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WOW [01 Mar 2009|05:49pm]
[ mood | jubilant ]

its been a year since i've written in here thats crazy. life has been pretty crazy with Logan he's 15 months now. i know time flies. ne who i have a facebook now n i rarely check my myspace so if you wanna search me on facebook go right ahead.
Kelly Breeden
much love
-meh

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hello its me! [02 Mar 2008|09:28pm]
so yeah i have been neglecting this journal an im sorry. i dont think anyone really comes in anymore any way but here we go for an update lol. thats all i ever do since im gone so much. anyways Logi is now 4 months and is learning so much. he puts his hands in his mouth constantly and is sleeping so much better now. he's already 15 lbs and 25 inches. its crazy he does not look 4 months especially since were already in 6, 9, and 12 month old cloths.

as for me i'm doing okay. still at my parents but were working on that. i'm down to 120lbs still a long way to go but i joined the gym and love every minute of it. yeah its the one everyone goes to i'll leave it at that. which kinda sucks but i really never see anyone there i know at the times i go so thats good. okay enough of the typing lets just move to the pictures shall we ^_^
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horrible idea [24 Dec 2007|02:37pm]
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[24 Dec 2007|11:46am]
so yesterday was a good day. naw it was a really good day. we droped the babe off at rodg's moms cuz she hasn't watched him yet then went to the appartment. hung out there for a good bit had some laughs ya know the you-sh. when manda woke up she suggested Habachi on her which was really nice of her. rodg had never been there before so it was a good experiance for him and i hadn't been there in like forever so i enjoied it as well. man i need to go back to skool this entry and prolly all my others look like a 3rd grader wrote them, oh well anyways after Habachi (which i can't wait to go again) we went to the movies to see I am Legend. meh it was okay not the best movie of the year and it had some dry spots where you were like i want to put myself in his place but he's just not convincing enough for me. but a decent movie all in all. it was really a great day indeed. so today is x-mas eve clean-up. fixing up the house, cleaning, doing the wash that sort of thing. im excited to see everyone tomorrow and its Logans first x-mas so thats special. speaking of which we (my mom and i) stood in line for pretty much 2 hours waiting to get santas photo prolly like the second week of Dec. it was ridiculous. on that note i will leave you with his photo lol.
Mr. and Mrs. ClausCollapse )

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hair!!! [19 Dec 2007|01:58am]
help me find a hair style PLEASE. so far i have this new styleCollapse )

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because i am obsessed [15 Dec 2007|02:26pm]

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showing off the babe [06 Dec 2007|07:42pm]
had our second doc appointment today and we've gained a lb and a half woot! so now were pretty much 10lbs. which is where he should be. sucky thing is we have like a shite load of infant diapers that we now need to rush outta here. thankfully since he takes in so much formula it wont be incredibly hard. Rodg an i went to the mall today to pick up Mario Party for the DS, havent played it yet but im sure it'll be a blasty blast. sunday we actually got to get outa the house and go to the movies and dinner. we saw Enchanted. it was really kewt and funny. go see it~!
::side note:: - damn its freezing in this house.
anyways here are some new pictures. bath time has gotten better and his cord fell off on tuesday so now we can give him regular baths instead of the difficult sponge baths, plus he'll be able to just pee in the water and not shoot it at me lol. the babesCollapse )

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[26 Nov 2007|11:42am]
well im stumped i really dont know how to help him understand day and night. i mean he sleeps when he wants to sleep no amount of noise and distraction keeps him awake. i have noticed though that when he gets a bath he just screams himself eventually to sleep. so if i give him a bath around 8 after his feeding hes usually alseep for 4 maybe 4 and half hours. which is a blessing. we've started tummy time and at first he hated it but now he's getting really good and moving his head around and he can lift his head really well. in mommy news i'm doing pretty well. my mom has been helping out and eric has been amazingly enough been really good with him and doing some feedings. i'm starting to loose all my baby weight. i was 168 (thankfully all baby for the most part and water lol) concidering i was 110 prior 168 was pretty scary but i've gotten down to 140 in the past 2 weeks and still have more water to loose. i'm just happy its mainly water. so im not gonna have to completly starve myself to get back to my original weight. i've been thinking about toneing up too though. i know im def gonna tone up my belly fer sure. not like a 6 pack or anything but maybe an attractive 4 not too muscely not just skinny. ya know. well time for Logan to eat an he's lettN me know about it. toodles :)
~me

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i've become that mom [22 Nov 2007|11:39pm]
lol that mom that talks about her kid all the time lol and its only been a week lol. yeap Logan is a week old now. i wanted to buy him a turkey costume for Thanksgiving just cuz i thought it would be hilarious. lol but alas could not find one :(. anyways we gave him a bath this week b.c while i was changing him he decided to pee all over himself. mommy hasn't gotten too much sleep in the past 2 days but hopeing that tonight will be different b.c he got man-handled by all the relitives today. lets hope for a good night :) here are some new pictures.

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BABY IS HERE!!!!!!!!!! Pictures [17 Nov 2007|08:43pm]
baby Logan Gage Fitzgerald was born on
November 13 th 2007 at 12:51 am
weighing in at 8lbs 12oz
height 21 inches
birth by c-section

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so i did it! [10 Nov 2007|08:25pm]
i dyed it blue. well just the ends the pix look shitty and its kinda faded but i have more dye that im gonna put in tonight prolly right after i post these pix lol. any ways for your viewing pleasure. as well as new pix of the nursery cuz i dont know if i posted newer pix cuz i changed some shite around :) new hair!Collapse )

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spoiled [09 Nov 2007|05:19pm]
so this morning i woke up in an awesome mood then had a mood swing after taking a nap around 11:30 woke up at 1:15 all pissy and cranky. i finally started to feel better even though i was all cramped and my body hurt. rodg and i went to the mall b.c i got paid today and i wanted to treat myself to something b.c i've been putting up with a lot and been feeling like shit. so we went to HT yeah i dont even wanna spell it out lol and i got hair dye not 100% knowing if i should be dyeing my hair in my 3rd trimester or not lol but i'll call my OB later and see what he says. but we both wanted to do blue since we are having a boy lol i just thought it would be kewt. i also had a coupon from Bath and Body so we went there and i got a pair of cozy slippers that are AWESOME! and a free peppermint lotion. it smells sooo effing amazing! lol. and since HT was having a take an additional 50% off clearance stuff i looked around and got a Kakashi t-shirt for like $3. then we went Wolffs and got myself some Mutsu apples, mangos, and bananas. lol i went all out! i really really really wanna dye my hair now but don't know if i should and i feel silly calling my OB and asking lol. idk we'll see.

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::grumble grumble:: [04 Nov 2007|11:31pm]
well in my old journal i took the layout and its not working the way i wanted it to. i want spaces between my entries like on my lipstick_arsen journal but its not working GAHHHH!

anyways the doc said that they didn't want to push labor yesterday b. i am still 36w and they'd rather kick start everything when im 37 weeks which will be wednesday. so they did reassure me that i will not go the full 40 weeks b.c they dont want the baby getting too big and they would rather me go regular then go c-section. so i'm still drinking plenty of fluids and what not and i'm almost 100% sure on wednesday when i go in for my NST they are gonna freak out like have the past two times and take me back to L&D only to have me strapped to the damn IV AGAIN and then send me home 7 hours later. if that happenes and they freak out again im just gonna be like okay is it worth it for me to stay here or can i just go home and let you know when my water breaks cuz i really don't feel like being here forever! GAH! in other news tomorrow is laundry day YAY! the fun never stops. g-nite all
xoxo ~ me

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false labor AGAIN! [04 Nov 2007|12:20am]
[ mood | depressed ]

its really starting to get me upset. if i have to go back to labor and delivery one more time to have them hook me up to an IV and go through everything all over again and what kills me the most walk past the new baby area, i dont know what i'll do. i recently came home from being at the hospital again today b.c i thought my water broke a little. i did have a trickle around 12 and figured it might just be a mistake so i waited to see if it would happen again. in between that time i started getting some really nasty cramps an contractions and then around 4 i had a little more trickle so i called the doc explained everything and he said come to L&D and we'll check you out. well turns out im still 3cm possibly 4cm depending whose checking me they said got the whole IV treatment all over again like i had Wednesday and then after 5 hours they sent me home saying my contractions started to seperate and i wasn't dialating anymore then where i was already. so i cried all the way home and still feeling a little depressed. i know he'll come when he's ready and im being so patient but it just hurts to walk past all those new babies and today there was about 5 fathers just oogaling the window jabbering "thats my baby" "thats my little boy he's got my nose" and all that good stuff. just made me upset. so i had a little chat with Logan on the ride home an said you come when your ready but please let mommy know the right time lol. rodger laughed and was like we'll if you feel awkward were gonna have to come back but hopfully he'll listen and come when its time and so we wont have to come back here every other day.

patiently waiting
36w 4d

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[31 Oct 2007|08:02pm]

HAPPY HALLOWEEN !!!!!!!!

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photos of the nursery [28 Oct 2007|01:45pm]
well pretty much the crib lol my mom just got me the Froggy Tales package set we went halfers on it so $75 from me $75 fom her which isn't bad when you spilt it lol. and it hasn't come in yet it comes with all this though.
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false labor blues. [28 Oct 2007|01:26pm]
so i've been having lots of contractions lately but they are not close enough together to say i am ready. :( BOO! were actually ready for this baby now though the nursery is all decked out and i've stocked up on diapers, and my bag is packed the baby bag is packed, we've got the car seats in place and everything. i haven't been to work in 3 days i went out on wednesday after my Non-Stress test appointment where i was having contractions so they got me into the OB to see if i was dialated but alas false hopes lol. so Dr. Laver said well since your really swollen i would go home take it easy and put your feet up. haha easier said then done for me. he said if i continue to have more contractions then i should stay home get plenty of fluids and relax. so thursday came and i had my ultrasound that showed the baby at 6lbs 2oz give or take + or - 20% i dont know math so i'll just leave it at that. so that doctor also said if i was having contractions then to just stay home so i did on thursday. went in on friday and let work know i was out till further notice. so now i have an OB appointment on Tuesday at 6:00pm see what he says then after doind my second internal and then i have another Non-Stress test on Wednesday at 7:30am and we'll see what the resluts look like for that. im told that i can't have him the second week of November cuz my mom and a bunch of her friends will be in NJ at the Eddie Money concert. i told her well he's coming wether your ready or not so you better hall ass back here if it happens. and thats the 411 on my situation. keep your fingers crossed for the begining of next week! Wednesday would be nice. :)

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baby shower and pictures [22 Oct 2007|08:48pm]
so i had my baby shower not last sunday but the sunday before that and i just got around to uploading pix. i got soooo much stuff and i can't even begin to take photos of all the cloths this kid is going to have. i swear he's got a bigger woredrob then me, my mom, rodger, and my dad and brother put together. so he's going to be very well dressed. here are some of the pix and some of the pix of stuff i got that i thought were really kewt. again i only posted like 4 outfits lol but their are some really adorable ones, i can't wait to put him in them and then take pictures. half an hour till HEROES gotta hurry up!Collapse )

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just the same old bitchy rant x-posted [21 Oct 2007|06:30pm]
38 days and counting. thank god! if you read this yer just awesomeCollapse )

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.seen better days. [20 Oct 2007|04:11pm]
it was like the week from hell this past week and im so glad its over. i'm almost done with all the bullshit and thank god for that. things are just gonna get more crazy though. i had some appointments cancel on me last minute which is totally fucked up and i told them the last time b.c of work they can't do that to me and yet they dont give a shit. so now i have three appointments next week i have wednesday at 7:30am (meaning i have to get up at the butt fuck of dawn after not getting anough sleep) to go do a non-stress test and apparently they want me there every wednesday at 7:30 every week till my delivery. oh great so theres a day that i will dread till this is over, also on wednesday i have a OB appointment at 3 or somthing so i have to leave work early which i know their heated about and im getting sick of running back and forth to HR and whatever but my boss is finally starting to realise okay this is just how it has to be. then on thursday i have my ultrasound appointment oh what fun at 8:15 so im prolly gonna get to work around 9 something which means i'll be a little late and have to stay later. which really wouldn't be that bad if i had some support but i fucking hate that place cuz people are still not doing shit and expecting me and like two other people to pick up all the slack. the boss is a fucking joke. i can't wait till i have my EPR. i better get some fucking fat cash bonus or performance cash or i am going to be so pissed! i will jog my ass to HR so quick it will not be funny in the least and Jim M. the main head hancho in my area knows how much i've been picking up and the stress its causing me and this pregnancy so i know i can count on him for backing me up if anything goes wrong. just give credit where credit is due. people who talk on their fucking cell phones and play videogames all day or read the fucking news paper for 4 hours don't deserve shit.

i can tell you this much when i come back from my leave i will be def taking it easy for a while b.c i am not coming back to hell just to have more panic attacks and then come home to a baby and have to worry if im stable enough to take care of his screaming (if he's a screamer) i dont wanna be one of those stressed out over worked mothers who yells at their kids when its not their fault. maybe i'll figure out if theres a better posting somewhere else in the building but so far the only non lateral move would be CP or CR and im not nearly qualified for that yet. hopefully something will come through though.

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