|uugh. when is this gonna end.
||[Oct. 25th, 2006|07:04 pm]
|||||stellar - incubus.||]|
basically, i havent been updating because ive spent all of my time doing homework and work. school has been psychotic, work has been boring. the only word i can think of to describe my current situation is "tough". but is it difficult? the work isnt. dealing with the amount of junk i have to do everyday is. just trying to find the time to call places or people, or do some type of research. its all incredibly time consuming.
it really wasn't until a few weeks ago that i realized what being busy means. and how every minute seriously counts. im trying not to distract myself from work, like im doing now, because i know im gonna have to stay up late, not finish my hw, go to school half asleep, gets loads of hw, slave for nissan even more sluggishly than normal, and i know when everyones out of the office, ill slip in a little homework. then drive home in the dark, with some hyundai-driving nutcase on my butt, get home, stuff my face with food, get sick, do homework, shower, and finally i can have about 5 minutes of solace laying in bed thanking God the day is over.
ugh. and tomorrow ill have to do it all over.