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(no subject) [Mar. 5th, 2006|08:07 pm]

i didnt do anything this weekend. i went to the game and that was it.

flkajgljg. im frusturated. everything always goes the same way. and im not talking about anybody else. im talking about me. its dumb. i say im going to do this or im going to change this. and i never do. and then i go antisocial and say woe is me for the weekend and dont do anything.

im sick of being fake.

im fake beyond belief.
i have this hard time accepting people the way they are....so i get pissed off instead and blame it on them.

fuckkk i suck.

i miss:
risa...i see her all the time haha.
and then the gangster guys.
fuck. why do i have to be dumb.

tomorrow will be a good day*

jacks mannequin is love <33333
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(no subject) [Feb. 18th, 2006|09:47 pm]
Yesterday was the best day i've had in a long time.
and sometimes. i wish that everyday would be like that.

so risa called me at 9:30 AM and woke me up. i went and picked her up. we went out to take picturessss cuz it was pretty out and i had a roll of film that needed to be taken by tuesday. sooo we went out to duck lake. and it was sooooo windy. thennnn we went out to the pier. and that was...a cold idea. cool pictures though. then we went to the leather place. thats kinda...creepy. awesome pictures hopefully. blah blah blah.

hung out at my house. then went to risas. talked to and old friend. :). its funny how retarded i can get over a message that wasnt even left on my voice mail. lol. what can i say? im a loser :-) i like that kid.........and that sucks.

then we went to the game. game was good...we won. 2nd in conference.
hung out with nikki and jeska and risa. fun times.

annnd that was about it.

we made up a cool song though :).

i have the best best friends ever. i promise you.
♥ jackie
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(no subject) [Feb. 2nd, 2006|06:03 pm]
oH boyyyyyyy....

what a week. this week has been weird. its gone by fast.
battle of the bands is saturday... im excited. i used to "be like that"

im really sick of everybody fighting. or disagreeing or whatever. its dumb. and im sick of everybody being in bad moods. and im sick of the drama.
ive stayed out of it for long enough. so everybody shut the fuck up. stop fighting. if you dont like somebody. dont talk to them. dont waste your time on them if you dont like them that much. (at most) some of us have a year and four months left until we dont see each other. so make the best of what you have left.

the sky is gorgeous.

im optimistic when its sunny out. i think im obsessed with the sun. haahhsdfjagfuck.

sfdjalgj.ag i fell in loveeee lol. since like 8th grade. HA!

You're the echoes of my everything,
You're the emptiness the whole world sings at night.
You're the laziness of afternoon,
You're the reason why I burst and why I bloomed..
You're the leaky sink of sentiment,
You're the failed attempts I never could forget.
You're the metaphors I can't create to comprehend this curse that I call love..

off to do me some homework
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(no subject) [Dec. 31st, 2005|11:37 pm]
wow. in like a half an hour it will be 2006. thats nuts.
2005...was okay. it could have been better. and i hope for better.

this has been the defining year for a lot of different people. i think its funny that people that ive known for forever. have changed so much . in the worst ways. and i think next years going to be even better. noooo. i know its going to be even better. so i can laugh while you fuck up.ahahahahahahahaha
and to think he doesnt even like you.
and i promise that nobody will get that .

I love erica.....and by the way. Shes a person. Whether you were drunk trashed whatever. this is to everybody who is guilty of doing something to her that hurt her...and have yet to apologize....i hope you get fucked over. and i hope you end up with all kinds of diseases. yeah its funny at the time or fun at the time. but she didnt do anything to you. and i would say well people make mistakes. yeah. but people who make mistakes and lie about it dont have any excuses. and dont need sympathy.
but thats okay. because what goes around comes around right? the least you could do is fess up and admit it. ericas a big enough person to not hate.

im done with the whole lets get drunk fuck smoke whatever scene. you wanna do them seperatly? im all for you. but when you mix them. bad shit happens.

dont come running back to the people that you once talked to.

maturity is all a lot of hype when your in highschool.

i hope that everyone has a good new year.
and dont fuck up...down. left right. oh

side to side...WAIT haha looks like that one wont be happening nemore!

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(no subject) [Dec. 31st, 2005|05:04 pm]
oh my god.

too funny.
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(no subject) [Dec. 20th, 2005|05:42 pm]

I don't fucking get it.


Now on top of everything else, my mom has to go for a biopsy because she had a mamogram and they found something suspicious.



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(no subject) [Dec. 17th, 2005|10:31 pm]

End of fucking story.

if anybody switches schools that im friends with before graduation.

im dropping out.

thank you

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(no subject) [Dec. 10th, 2005|12:37 am]
If anybody has advice please give it to me. I dont know what to do anymore. I feel immature talking like its the worst thing in the world. but it is the worst thing thats ever happened to me at least. and i dont know how to deal with stuff. i dont wanna talk to anybody other than a few select people because alls they seem to care about is sex, drugs, alcohol, whatever. and the people that i do talk to about it seem to think otherwise than what they tell me. so im fucked out of friends. my parents are the problem themselves. so fuck them. a counselor is out of the question because a "counselor" figure that my mom talks to tried to persuade her that im a bad kid and i have run of the household. that whole church option is hard because thats pulling faith out of thin air. and im not good at magic. what else do i do? one portion of my life is going to get fucked over so which do i pick?

family, school/work , friends

family- they're going to still be there in 10 years.
school/work- that determines my future. and i dont have a future right now.
friends- quality friends seem to be deminishing.

i dont have a best friend anymore.
one told me that im a bad person.
the other one says im a bad person behind my back (and im not complaining about the behind my back) but tells me otherwise.
and the last one i've lost touch with.

so what else is there to lose?
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(no subject) [Jan. 12th, 2005|07:14 pm]
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