|i dont know
||[Aug. 31st, 2005|07:43 pm]
Theres alot of things about me people dont know. and there are alot of things about me i dont like. Characteristics of a personality i dont know and emotions im afraid to show. I tend to let little things go but after awhile They come back and bite me in the ass and ill snap. As a matter of fact i dont feel good about myself. And i dont remember the last time i did. People think im someone im not and it bugs me. But i guess you are who you are. And the only people who really know you are the people you let know you. I tend not to let people know me because it scares me. A lot of things scare me. Most people think im a bitch or im mean. And you know what, its not that. Its that i tell people what i think. I know im a bitch but i guess what girl isnt. |
Even writing this down scares me.
Most of the time with me its mission failed.
and the sad things is the scarest thing of all. I dont know. 3 words with such a big meaning behind them. i dont know. i dont know what to think about everything right now. And if i do think about the last time i actually tried to produce some kind of opinion on everything, i cant remember. I go through most days with out thinking to deep on my life situation. And that obviously cant be good.