my parents actually want to go to a ski resort for New Years. So anyone know of any ski resorts besides Dry Hill that are like 3 or 4 hours away that we can stay at?

+Bye Lovers+

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Xmas Ball Pics! [ Monday,
December 12th, 2005 ]
[ mood | calm ]

Pichasss!Collapse )

Enjoy Lovers! Don't make fun of my wierd looking ness either!! lol

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GAH [ Sunday,
December 11th, 2005 ]
[ mood | aggravated ]

WTF??! It's like they cut out my heart. I feel NO sort of love for anyone anymore. And this guy is being a total jerk to me. Great friend you are. WTF? For a guy who knows it all, you sure don't know THIS. It's like I can't love someone anymore. I've been over Alex...for like a year. What the hell? I'm so pissed. I'm not happy.

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Winter Chills [ Friday,
December 9th, 2005 ]
[ mood | amused ]

This week has been alright. It's finally Friday, and Holiday Ball is tomorrow. I have to apply to Universities soon...I keep on putting it off. 0ops...But my earliest due date is Feb 1. And yeah, I'm a procrastinator. Tomorrow's Holiday Ball! Woo, NHS meeting at 11, then Kaitlyn's at 4ish, pictures at 6 30, then off to s'boros with all the ppl at 7 30 and of course dance from 9-12. :) I hope it's fun. I had to recite my PIG project infront of the whole class...And I didn't like it...I get nervous easily. WE HAD A TWO HOUR DELAY TODAY, those are my favs :D. The day went by fast, obviously, but it was good. I like my classes (except PIG). The rest are a blast. Today Mr. Jaacks drew two pics of people teetter-tottering in the north and south pole of what it would be like. It was hilarious. Afterschool I went a watched Tom G, Tay, and Alex G. do their barbershop quartet...well practice it with their teacher, except the fourth boy wasn't there. Alex was being such a goof, as always...and IS SO WHIPPED..hahaha I was making fun of him. Him and his gf are cute. I talked to him, and he told me he got a e-mail from maxine...he said she sent one to a bunch of ppl from watertown...except I never got one. I'm like the only person that hasn't gotten an e-mail from her...just one phonecall. Like wtf? I love best friends. Omaima has gotten a few emails from her, so has Joey, even Alex, Cat talks to her like everday...and I? One phonecall like a mth ago...ummm kay? I'm done venting about that. ANYWAY, swimming starts soon...GRRR. GAH, can't wait til tomoz. Oh and my friends mikey's bday was this Wens...HAPPY 18TH LOSER. lol...I swear, that kid's such a typical good boy. Except for SOMEtimes. HA. I guess I'm content right now.

I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless as he turned around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like is was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

+Bye Loves+

 

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