||[Posted: 09/04/06 @ 10:24 A]
lastt day of summerr :[
high school starts TO-f/n-MARROW.
|high schooll :]
||[Posted: 08/22/06 @ 07:38 P]
my classes aree::
first hourr - band - Miles
second hour - US history - Martin
third hourr - 9th grade english - Sholtz (or something like that.)
fourthh hour - geometry - Rawski (PANKOW)
fifth hourr - CP Bio - Tobey (PANKOW)
sixth hour - tech math/science - teacher a? (PANKOW)
Lunch A :]
|a featherin moment
||[Posted: 07/05/06 @ 04:16 P]
yeahh...me and kelly are just crazy cool like this
||[Posted: 06/21/06 @ 06:51 P]
"more often they sat on concrete stoops or on the curb. On bikes seats or in the grass. Sometimes kitchen chairs, but more often outside. They looked for one another when nothing else was happening, the way you pick up a magazine or look in the cupboard for a snack. Not exactly by accident and not on purpose. You could go out into the world and do new things and meet new people, and then you could come home and just sit on the stoop with someone you have never not known, and watch lightning bugs blink on and off"
--Criss Cross by Lynne Rae Perkins
awww that makes me think of me, chels, kelly, kyle, + anthony, + everyone else we hang out with in my neighborhood :] i officially love that passage thing
||[Posted: 06/03/06 @ 06:18 P]
cuz the old one looked gay with the adds
lol. comment if you want.
||[Posted: 04/07/06 @ 07:23 P]
ohhhh i got an Exceeds Expectations on my WOMBAT's =]
ahh i feel sweet lol
||[Posted: 03/22/06 @ 04:15 P]
re did the layout
check it out?
|this song is ah-mazing<3
||[Posted: 03/12/06 @ 08:36 P]
Well Im sitting here all alone wondering how you are. And the thoughts of you spin round my head, like wheels on a car. And I wish you were beside me dreaming up at the stars. Well the times we had together, well they just blew me away. And I think about your soft green eyes, every single day. How my plans for us just seemed to fall, fade into gray.
I guess I didnt see it coming. How could I have been so blind? And as I cry myself to sleep. I wonder do I ever cross your mind. So wont you smile for me my Texas angel? Itll be all right. You just lay your head beside me, dream of me tonight. And I promise Ill watch over you till the morning light.
Well Im heading back to the west coast, looking for my soul. Trying to mend the pieces, of shattered years before. And the ocean takes my pain away, as it comes rolling into shore. So if you see me walking down the street. Baby dont turn away. I just want to see your smiling face, looking my way. And I never want to see you go, see you go away.
Wont you smile for me my Texas angel? Itll be all right. You just lay your head beside me, baby just hold me tight. And I promise Ill watch over you till the morning light.
wow, this song is seriosuly ah-mazing. and the kids singing it are only 14!! it's nuts.
this song made me cryyyy http://www.lastbornmusic.com/index.html to hear it. it should start playing as soon as the page loads. i seriously reccomend you listen its like...whoa. It's not screamo or rock like my usual music. it's slow but wow. it's awesome.
|I HATE AMERICAN IDOL AS OF YESTERDAY
||[Posted: 03/10/06 @ 06:19 P]
WTF!? I HATE AMERICAN IDOL NOW!!!
OKAY, TAYLOR AND KEVIN AND BUCKY ALL MADE IT TO THE TOP 6 GUYS BUT WILL GOT THE LOSWEST NUMBER OF VOTES!?
AMERICA, YOU ARE ALL ON CRACK, I SWARE.
I'M SO MAD I'M GONNA BLOW UP
THAT'S JUST NOT RIGHT...
|This is a really cool story. you should read it
||[Posted: 03/03/06 @ 06:55 P]
this is a story someone emailed to me. i thought it was really neat. you should read it.
> > One day, when I was a freshman in high school,
> > I saw a kid from my class was walking home from school.
> > His name was Kyle.
> > It looked like he was carrying all of his books.
> > I thought to myself, "Why would anyone bring home all his books on a
> > He must really be a nerd."
> > I had quite a weekend planned (parties and a football game with my friends
> > tomorrow afternoon), so I shrugged my shoulders and went on.
> > As I was walking, I saw a bunch of kids running toward him.
> > They ran at him, knocking all his books out of his arms and tripping him
> > he landed in the dirt.
> > His glasses went flying, and I saw them land in the grass about ten feet
> > from him.
> > He looked up and I saw this terrible sadness in his eyes
> > My heart went out to him. So, I jogged over to him and as he crawled
> > looking for his glasses, and I saw a tear in his eye.
> > As I handed him his glasses, I said, "Those guys are jerks.
> > They really should get lives.
> > " He looked at me and said, "Hey thanks!"
> > There was a big smile on his face.
> > It was one of those smiles that showed real gratitude.
> > I helped him pick up his books, and asked him wherehe lived.
> > As it turned out, he lived near me, so I asked him why I had never seen
> > before.
> > He said he had gone to private school before now.
> > I would have never hung out with a private school kid before.
> > We talked all the way home, and I carried some of his books.
> > He turned out to be a pretty cool kid.
> > I asked him if he wanted to play a little football with my friends
> > He said yes.
> > We hung out all weekend and the more I got to know Kyle, the more I liked
> > him, and my friends thought the same of him.
> > Monday morning came, and there was Kyle with the huge stack of books
> > I stopped him and said, "Boy, you are gonna really build some serious
> > muscles with this pile of books everyday!
> > " He just laughed and handed me half the books.
> > Over the next four years, ! Kyle and I became best friends.
> > When we were seniors, we began to think about college.
> > Kyle decided on Georgetown, and I was going to Duke.
> > I knew that we would always be friends, that the miles would never be a
> > problem.
> > He was going to be a doctor, and I was going for business on a football
> > scholarship.
> > Kyle was valedictorian of our class.
> > I teased him all the time about being a nerd.
> > He had to prepare a speech for graduation.
> > I was so glad it wasn't me having to get up there and speak
> > Graduation day, I saw Kyle.
> > He looked great.
> > He was one of those guys that really found himself during high school.
> > He filled out and actually looked good in glasses.
> > He had more dates than I had and all the girls loved him.
> > Boy, sometimes I was jealous. !
> > Today was one of those days.
> > I could see that he was nervous about his speech.
> > So, I smacked him on the back and said, "Hey, big guy, you'll be great!"
> > He looked at me with one of those looks (the really grateful one) and
> > smiled.
> > "! Thanks," he said.
> > As he started his speech, he cleared his throat, and began
> > "Graduation is a time to thank those who helped you make it through those
> > tough years.
> > Your parents, your teachers, your siblings, maybe a coach...
> > but mostly your friends...
> > I am here to tell all of you that being a friend to someone is the best
> > you can give them.
> > I am going to tell you a story."
> > I just looked at my friend with disbelief as he told the story of the
> > day we met.
> > He had planned to kill himself over the weekend.
> > He talked of how he had cleaned out his locker so his Mom wouldn't have to
> > do it later and was carrying his stuff home.
> > He looked hard at me and gave me a little smile.
> > "Thankfully, I was saved.
> > My friend saved me from doing the unspeakable."
> > I heard the gasp go through the crowd as this handsome, popular boy told
> > all about his weakest moment
> > I saw his Mom and dad looking at me and smiling that same grateful smile.
> > Not until that moment did I realize it's depth.
> > Never underestimate the power of your actions.
> > With one small gesture you can change a person's life.
> > For better or for worse.
> > God puts us all in each other's lives to impact one another in some way
|it's weird how stuff changes
||[Posted: 02/22/06 @ 05:02 P]
so, i just spent like thirty minutes going back through old journal entries. Laughing at jokes i haven't thought about in ages, and smiling at good times i had with people i haven't talked to in forever. Remembering stuff that i totally forgot, and wishing i could forget some of the stuff that i still remember. it was weird to see how some people i never even see anymore used to be such a huge part of my life, and how the people that i'm closest with now are hardly mentioned at all. People that were once "BFF's" are now so distant...current "BFF's" are full of drama and fighting...oppinions change, friends are lost or made, music, clothes, attitudes, they're all different now. Stuff that used to be soo major in my life is now like some forgotten footnote in the making of who i am today. i dunno, it's just weird like...when i look back one day at how i am now...who'll be those forgotten friends? who'll be the new ones? What memories will make me laugh? cry? smile? ashamed? What things that i love now, will i hate then? It's just weird, thinking at one day everything will be different. I mean, sure, we all know things change, but you figure that's not for a long time..you don't even realize that things already are changing. Things already have changed. I won't say that the new is better then the old or vice-versa, but i want to say thank you, to my forgotten friends, to my distant people who i've drifted from, for making my life once so wonderful. Even though we might not even talk anymore, you helped make me what i am today and you will always have a place in my heart. Those memories will be cherished forever and I love you all. And my friends now, even if we drift in the future, you mean so much to me now and that will never be forgotten.
||[Posted: 01/27/06 @ 12:52 P]
|| sick and cold
mkay soo uhh life is gernerally boring as usual. uhh i'm home sick today because i have a killer sore throat =[ uhhh....probably going shopping with my mommy tonight to get a new outfit because i won an art award and the ceremony thingy is on Monday sooo yeahh.. lol
wanna see the out fit i'm HOPEFULLY going to get? mkay well then, just ( follow your nose!!Collapse )
||[Posted: 01/11/06 @ 06:56 P]
WHAT WORD COMES TO MIND WHEN I SAY :
nice? thank you
work? nooooo!!! NEVA *hiss hiss*
cereal? frosted flakes...they're g-g-great! lmao
george w. bush? AHHHH I HATE HIM!!! *random hateful words*
rock? rock on *does hand thingy*
rap? ERGH MAKE IT STOP!
television? T V
camera? PICTURE WHORES! ahah
sidekick II? wtf?
big sunglasses? FEATHERIN GLASSES<3
party? YOU GOTTA FIGHT! FOR YOUR RIGHT! TO PARRRRRRRRRRRTYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!
paris hilton? whore
salamander? salad? lol idk
wite-out? uh i think you forgot an "h" there hun
cingular? "raising the bar"
cds? oh i love um
laguna beach? team Kristin biotches!
mtv? Made, Next, and Room Raiders are loveee<3
your parents? eh, they're pretty cool
diet pepsi? diet coke please
boyfriend? SINGLE AND LOVINGGGG IT!!!!!<33333333
ashlee simpson? fake
the 40 year old virgin? never seen it but that's a pretty sick concept
date? January 11th, 2006! =] hehe
omfg_SURVEYS? omfg SHUT UP YOUR GAY!
napoleon dynamite? terriblest movie ever...so bad i had to make up the word "terriblest" to discribe it because just plain terrible wasn't enough.
dance? DANCE DANCE! WE'RE FALLIN APART TO HALF TIME!!! lol
old people? =[ aw that's sad
orlando bloom? *drools*
nail polish? uh no.
this survey? SUCKS
SURVEY MADE BY CHLOE@omfg_SURVEYS
PUt A PlUS iF YOU..
<+> TAlK TOO MUCH
<+> lOVE PANCAkES
<+> hATE SPIDERS
<+> HAVE bROWN hAIR
<+> ARE CRAZY !!
<+> lIKE BOYS
<+> lOVE tHE bEACH
< > hAVE At LEASt 100 PEOPlE ON THEiR BUDDYLIST
<+> SAY " lIKE TOO MUCH"
<-> GOOd AT MAtH
<+> hAVE At lEAST ONE EAR PIERCED
< > GREEN EYES ??
< > hAVE GOtTEN A CAVItY
< > PlAY LACROSSE
< > WAtCH T.V A lOT
< > hAVE bRACES
<+> hAS tHE bEST fRiENDS
< > lOVE SOPhIA bUSH
< > CAN't FOllOW DiRECtIONS
<+> lIKE AMERiCAN EAGlE
< > dIP YOUr APPlES iN CARMEl
< > hAVE A bOYFRIENd // GiRLFRIENd
< > lIKE ONE tREE hILL
< > hAVE SEEN EXtREME DAYS
< > tHINK SOME StORES HAVE OVERPRICEd CLOtHES
:: TYPE YOUR NAME :: Brittany
:: TYPE YOUR NiCKNAMES :: Britt, Hobbes
:: TYPE YOUR NAME BACkWARdS :: ynattirB
:: TYPE YOUR NAME WiTh AN "A" BETWEEN EACH LETTER ::BaRaTaTaAaNaY
:: TYPE YOUR NAME WItH YOUR NOSE ::brittany (i sware i typed that with my nose...honestly.)
:: TYPE YOUR NAME WiTH ONE HAND ::brittany
:: TYPE YOUR NAME WItH THE BACK OF YOUR HAND ::b rittany (once again, that was HONESTLY with the back of my hand)
:: TYPE YOUR NAME WITh YOUR EYES ClOSED ::Brittany
:: TYPE YOUR NAME WitHOUT lOOKING AT tHE KEYBOARD ::Brittany
:: TYPE YOUR NAME WITh YOUR EAR :: 8vcikj
:: TYPE YOUR NAME WItH YOUR TOUNGE ::brittany (HONESTLY!)
:: TYPE YOUR NAME WiTH ONE tHUMB WItH YOUR EYES ClOSED ::bdittabr
THiS OR tHAt ?? (t.V && MOViES)
NEMO // dORY**
OlD MOViES // RECENt MOViES**
**hILARY dUFF // hAYliE dUFF
**lAGUNA // tHE O.C.
**SESAME StREET // ARtHUR
**OPRAh // ElLEN
StEPHEN // TAlON**
*****hARRY POtTER // PiRAtES OF tHE CARRIBEAN******* BOTH
SUPERMAN // SPidERMAN**
**ROMANtIC MOViES // SCARY MOViES
tIOMON // PUMbA**
The PERfECt MAN // PRidE && PREDJUDiCE**
GiRL MAiN CHARACTER// bOY MAiN CHARACTER**
MEEt tHE fOCkERS // tHE FAMiLY StONE**
lEGAlY bLONdE // lEGAlY bLONdE 2**
**tOM CRUiSE // tOM WElLiNG
**REALiSTiC MOViES // fANTASY MOViES
sTAR WARS // lORd OF tHE RiNGS**
GOiNG tO tHE MOViES // RENtiNG MOViES**
CMt // MtV**
ORiGINAL // REMAkES**
G // PG // PG-13** // R
**kNOWiNG A MOViE sTAR // kNOWiNG A t.V. StAR
PEtER PAN // hOOk**
[[ ]] ones that apply
[[**you sing in the shower]]
[[**you love apple juice]]
**u still watch cartoons
**you havent showered in over a week
**you wish you could be someone else
**you brush your teeth less than twice a day
**you learned how to ride a bike after you were ten or still dont know how
[[**you love the color black]]
** you arent as rich as people think
**you adore britney spears
**spice girls still have girl power
**you are a power ranger
**you want to be a ninja
**you dont have an ipod
**you shop at hot topic
[[**you think aeropostale is a knock-off abercrombie]]
**you own a fake louis vuitton
[[**you would die with out ur friends]]
**you are sad this is over
made by vogueSURVEYS
What do you think about..
Labels- hate them but sometimes they're true...only sometimes
Abortion- ergh...not right at all and i would never do it but it shouldn't be illegal. People should choose not to do it because it's the right decision, not because it's illegal. Also, the goverment should put more money into funding adoption agencies.
Bush-Wost thing to ever happen to America. We should impeach him but then we'd have Cheney. That's wayyy worse. Also, he's a moron who thinks that he is above the constitution and all the morals on which our country is based. Terrible. Absolutly TERRIBLE.
Smoking-Should be illegal.
Drugs/Drinking- drugs=retarted. drinking=not 'til i'm 21 =]
Abercrombie/Hco-LOVE IT<3Hollister is better though =] hehe
Aero- eh alright, but kinda' like for the "goody-2-shoes" types
Hot Topic-scary. people who shop there look like they will eat your soul with a spork. no joke.
Fake designer stuff-cheap and makes you look worse then you would if you would have just bought normal not-label/not-knock-off label stuff anyway.
iPods-LOVE THEM LIKE NO OTHERS<3
rap- mostly sucks, i like 1 or 2 artists but that's ALLLLL
The color black- i like it =]
Seventeen- pretty sweet
Playboy- nasty times 1000
Clowns- AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! HATE THEM HATE THEM HATE THEMMMM!!!!!!
Life- uhh it's pretty good...very..life-like and whatnot..?
Xanga- Lj is better
This Survey- eh it's alright
Made by VOGUESURVEYS
for girls to take about boys:
shaggy hair ON
blue eyes ON
blonde hair ON
brown hair ON
red hair IT DEPENDS
mohawk IT DEPENDS
spikey hair ON
tattoos IT DEPENDS
peircings WHERE? EARS=ON ANYWHERE ELSE=OFF
in a band ONNNN!!!!
math nerd IT DEPENDS
rich DOESN'T MATTER
nice house DOESN'T MATTER
short DOESN'T MATTER
has a lot of friends ON
loves video games ON!
wears pink IT DEPENDS
Hair Color- Brown
Eye Color- Brown
Skin Tone- Pale/Normal
Straigh or Curly Hair- Naturally curly, but i straighten it
Calm/Hyper- It depends...in school; calm. Anywhere else; HYPERRRRR
Smart/Dumb- i is vrry vrrie smaurt..yaa
Layed Back/Short Tempered- short tempered
Most Outgoing- Kelly
Most Shy- Me
happy all the time
[x]listening to music
[x]talking on AIM
talking on the phone
interested in weird things
two different colored eyes
unnatural hair color
many different hair colors
[x]good sense of humor
a lot of clothes
not many clothes
[x]a big family
[x]at least 1 brother
at least 1 sister
[x]many different friends
I want to...
have more friends
get plastic surgery
be someone I'm not
[x]travel the world
[x]move somewhere else
[x]have a good relationship
marry someone rich even if I don't like them
fall in love like in "The Notebook"
I would rather...
be smart & ugly
[x]be pretty & dumb
be with someone else
have different friends
[x]be doing something else than be online
be in school
be at home
[x]be working out
I like to...
[x]go to the mall
In a guy I like...
super white teeth
||[Posted: 01/03/06 @ 09:59 P]
re did the journal.
probably going to end up redoing it again...
cuz it's like...this layout is alright...but i want one that's AH-MAZZZING =] ya know?
so yeah, leave comments, suggestions, advice, anything.
alright i have a killer headache sooo i'm going to sleep
school in the morning unless i still feel terrible...then probably not.
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