so this is how i've been lately,
...i pretty much hate life...
i pretty much have no voice. so you know.. that makes life that much easier.
my calves KILL from those charlie-horses sunday morning. i wanna shoot myself.
i have no money, because my job (and my family..) pretty much sucks.
i pretty much need a new job if i want any money whatso ever.
my english class is tearing me a new asshole and i swear my teacher is determined to make me fail.
i want a new car. because i said so.
im sorry if i fucked you over. i promise i learned my lesson.
i want to be in a good mood and pretty much be in love with life again. i want to find a reason to get out of bed in the morning.
i wish i could HONESTLY be the girl who smiles even when she's sad, but lets face it, i'm not going to lie,
.... i can't do that.
TWICE. that's fucking awesome. pretty much.
wanna know what the best thing in my life right now?
.... MY FRIENDS. I LOVE THEM SO MUCH.<333
they're cool. and they're there for me.
i wish the world was flat so i could just jump off of it. lol.
things just seem shitty. maybe they just seem that way or maybe they really are, who am i to decide that though?
i just need one thing to make me feel better. one thing to go right. not two, just one.
PS... this isnt a "starving for sympathy" entry... this is me venting. so suck it up.
leave one i suppose.