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[05 Feb 2007|07:03pm]
[ mood | discontent ]

you are everywhere.
this is to be, and it is unavoidable.
there is nobody as perfect as you were.
i don't know what happened to me, i wish i could stop thinking about you.
and i'm preparing myself for a big, big change, i'm going to see you again and again. you will be at my wedding. you will be with me until the end.
i just wanted to let you know, i love you, i'm lost without you.

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[15 Apr 2006|12:36am]
well dearies.
it seems that all the cool kids are parting from livejournal.
literally all.
im going to cry.
fa real.

if yall aint gunna stay for yourselves, could you at least stay for me? =\
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[20 Feb 2006|12:37am]
[ mood | cheerful ]

happy birffday kurt <3

love hizz and schizz

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i wish i could mmmhmm like kurt.. [31 Dec 2005|11:51am]
[ mood | thoughtful ]

i had a dream that stephanie apologized to me.
...weird.

anyways! school's just around the corner and im boohooing every hour that brings us closer to it. i haven't done any of the "homework" we were suppose to and i honestly don't plan on it. wanna give me a b? go rot in the grass. i have better things to do =]
me and john were talking about the future and like our careers etc. i realized how badly i wanted to be famous and he told me it was ok to be famous and that i probably wouldn't get too selfish or whatever. and that really made me feel good...i think he believes in me more than i do. anyways, he wants to be famous too. and i can really see him. i can see him breaking out of this little shell everyone sees and playing on the television. there's something about john...it's like he's two people. the person everyone else sees and then the part of him he doesnt even know. looking at him helped me focus on me. like...i can do anything. i can be anything. i don't need money. i don't need to be pretty or skinny. if i want to be famous then i will! and i found confidence i didn't know i had when we talked. i always do. john's one of the few people i really respect. it's really cool to have someone on the same level as you...like someone real. i'm really glad i've met him this year.

so yea. chelsea's going to be here in a few minutes so i'll go.
and hey people???
start updating please =]

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[11 Dec 2005|09:15pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

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