Ohkay so this is gonna be like a real entry where i talk about stuff.
uhm so my parents want me to move to Germany.
There's like a 5% chance he WONT get the job. =[ which makes me think we are going.
I duno im kinda mixed emotions about it.
Reasons i Dont wanna go
1. Friends.. i dont wanna leave them its sooo far away!
2. i Cant drive till im 18 and.. that sucks like woh.
3. Im not that great at learning/ speaking german.
4. The whole money thing, it just wouldnt work for me.. way to confusing.
5. I promised emilee we'd graduate together, and we have to, i couldnt even think of her there, graduating without me alone, and it makes me think about the note i wrote her, the one that was about if we would be friends forever, if im in a whole other country, we wont be able to graduate together, or go to college together, or live in our little house's right next door to each other, it would just ruin everything.
Reasons i Would wanna go
1. Its germany, i mean c'mon who gets to go live in germany! its awesome! I'd live an hour away from Paris, 3 hours from Italy, and like 4 ish hours by train from London!
2. My mom & I made an agreement that if we went i get to get my lip pirced, get my tattoo, and paint my room however i want.
3. They might buy me a car. ( but i couldnt drive it till im 18 & i'd be out of highschool by then and coming back for college..)
4. My Step-dad would make alot alot alot more money.
5. I could meet new people.
6. We'd live on Rammstein AirForce Base, so a lot of stuff around me would be american, and id go to an american High School.
7. My mom sed i could move back to the U.S. for college.
8. My mom's friends in Switzerland are richx23754 so they'd spoil me.
Somehow, i have more +'s but my -'s are so huge to me.. it just makes me sick. I would lovelovelove to move there for the expericene, but maybe after highschool&college. I have friends here and people like love to death and would miss like so much.
I just dunno, i hope he doesnt get it.