||[Mar. 25th, 2009|09:28 am]
Saturday morning I was in a hotel with my grandparents and my sister. We were going to drive to Mobile at noon to have lunch with Colma and his family, and our families could meet for the first time. At 10 I called to see what the plans were, and Colma told me he doesnt love me anymore, I'm not cool, and he wants to be a bachelor for awhile. Now, he says that after awhile he would like it if we could date again and maybe settle down and have a family. Oh, okay. I guess I can wait and let you fuck around and I can be wifey when you've had your fill. He had actually been talking alot lately about marrying me and making all these plans for the future before he did this. I feel like I've been shot in the back and now I wander around kind of like a ghost. I'm moving into a new apartment close to the beach, but other than that I don't know my future plans are. One things for sure, I'm never talking to that asshole again.