|| " why?"
frEndz hAve beEn lOst, prOmisEs bRokeN,feElinGz huRt, it mAkez me reAlizE i dOn't beloNg oN thiS eArth...
Sometimes i sit and wonder
why they've changed
they all changed
changed so much
i wish they hadn't
i wish they couldn't
god fukin damn it i wish they couldn't
i hate the change
cuz all the people i knew
i no longer know
and the people i loved no longer excist
they're all strangers
and now im all alone...
i broke up with my boyfrend on tuesday.. i had my reasons, even tho they seem stupid and worthless to many i believe it was right. yes i miss him, but its all for the mest... i rather still have a frend than break up with him when im mad n then not talk again...im sry i hurt u...
yesterday i think i lost my bestfrend, or should i say realized i did. She was treatin me like i was garbage and im tiered of it, then she went and talked behind my bak, yes i talk to my frends about how she treats me, but all i say is the truth , she was maikng things up jus to get my frned on her side. i did nothin to deserve it, nothin ...jus talked to her, she sdays so many lies. even to me, act like idk im not like dat, true i dont listen to wut u say now...CUZ IM TIERED OF ALL UR BULLSHIT N PUSHIN ME AROUND , thas the only y shes mad! cuz im not her bitch anymore..its not fair
i love u, ur like my sister, but even tho it hurts to say it, after all the shit u told josh yesterday we can't be frendz anymore. u talk so much when ur mad, n say shit that really hurts, i never do that... " ur an alcoholic" " its not my fault SOME people got problems" ...shit like dat...i let u push me around for a lil too long. im not gunna take it no more...im not like u, im not gunna go fight my bestfrend or talk bad to everyne like u did when u got mad at mary... im not like dat, but u r... i love u but thas it...u me aint talkin no more..i jus tried to talk to u...i let u say wut u had to say n when i try to talk u jus sign off...ur actin so fucked up...and so u n me aint cool no more...i hope u have a great life, cuz no im not fukin selfish! i hope u n marcos are happy 2gether, cuz no i dont want u to be sad jus cuz i am...i hope u sumday learn how to treat people right... cuz u treat the people that love u like shit..includin all ur frendz n ur momz...she loves u n does so much for u...show her sum respect for ones and get off my momz dick...u try to act so innocent in front of her talkin bout " im never gunna lie to ur mom" , yet i had to loose ur moms trust twice jus so u could see marcos....4get it, after all i dun think ur gunna read this... all i wanna say is ill get my shit out of u locker n leave ur stuff in der, i hope thers no beef, no hate, cuz i still love u... i got ur bak in any fightz...1